Don't Cry For Me Novels & Stories

I ended up crying my eyes out but showed no emotion. What has just happened?

Hindi ko sya hinarap dahil hindi ko kakayaning makita sya, mas lalo ko lang sisisihin ang sarili ko. "Fuck, why are you crying?!"

For once, I want to get it all out inside me. Gusto kong tapusin na ang iyak na ito, at sana bukas ay magiging okay na ako. I want to get all the tears out of my system and hope I will never cry again tomorrow. I want to forget him. "Ang sakit, ang sakit, sakit." Hagulgol ko sa sarili habang nasa kamay ang dibdib ko. Hindi na ako nagsalita at hinayaan ko na ang sarili.

“Umalis na si Sheena.” “I know.” Umismid siya. Wala man lang itong kaemo-emosyon. Dapat kino-comfort siya nito, eh. “Bakit hindi ka umiyak?” Hindi makapaniwalang tinitigan niya ito. Gusto pala nitong makitang ngumawa siya. Wala talaga itong pakialam sa kaniya. “Umiyak na nga si Sheena ‘tapos iiyak pa ako? Lalo lang ‘yong malulungkot.”

Don't let me down Don't let me down Don't let me down, down, down Don't let me down, down, down Don't let me down, down, down Don't let me down, don't let me down, down, down Oh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, I think I'm losing my mind now, yeah, yeah I need you, I need you, I need you right now Yeah, I need you right now So don't let me, don't let me, don't let me down I think I'm losing my mind now It's in my head, darling I hope That you'll be here, when I need you the most

Hindi ko alam pero napaluha ako nang marinig koi yon. “Ohh, she’s crying. Are you crying?” “No.” pinunasan ko ang luha ko. “Why should I cry. Masaya ako na sa wakas may katulad mong nagmamahal na rin sa akin.” “You don’t need to cry. I am always here for you basta huwag mo akong palalayasin at ipagpapalit ha?” “Bakit ko naman gagawin ‘yon?” “Kasi you know, I am always sober and wasted.”

“Don’t cry, never shed tears in front of other people even when you feel hurt,” “I know you used to remind me not to cry and don’t show my weakness in front of other people. I tried to suppress my emotion, Brielle, but I can’t hold it,”sunud- sunod na patak ng luha ang umagos sa mga mata ni Ivana.

Oo, galit ako kaya may pag diin talaga ang salita ko. “I’m sorry.” “Sorry for what?” Pinipigilan ko talagang tumulo ang kahit isang butil ng luha ko. I will never let him see me crying. ‘I don’t cry over people, I cry over the way I get treated because I don’t deserve that.’ I don’t deserve an unstable signal, if he doesn’t like me anymore, it’s a right thing not to do anything that would make me think like he regret breaking up with me. Huwag siyang paasa!

Napayakap ako sa aking sarili at ramdam na ramdam pa rin ang panginginig. I should not be crying over petty shits. Not anymore.

for nothing. Huminga ako nang malalim at pinunasan ang mga luha sa gilid ng mata ko. I don't want Elijah to see that I'm crying. Ayaw ko ring naiisip niyang nasasaktan ako. I need to be strong. For my son... for them.