If I Ever Fall In Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“Pero point is… no matter how perfect other people look, nobody will ever compare to the one I come home to. My best friend. My wife. The mother of my child. Ikaw, Lex. Palagi’t palagi, ikaw.” Nag-init ang pisngi ni Alexis sa kilig. Hindi siya sanay na pinupuri nang gano’n, lalo na sa ganitong sandali na dapat ay usapan ng selos. Pero sa totoo lang, mas nakakatunaw ‘yung sincerity ni Ralph kaysa sa anumang apology. Hindi nagtagal, hinila siya ni Ralph papunta sa sala. Kinuha nito ang remote at pinaandar ang sound system. Tumugtog ang isang mellow acoustic version ng “Can’t Help Falling In Love.”

"Ikaw! ikaw ang may kagagawan ng nangyari sa amin kahapon tama?? Sagutin mo ako!..." Kunwaring nagtataka at painosente namang tinuro ni Eliza ang kanyang sarili? "Ako ba kinakausap mo? Ako? Na isang hamak na basura lang ayon sa inyong lahat? Tingin mo? How could I ever do that? Hindi kaya minalas lang talaga kayo dahil masama naman talaga ang ugali nyo? Sabi ko naman sa inyo na hinay-hinay sa pagmamayabang, dahil baka yan na ang huli, pero ano? Masyado kasi kayong mapagmataas," Hindi maiwasang hindi manggigil ni Eliza.

"And, darling, I will be loving you 'til we're 70~ And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23 And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious ways~ Maybe just the touch of a hand Well, me—I fall in love with you every single day And I just wanna tell you I am~" marahan nyang hinaplos ang buhok ko na napakasarap sa pakiramdam. Hindi ko na namalayan ang kaba dahil sa na-entertain ako sa boses nya.

tugon ng babae na talagang napakapit pa itong mahigpit sa kanyang kinauupuan. "pero Veeza! kahit pa balibaligtarin natin ang mundo ay si Elledea lang ang nilalaman ng puso ko! siya lang at wala ng iba! kailan man ay hindi na mawawala sa aking puso at isipan ang nabuo naming pagmamahalan, di ko naman hahayaan na basta ganun na lang ang sasapitin ng kanyang pagkamatay" paliwanag ni Volt at nagsisimula na namang mangilid sa kanyang mga mata ang mga luhang dugo na anumang sandali ay dadaloy sa kanyang pisngi.

reklamo ni Aaron. Ngumisi si Ethan at umiling. "Ang sabihin mo, kaya sumasakit ang ulo mo kasi kung sino sinong babae ang nadadala mo sa unit mo. Tapos pinapangakuan mo pa kapag lasing ka! Kahit hindi mo kilala, magaling ka rin. True love true love, love at first sight. Asus, walang ganoon pops. Ikaw naman kasi dapat tamang chill lang, no string attached, laro laro lang," pangaral ni Ethan. "Ay nagsalita ang magaling! Parang hindi laging nahuhuli ni Madam Elizabeth sa unit na may kasamang babae, linis mo pops," kantyaw ni Aaron sa kaibigan at napailing na lang.

Kahit pa napakaseryoso ng mukha nito ay alam niyang sinisikap nitong makibagay sa kanila. Nagsimula mag play ang kantang isinaksak nito, curious siya qng marunong ba itong kumanta. Hey, there's a look in your eyes Must be love at first sight You were just part of a dream Nothing more so it seemed But my love couldn't wait much longer Just can't forget the picture of your smile 'Cause every time I close my eyes You come alive

Ano na ba ang mayroon kami bukod sa mag-asawa sa papel? "What if I fall for you? As in ma in love ako ng todo? Tipong ikaw na 'yong gagawin kong mundo ko... Mamahalin mo rin kaya ako?" sunod-sunod kong tanong sa aking sarili habang nakatitig pa rin sa kisame. "If marrying you by choice was hard... Then maybe loving you by chance was harder," I whispered then let my eyes close. *****

Can't sleep tonight 'Cause you're on my mind I guess I'm in love once again They say a star 'Cause that's what you are You light up my life once again I'll take this chance for another romance in my life 'Cause you're all that I need I can't help myself From falling in love With somebody like you 'Cause your feelings are true Can't help myself From falling in love For I can't help myself From falling for you All day I pray That forever you'll stay

"You wanna start over, with me?" Nag iwas siya ng tingin tasaka dahan-dahang binitawan ang kamay ko "Hindi na pwede" saad niya "Why? don't you love me anymore?" she looked at me straight in the eyes "If I said yes, will you stop loving me?" sinalubong ko ang mga tingin niya "No, I will not stop loving you, even if you push me away, I will still love you. Even if you find someone else and get married with that fucking man! I will continue loving you. Until I die, I will still love you" masakit para sakin na bitawan ang mga salitang yun "Pwede ba akong humiling sayo?" I nod "You can wish anything, love" I miss calling her that "Can you please stop loving me? tama na" I smilled bitterly "I can'

Bakit pakiramdam ko napakalungkot ng puso niya? "I didn't notice that I secretly fall in love with you because I keep telling myself that you are my best friend. So, I can't be fall." He paused for a while and he take a deep breath before he faced me. "Until one day morning, I finally tell myself, yeah! I totally fall for you." He gives me a mischievous smiled and looked away. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang sasabihin ko sakaniya. I love him as a friend, he knows that, but if it's more than that I can't. After a second, he looked back at me and this time his eyes met mine.