My Heart Is Hurting Novels & Stories

Napatawa tuloy ako, panira talaga ito ng moment. "Grabeh ka ha, hindi naman ako umiiyak noh,” natatawa kong sabi. Paano naman ako naging mas malubha pa sa isang broken hearted? Hindi naman ako umiiyak o kaya nag-oover react. Napakamalisyosya niya talaga, nag-eemote lang naman `yong tao. Gusto ko lang naman mafeel `yong pain, joke lang ayoko kayang masaktan.

Bumuntong hininga lamang ito at tumitig sa aking mukha. "Sorry for loving you- sorry for breaking your heart that caused you too much pain. But.. I won't hesitate to fight for what is right Venus." He paused. Kitang-kita ko ang determinasyon mula sa kanya. "Do you think, it's easy for me to hurt you this way? Sa tingin mo ba ay masaya akong nasasaktan ka sa ganitong paraan?" I didn't utter an any words. Pakiramdam ko ay hindi ko na kayang makapag-isip ng tama. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Ramdam ko ang bigat at pagod mula sa aking puso-

The intense hurt he felt left him grappling, his chest breaking under the weight of the pain. Sinarado niya ang pintuan ng fridge at saka nilingon ang babae. Nabigla si Erin sa nakitang dumadaloy na luha sa pisngi ni Orion. But then, she understood—she should be and didn't ask. His heart, gripped by a poignant fusion of anger and pain, bespoke a profound struggle within him. "O, this is my nightmare too," she whispered, empathizing with the sorrow that lingered within their heart.

CHAPTER 5 It feels like my heart is torn into pieces. Ang sakit, sobrang sakit kasi akala ko magiging okay na kaming dalawa pagkatapos sa nangyari sa amin kagabi. He's just so heartless. "I-I need to get out of here." Patuloy kong nilalagay ang mga gamit ko sa bag. Kung magpapatuloy pa akong tumira sa pamamahay na ito mamamatay ako sa sakit. This isn't right.

Seryoso na nitong wika sa kaniya at mas lalo nag wala ang kaniyang puso. "M-My heart, it hurts." Nag tataka naman ang binata sa sinabi sa kaniya ng dalaga and at the same time ay nag aalala siya. Hahawakan na sana ng binata ang dibdib niya kung saan sinabi nito na masakit nang walang pasabi na hinalikan siya ng dalaga na kinagulat niya. Naka dikit lang ng madiin ang labi ng dalaga rito at hindi ito gumagalaw. Hindi na rin mag paawat sa pag tulo ang luha nito habang naka dikit pa rin ang mga labi nilang dalawa.

Gano'n na ba ako ka walang kuwentang tao para gawin nila iyon sa akin? Unti-unti ay gumapang ang sakit sa puso ko. Every part of my being hurts and I clinched my chest with my right hand as if that would ease the pain. Tila libo-libong basag na salamin ang tumusok sa puso ko.

Naiwan naman akong nakaluhod habang umiiyak ng walang katapusan. My heart is badly hurting. My eyes is full of tears. Nababalot ng takot ang puso ko. Naninindig ang balahibo ko. Takot na takot ako. Takot na takot ako kay Carl. Takot na takot ako sa kanya. What did I do? What did I do?

"I can't lose you, Aviona. Never again. You are all I have." "I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."Paulit-ulit kong sabi. My heart aches for his love and aches because of the pain no one know who caused it. And I don't understand it at all. It is confusing, a labyrinth and I'm exhausted. I was crying and crying until I suddenly felt dizzy. I feel like my head is being drilled by something. Sobrang sakit. Akmang hahawakan ko sana ang sentido ko nang bigla nalang nagdilim ang paningin ko.

How could he hurt me like this, when I’ve given him everything I am? The words left my lips before I could stop them, sharp and poisonous, and yet they weren’t enough to silence the chaos clawing inside my chest. My heart was pounding so hard it hurt, every beat echoing the betrayal I felt. I hated myself for still searching his eyes, for still hoping to see proof that I was wrong, that what I heard wasn’t real. But all I saw was his confusion, his pain, and somehow that twisted the knife even deeper. I felt like I was breaking apart—part of me furious enough to destroy everything around me, and part of me aching, desperate, wishing none of this had ever been true.

It's been four years but the pain is still in my heart. Nagpakita pa siya ngayon sa 'kin dito. Alam naman siguro na nandito din ako sana siya nalang umiwas. Makakaya naman siya 'yon na kaya niya nga akong saktan. I can't handle to much pain I feel like my heart will collapse into pieces. Nag take out lang ako ng pagkain sa isang fast food. Medyo lutang ako noong umoorder ako dahil muntik ng iba ang masabi ko. Umupo ako sa isang bench na malapit lang rin doon.