Feeling Lost Quotes Novels & Stories

Kaya naman mariin kong kinagat ang aking ibabang labi. “When you left me a year ago, my house doesn’t feel home anymore. There’s a huge vacancy in my heart when you suddenly left. I felt like there’s a hole in it. I feel so… devastated. I tried to be my best with Jessica, but I can’t find myself either. I lost myself the moment I realized I lost you. When you left, it feels like someone finally slapped me with the truth. Of how cruel I am to you.”

Hinampas niya ako at agad naman akong ngumiwi para pigilan ang ngiti na gusto na namang kumawala. “Kahit ang ganda ngang magpunta sa mga lugar na mapayapa, wala naman akong kasama. That’s depressing. I already felt so alone and yet I have no one when I’m in a place where my mind is running freely. I have a lot of things in mind when I go to different places and it sucks I have no one to say those things to.”

He is confused but still chooses to answer my question. "Then I'll try to avoid it or run away from it," he said. I sighed and smiled. "Right? We should avoid those things for us to live," I said and turned my gaze on the glowing moon. "But why do I am feeling like I'm walking on a thin ice and is ready to swallow and drown me?" makabuluhang saad ko. I am sad because it felt that no matter what I do, no matter how much I change the path I am walking on, I still found myself walking in the same alley with just different circumstances.

Ngayon ay totoo nga ang sinabi ni Lolo sa akin—na kaiilanganin ko ang sandata na ‘yon sa paglalakbay kong ito. Umatras pa ako lalo pero nabangga ako sa isang katawan kaya napalayo ako bigla dito. Napagigitnaan na nila ako habang na sa hindi kalayuan ang iba nilang kasama at nanonuod lamang sa amin habang nakangisi at nasisiyahan sa nakikita. “Are you lost, baby girl?” Malokong wika ng lalaking na sa kaliwa ko.

"The man who seeks revenge digs two graves." -Ken Kessey Have you ever felt a numbness in your heart that makes you want to just stop everything? Do you feel alive but feel like you're not breathing at all? Is it as if your body is an empty vessel drifting aimlessly? That your head is under the water, submerged in sadness, while your soul has been wounded innumerable times by the world's poisonous needle? And you just want to sleep until everything is already alright and everyone has forgotten or moved on from what happened.

'Pathetic. Dahil sa gutom at kanina pa ako palakad lakad ay hindi ko na pinansin 'yung warning sign na nakasabit sa kan'ya at kinausap s'ya. "Hey, I think I'm lost. Alam mo ba kung saan ang cafeteria?" Tanong ko.

"Eh, ba't ba kasi pinapahirapan mo yang sarili mo? Veron, maikli lang ang buhay. Kung ganyan ka palagi, eh, wala...hindi ka mag go-grow..." "Wag mo nga akong bigyan ng life quotes. Para namang may magagawa yang himala. Yung lungkot na nararamdaman ko, hindi na tinatablan ng mga ganyan." "Edi, sorry! Ang sa'kin lang naman, since hindi naman 'to yung first time na nangyari sa inyo to, gusto ko lang mapagaan ang nararamdaman mo." Silence and the only sound is the echoes of the vehicle that has been coming back and forth in the busy street of the city. Suddenly, his phone rang and he immediately answered the other party. "Oh, ano na?"

Ayaw kong mawalan ng ina ang mga anak ko. Ayaw kong maramdaman nila ang kahungkagan na naramdaman ko noong mawala ang mga magulang ko. I was once a lost soul. I never felt how it feels to be whole. Pakiramdam ko, kulang na kulang ako. Para akong basag na salamin, kahit na anong pilit na buuin ay mas lalo lamang na nababasag.

Habang binabasa ko ang mga mensahe, nakita ko pa ang mga asaran namin. Fin: "Remember Batangas? Hahaha, I can’t believe we got lost on the beach." Ako: "Don’t remind me, the waves in Batangas might still be mad at me. But seriously, I miss that trip, especially your craziness." Fin: "Tsss, you’re the one who got lost and blamed me for it. Hahaha!" Ako: "Well, I wasn’t avoiding you, that’s why I ended up falling into the sand."