Feeling Lost Quotes Novels & Stories

huling mga salitang binitiwan ko bago ko siya tulalang iniwan roon. Habang lumalayo ako, isang pangako ang binitiwan ko sa sarili ko. Hinding-hindi na ako lilingon o hahabol pa kay Elias. I felt adrift in a labyrinth, uncertain of the path to the exit. We were both ensnared within its confines, lost and unable to reach out to one another. It seemed we were trapped in a pattern where our hands couldn't meet. Is there a possibility that, once lost, we might find each other again? Can we navigate our way out of this maze? Find an exit that leads us back to the embrace of our love?

“What?” “You carry everything on your own,” dagdag niya. Hindi ako nakasagot. “You don’t trust anyone enough to stay,” sabi niya. Mas tumulo ang luha ko. “It’s not that…” bulong ko. “Then what is it?” tanong niya. “Because every time I did…” sabi ko, nanginginig ang boses, “I got lost.” Tahimik siya. “And I can’t afford that anymore,” dagdag ko.

Habang tumatagal, mas nabo boring na ako at nawawalan ng interes na makipag usap pa sa kanya. The thought that I might be missed, that I might be sought after, crossed my mind. The possibility that my absence might be noticed, that my disappearance might trigger a search—it was a faint glimmer of hope in the overwhelming darkness. But the hope was fragile, easily extinguished. The reality was that I was alone, isolated, forgotten.

Akala ko ay madali lang akong makakabangon. But then, it's not that easy to take another step after having the darkest days of my whole life. I'm not sure how I'm going to take another step after falling into a deep hole. I failed to achieve my dreams. I lost my brother. I lost my mom. I lost my dad and I lost my bestfriend. There was no one left to hold me and tell me that everything was going to be okay. No one was there to comfort me. I hug and comfort myself instead.

"Hanggang ngayon ba sa tingin mo pinaglalaruan lang kita? Hindi mo ba talaga naramadaman noon kung gaano ka kahalaga sa akin?" Pinanatili ko ang sariling walang reaksyon. "When you're gone, everything turns dark for me, Selene. I was lost and I don't know where to find you. I lost my compass when I lose you. And every time I feel lost I just look at the dark sky and wait for the moon to show up. I look at the moon becaues it's not only a moon for me, it's the image of your face. And that I see it as a single most romantic place where I can hope for you and me again."

Hindi s'ya sumagot. I described the intensity of my feelings for Ariadne, the depth of my love, the agony of her sudden departure, the emptiness that had consumed me after she vanished. I spoke of the pain, the loneliness, the despair that had haunted me for so long. I painted a vivid picture of my emotional turmoil, the raw pain of a love lost, a love that had left an indelible mark on my soul.

She made me feel secure and safe physically but emotionally i must admit it's slowly dying with the pain that only Kailey brought it within me. Nahirapan siyang alalayan ako palabas ng bar kung kaya may mga bisig nang tumulong sa kanya sa pag akay sa akin papunta sa parking lot ng gusali. "tsss she looks so.... wasted" dinig kong sabi ng isang babae sa aking tabi. I know it was Kim. "and lost" ohhh so tatlo pala silang nandito at inaalalayan ako. They are really here to witnessed my vulnerability. But yeahhh i must admit that i need them in times like this. I need their hands to help me stand again and live my life like i used to but the big question in my mind right at this moment is... HOW

“You said once na love means staying even when it hurts. Ako ‘yun, Cyn. Ako ‘yung lalaking mananatili kahit lahat ng tama sa mundo sabihing mali tayo.” Tahimik. Walang sumagot, pero ‘yung luha niya, bumigay na. “Then why does it feel like I’m losing myself in you?” mahina niyang sabi. “You’re not losing yourself, baby. You’re finding the part that’s been missing all along.” Ngumiti siya, pero mapait. “You always know what to say.” “Because I meant it.” Niyakap ko siya—mahigpit, desperado.

"Same feels, girl." "Are you okay? DM mo ko if you need to vent." Mga strangers, oo. Pero bakit parang mas naiintindihan nila ako kaysa sa mismong pamilya ko? May isang gabi, habang nasa dorm ako, nagpost ako ng isang quote na nakita ko. "You can’t keep a bird in a cage forever and expect it not to dream of the sky."

Si Gabriel na walang kayamanang kayang ibigay sakin? Naisip ko ang kaniyang mga mata kapag nakatitig siya sa akin. Naisip ko ang init ng kaniyang hininga sa leeg ko. Naisip ko ang basag na boses niya nung sinabi niyang, ‘I am losing my goddamn mind. I’m missing you.’ Naramdaman ko ang panlalabo ng mga mata ko dahil sa bumuo na namang mga luha.