Novel & Cerita I Want To Be With Him So Bad

Cody tilts my chin up and puts his eyes on mine. “No fucking way. Do you hear me? There is no way I want my darlin’ to put her dreams on hold. You want this, right? Like you have wanted your own restaurant for so long, Immi I can’t possibly ask you to put it on hold.” “Don’t you want me to be with you?” I know I sound like a sulky kid right now, but I can’t face the thought of not being with him for so long. It’s insane, it’s killing me. Hell, I can’t even spend an hour without him and not have my body think it’s going through some kind of withdrawal.

Thank god for my dark skin or else I would have been red as a tomato right now. " I don't just want to be your best friend any more. I want to kiss you whenever I want, hold you, touch you and shout out to the whole world that you are mine. I want to take you out and spoil you rotten, I want all of your attention and time, and whenever we are outside, I want all those f*ckers to wish they had you and that they are unlucky to have missed their chance to even speak to you. Because from now on, no bastard is coming near what's mine." He grits out the last words. He says this with so much truth and emotion that I believe him. I believe him because I know when he is telling the truth.

Why do I feel so unsatisfied and want more from him? Wake up Amelia! He's your enemy and you shouldn't want him! It's not my fault the way I feel. I hate him so much and I want to kill him. I don't know why I feel this strange attraction to him, especially wanting him badly in this kind of situation. What is going on with me? Is he somehow my mate?

I know that I love a man who's been in love with someone, and I know that he might not over her, but still, I'd take the risk. Because if risking myself is the only way for me to be with him, I don't care. Coz I'll do everything just to get near him. To make him like me. To love me. I wanted him to love me so bad, that he won't be able to wake up the other day without me by his side. That he won't be able to live a life without me. And that, he won't be able to breath without my air. Because that's how I love him.

We had been at it for three days already but that didn't seem like it was enough to me, and judging from how I felt, I was probably never going to have enough of him, not in this lifetime. " I want to be a bad girl, for you. I want to scream your name, so hard, so fast, so loud. Want to feel you deep inside me, so much, so badly that I can't hold it. I want you to take me, rough, harder, faster..."

he tells me. Haha, he has it bad. Sucker. And he is wanting to be with me that badly? Am I not feeling the right things I should as a mate? Because yes, I feel a draw to him. Yes, I want him, but I can ignore it, because I also want Anthony. Not to mention, Anthony had more to offer me, I believe.

I wanted him too. ***

I just can't, so I'm sorry I fucked up in the beginning, but I just don't know what to do but I want you, so badly it kills me to think that I will loose you to someone else ". "That bad?", he asked me. "You have no idea. But, I don't know if this can work out. I want to be a 100% sure I can do this. I want to be sure of what I'm doing, get my life together. I want to be with you, I do. But not like this.

I want my best friend so bad that it’s driving me practically insane with longing. I know I shouldn’t feel like this but it’s just so damn hard. He’s everything I want in a boyfriend. To start with he is my best friend and they say that your boyfriend, husband, lover should be your best friend. He’s gorgeous with his impressive height, his broad shoulders and that jet black hair that sometimes hangs in his face. His eyes are piercing and when he looks at me in a certain way, it makes me go to mush. I’ve got it so bad. So. Fucking. Bad.

All I know is that I wanted to be with him and just him. I'm ready to risk it all...