Novel & Cerita Drowning Love

I love him since I saw him. Hindi ako naniniwala sa love at first sight pero ng makita ko siya binali niya ang paniniwala ko. Alam ko sa sarili ko mahal ko siya, kaya ganun nalang ang tuwa ko ng inapproach niya ako pero nawasak ang puso ko "Hindi ba best friend mo si Ms. Clarfson baka pwede mo naman ako sa kanya ipakilala sa kanya". My smile faded, my heart broke into pieces. Mahal ko siya at hanggad ko ang kaligayahan niya. Kung sa best friend ko siya sasaya bakit ko namana aalisin ang kaligayahan niya. Decades passed by, for almost decade ko na sya minamahal ng pa lihim. Could you imagine for almost decades na din ako nasasaktan ng palihim. But everything ruin, when my best friend married someone else and left my man broken. I don't know what happen but I found myself sharing a bed with the man I loved. I got pregnant with his child. Being pregnant with his child gives me hope, hope that he's going to love me how I love him but the hope has vanished. My love for him turns to anger and hatred. Is my love for him gonna die or consisting loving him even it's killing me?

.... Mali ba na mag mahal? Lalo na kung parehas kayo ng kasarian? Mali nga siguro, dahil nagmahal tayo ng hindi naman dapat at hindi nakaayon sa batas. Ngunit mas mali sigurong mag mahal kung panay panghuhusga lang ang natatanggap. Dahil kailan man hindi naging mali ang pagmamahal kahit na sa iba... ito ay kasalanan? Kasalanan na wala namang may kagustuhan. Pero hindi naman natin kasalanan na sa maling kasarian tayo nagmahal. Dahil kailan man hindi naging mali ang pagmamahal...

Twenty-two year old Eliza Jane Hernandez is still hunted by the heartbreak from five years ago, because she didn't give his twenty million dollars demand. She never know that her relation with her suck money-grabbing ex-boyfriend was a lie. After five years of that bitter end relationship, she still wasn't able to be healed. Instead she decided to marry a man who know's nothing about her background being a billionaire heir. She married Clarence Garmet, younger son of the garmet family. The son who was become a center of coaxing, mockery, criticism, and brickbat because of his uselessness. What will happen to their life inside the Garmet mansion? How did Eliza Jane Hernandez continue to leave in that hellish life at the hands of the overbearing family? Will she comeback and retrieve her billions? Or choose to stay with him till the end?

A self-proclaimed strong independent woman in her 30's finds herself single and lonely. She has a good friend who is stuck in his past. Together, they will try to battle their emotions as life partners. Will marrying a friend without a feeling bring them the happiness they've always wanted?

Van and Chad are best friends. While Chad considers Van his best friend, Van's feelings exceed friendship. She has been secretly in love with him since they were kids, but she can only love him in secret. Besides being best buddies, Chad sees Van as a tomboy, and it seems impossible for him to notice her as a woman. Will Van have her happily ever after with Chad, or will she remain the tomboy who secretly loves her best friend?

Dahil sa kagustuhan ni Xavier Collins na mabigyan ng hustisya ang pagkamatay ng kaniyang kapatid, hinanap at pinilit niyang pinaamin ang babaeng maaaring may kinalaman sa kaso—si Ashley Fate Anderson, isang hindi kilalang manunulat na gustong maibahagi ang kaniyang mga akda sa buong mundo kahit hindi pabor sa kaniya ang tadhana. Matapos mahanap ang kopya ng manuscript ni Fate sa mismong pinangyarihan ng krimen ay naisipan ni Xavier Collins na ipadukot at ikulong ito sa mala palasyo niyang bahay. Noong una ay ginawa lang ito ni Xavier para sa imbestigasyon ng pagkamatay ng kanyang kapatid ngunit habang tumatagal ang pananatili ni Fate sa pamamahay niya ay hindi niya namalayang umiibig na siya sa dalaga.

Silas Cahir is a man who has an intimidating aura. Ngunit kahit ganoon ay gustong gusto pa rin siya ng mga babae, nilalapitan pa rin siya ng mga ito. Sa ibang bansa siya nanirahan ng maraming taon, at sa kanyang pagbabalik sa Pilipinas para sa isang misyon ay nakilala niya ang isang babaeng ubod ng sungit at talim ang mga salitang lumalabas sa bibig na umangkin ng pamamahay niya. At ang babaeng magpapabago ng takbo ng kanyang buhay, ang babaeng magtuturo sa kanya kung paano umibig at maging masaya, ang babaeng ito ay walang iba kundi si Xandra Williams na sa kasamaang palad ay step-sister niya.

Nalasing. Pumasok sa maling kwarto ng gabing iyon si Aliah na naging dahilan para maranasan niya ang isang gabing pagkalimot kasama ang isang estrangherong lalaki. Ngunit hindi niya ipinagkaila sa sarili na nagustuhan niya iyon at inisip na isa na lang iyong magandang panaginip na pagkawala ng kanyang virginity. Pero hindi niya akalain na magbibigay iyon sa kanya ng malalang sakit sa katawan kaya nagpasya siyang magpatingin sa doktor sa pag aalalang may makuha siyang sakit sa lalaking nakaniig niya. Gayunpaman, tila ang liit ng mundo na sa pag aakalang hindi na niya makikita ang estrangherong lalaking iyon. Dahil ang lalaking nakaniig niya ng gabing iyon ay ang mismong doktor na titingin sa kanyang kalagayan. Gusto sana niyang umatras at umalis na lang, ngunit nakita naman niyang walang pagpalatandaan na nakikilala siya nito. Kaya nanatili siya at hinayaan na suriin siya ng doktor. Pero hindi niya akalain na ang pagsusuri sa kanya ng doktor ay magbibigay daan pala para tuluyang mahulog ang loob niya dito at matali sa isang kasunduan dahil hinihingi na nito na panagutan niya ito. Pero teka! Sandali lang. Baliktad yata. Hindi ba dapat siya ang panagutan nito dahil ito ang lalaki?

This story was about my bitter and sweet love story. My bitter-sweet love story began when I was twelve years old. I had a huge crush on my neighbor, Dean Samaniego. He's tall, handsome, and smart but a little bit aloof, especially to me. He always ignored me though we were just neighbors. After six long years of having a crush on Dean, I finally decided to give up my feelings for him. The fact finally hits on me, that no matter what I did he's not going to like me back. We moved to another city after a tragedy falls on my family. Since then, Dean and I have never met again. But after ten long years, we finally meet each other. He is now a lawyer, a well-known and successful public defender while I'm just a small coffee shop owner. After I met him again I realized that I still liked him a lot, but I found out that he's already engaged to someone else. Is this a second chance that God gave me to pursue Dean again or a second chance for me to feel the heartache that I once was felt before?

Noong una, inakala nina Mj Krisela Maceda at Jarred Lloyd Villagracia na nagreincarnate sina Edcel Kate Del Amor at John Eric Ballesteros sa kanila, ang magkasintahang nasawi ang pagmamahalan dahil sa kagagawan ni Kenneth Whin Villagracia, ang kakambal ng ama mismo ni Jarred. Until complicated stories found them both and thier connections to the deaths of those two lovers twenty years ago. Ang kuwento ba ng pagmamahalan ng dalawa ay magiging kapalaran din ng pagmamahalan nina Mj at Jarred? Hindi kaya nagpapanaginip ang mga ito dahil may mensaheng nais iparating o dahil may gustong ipaalala sa kanilang dalawa?