Nothing To Lose Meaning の小説・ストーリー

saad niya. Kahit ako, ma-imagine ko pa lang. Baka sampalin ko pa siya kaliwa't kanan. "Don't give something you will ask back in the future. Only give something you could lose. Parang pag-sali mo lang 'yan sa mga investment. Invest what you can afford to lose." Saad ko sa kanya. Tango tango naman siya, "Agree, Arwen. Kaya sayo ako e." hirit pa niya.

Kaya mas mabuti nang wag na lang. Ang importante sa ngayon ay alam kong hindi siya ma e-engaged.

Nagmamadali ngunit maingat akong pumihit patungo sa mesa ko bago pinagpatuloy ang pagbabasa. "There was a time though that I almost gave up on everything. I could've ended it that night. I could've been gone. I could have meant it that time. I wasn't asking for help... who saw me? It was barely a spark... but enough to blind myself willingly. Oh, to have someone who will meet me in the pitch black halfway. Ps. Finally, today is the day when I have expressed my feelings over the past several days. It's acceptable that I took my time to sort these feelings out because I wasn't able to identify them earlier."

mag isa nalang ako ngayon, walang karamay na kahit sino. We all experience difficult things. the ones that seem to have the potential to defeat us and win. All difficult situations, whether losing a loved one, failing an exam, or experiencing grief, matter. And in situations like this, we lose hope. There is nothing left that we can cling to. We gradually give up on the chance of things working out differently as we lose faith in the process. We are gradually closing the door while also blocking the light that comes in to illuminate the way.

Natatawang aniya dito. "Kung masasaktan naman ako ng dahil sa love di bale nalang no!" Naka ismid na anito saka pinameywangan siya. "Its better to love and lost than to have nothing at all " Nakangiting payo niya dito. Desedido na siya at walang makakapag pabago ng desisyon niya. Umiling na lang ito na parang suko na sa kanya.

sagot niya agad. “Losing you is dangerous.” Napasinghap ako nang hilahin niya ako palapit. Hindi aggressive. Pero desperate. Forehead against mine. Breathing the same air. Too close. Too dangerous. “If I lose you…” Torren said softly. Napakurap ako. Kasi hindi siya madalas magsalita nang ganito. Hindi siya vulnerable. Hindi siya humihingi. “You lose everything?” tanong ko mahina.

"I don't want to risk this." We're somehow... getting okay with everything. Nakapag-usap na kami ng maayos, unti-unti na naming natatanggap ang mga nangyari, unti-unti naming hinuhulma ang sarili para mas lalong mapabuti at matuto, natatakot akong sa gagawin naming ito, muli kaming magsisimula mula sa umpisa. "I don't want to lose you." You already lost me years ago.