Forlorn Mga Nobela at Kwento

Mabigat ang naging pagbuga ko ng hangin sa hindi ko malamang dahilan. “Akala ko nga rin ayos kami,” wala sa sarili kong sabi. I kept looking at the ground. Right now, I feel so empty but Iʼm full of sadness. I never thought that this once upon a time with Mireille suddenly turns into a nightmare.

Thirdy asked, while looking at us one by one. I could feel my knees getting weaker and weaker. Nakatungo lang si Dad at si Fanzell. Habang ako ay hindi pa rin maalis ang tingin sa bunso naming kapatid ngayon. Kitang-kita ko ang iba't ibang emosyon sa mga mata niya. Sadness, disappointment, pressure, distress, grievance. Was he really miserable like that without us knowing? And at that age?? Oh my God. Our poor Thirdy.

"Bakit naman? Anong hindi sayo kamahal-mahal, apo? Ang gwapo-gwapo mo kaya! Matalino pa! Mana sa Lolo!" "Lolo... It's hard to describe the unique pain that I feel about this, but it's a very deep hollow sadness that makes me feel worthless, unlovable, and like I'm nothing. I just feel like I'm nothing at all. This is especially painful because they treat my brother so differently. They love Lazarus so much." "Hindi naman siguro ganun, apo. Mahal ka nila. Hindi lang siguro nila alam kung paano iyon ipapakita saiyo..." Lolo Theodore tried to console me. I immediately shooked my head.

Tumutulo na naman ang aking mga luha. I didn’t see this pain coming. I was blind by his embrace. I was blind to the point that I forgot the fact that everything was wrong. It was too late when I realized it. Simoun Alexander Hord, you are my most terrible mistake.

Nakatulala lang ito sa gilid at paulit-ulit na sasabihin ang tatlong salita, Blood, Fangs, Red eyes. “Ahhhhh! Please help! Tama na, lumayo ka sakin!” pagkatapos niyang paulit-ulit na banggitin ang mga salitang iyon ay bigla malang syang nagwala at pinagbabato lahat ng gamit na nasa paligid nya. Lalapitan ko sana sya nang may malakas na pwersang tumulak sakin kaya napahiga ako sa sahig.

saad ko pa. Tumahimik na ako at nagconcentrate na lang sa pinapanuod. Ilang beses ko na itong nakita pero hindi ako nagsasawang panuorin ito. The song is about the person you love who can't see you and his/her attention was is someone who can't give back what he/she feels. Masakit at malungkot yung song at hindi ko alam kung bakit feeling ko nakakarelate ako sa kanta eh wala naman akong nagugustohan. I maybe have a crush on Zero but that's just it. Humahanga lang ako sa kanya, don't have any deeper feelings. Kung hindi naman sa kanya wala naman akong ibang nagugustohan dahil busy ako sa school to entertain others. Though may mga nagkakagusto sa akin at nagpapakita ng motibo but I ignore them

Fred spout coldly, at hindi makapaniwala na napabaling siya dito that's why he look familiar. ***end of chapter***

Faith replied. "Bakit ka malungkot?" I asked. May iba kasi sa mukha niya. I could see the sadness. "Ha? Hindi ako malungkot," she mumbled. Napatingin naman ako kay Love na nakaupo sa dulo ng pool katabi si Lay. Hindi naman sila naliligo at mukhang walang plano maligo si Love kasi hindi niya naman hinuhubad ang suot niyang sundress, though I'm sure behind it was a swimsuit. Napapalibutan siya ng mga kasama niya sa dance group na nasa pool. They were laughing and having fun. Love's holding her phone and would look at it sometimes, mukhang may katext ata. Natatawa naman ako kasi sinisilip 'yon ni Lay.