Kill Me Novels & Stories

Kahit pinauulanan niya ako ng bala ay hindi ako nagdalawang-isip pa at tumayo pa rin patakbo papasok sa mapunong parte ng park. Kailan ba ako titigilan ng malanding 'to! Hindi ko naman siya pwedeng patayin. That's the number two on the DQM's rule. 'Don't kill your comrades unless they are on the mission's list.' OR unless self-defense KUNG nagkagalit lang bigla. Pero like you see, kayang kaya niya akong patayin dahil nasa death list ako. So there was an homologate to kill me and I can't fight back.

I apologized to you anak, I failed again, I failed your kuya when I lost him, I am failing Tatiana for not being able to come home to her safely, and now I am about to fail you dahil hindi kita mapo protektahan sa babaeng ito. "I'll give you two option" Mira talked again. "Kneel in front of me, beg and I'll make it easier for your death or you know, pwede ko naman ipadala ng unti-unti sa lahat ng kakilala mo ang body parts mo!" she laughed kaya nagtawanan din ang mga tao nya. "You're crazy! Damn it" she shot me on my shoulder causing me to scream in so much pain. I was in so much pain, hindi sya nagbibiro, she will kill me.

Siguro sa biglaan kong ginawa sa kanya. Napapikit din ako dahil sa kahihiyan sa sarili ko. I want to kill myself. Somebody, please help me kill myself. This is embarassing!

"Akala ko iba ka sa kanya, y-you ruined m-me ag-gain ano bang kasalanan ko ha? Patayin mo nalang kaya Ako? Just kill me now, I- I don't want to feel like this, j-just kill me already" Umiiyak na sambit ko habang lumuluhod sa harapan niya. I am tired and drained. Kung mabubuhay man Ako Ng naka kulong sa bahay niya, I better fall asleep and be dead forever to ease the unbearable feeling I am having right now. "V-vyelle-"

"Talagang ikaw iyun? Ipinakilala mo ang iyung sarili ngunit hindi ako naniwala sa iyo." Muling nag-utos si Malee para sa pagkakadakip sa taong nagpadala o nang-iwan ng mga package. "Ikuha mo ako ng laptop." Isinalpak na ni Malee ang flashdrive sa laptop. "You're going to die Z. I will kill you by myself."

it will not be a problem, because when the time comes that I am unable to fight anymore. I’ll gladly kill myself. I have tons of poison placed in my molars. Isang kagat lang, sasabog ang buong katawan ko. I’d rather die than be used by the enemies. Mamatay sa paraang lumalaban para sa Westside. Right, Bisca?

Ngumisi naman ako, at ibinaling ang aking atensyon sa kaniya lalo na nang mapansin ko ang pagtataka sa boses niya, kahit na medyo natatawa naman ‘yon. “You can say that,” I retorted. “Base sa mukha mo, hindi ka nagseseryoso.” He clicked his tongue and jolted his head in disbelief. Kill took a sip from his glass and tilted his head while gazing at me. “You’re hurting my feelings—” “Cut that shit, Kill. I’m not even joking.” “Hey! Seryoso rin naman ako!” giit niya, pero umiling lang ako.

"Do this for the sake of her safety. She is not a monster, yes, but she can kill. She can even kill herself if she has to." Napapikit nalang ako habang kinukuyom ang kamao ko ng mahigpit. When I opened my eyes, tears were just starting to fall from my eyes. I don't want to do this, but I have to. I'm sorry, wifey. "Do it quickly, and leave this room." Umiiyak na saad.

hindi ko makalimutan ang narinig kong usapan nila ng papa nya. His dad want this girl dead. And if she refused. She will be killed by my friend. Noon ko lang nakitang naging seryosO si keith. pati na noon na nagtanong ako sa kanila ni iczeh. He just looked like he could kill me instantly. Ayaw nyang makielam ako. Katulad ng sinabi ni iczeh. Bakit? Bakit hindi ako pwedeng magtanong? Ano bang meron sila?

Nang makarating ako sa sulok. Aba naman walang tubig. Nang may nakita akong pitcher glass. May tubig...sobra na akong inuhaw... Kumuha ako ng baso ... Nilagyan ng tubig... At iinumin ko na sana ng... Biglang may tumabig no'n... Nahulog at nabasag... Nagsilingunan ang lahat... Ang mga mata niya... nakatitig sa akin... "... you're killing yourself."