Poem About Darkness の小説・ストーリー

Kabayaran sa ginawa nilang pagnakaw sa buhay ng aking ina. “I won’t let it consume me. If it will happen, I will find the light to fight the raging darkness.” “What if you can’t find the light?” “I will make myself a light and defeat the darkness. You’re the one who can defeat your demon.” Tumango-tango na lang ako. Hindi ko alam bakit hindi ulit agad ako makabawi ng salita. Maraming bumabagabag sa isipan ko ngayon. Kinakabahan ako sa possibleng mangyari.

“So aware kang mangyayari kanina iyon?” “No, it’s a sudden move from an enemy. Unfortunately, nadamay ka pa at malalaman ito ni bossing mamaya. Don’t worry we will keep you safe from now on,” sabi niya sa akin at napahinga naman ako ng malalim. Dahil hindi ko alam kung ano pa ba ang dapat kong maramdaman ngayon. There are people who love darkness, they were called Nyctophile. Because in darkness, they find peace that theyou will never find in light.

Hindi ko makita kung ano ang nasa loob dahil black tilted ang kotse niya pero nasisiguro kong nasa loob siya dahil nakabukas pa rin ang ilaw nito sa labas. Pinihit ko ang pintuan niya at nabuhayan ako ng loob nang mapagtantong hindi ito naka-lock. Nakasubsob sa manibela, natutulog at amoy alak na Thornton ang bumungad sa 'kin. Triny kong gisingin siya pero hindi ako nagtagumpay. Maingat na inilabas ko siya sa kotse at maingat na iginiya papasok sa loob ng bahay. Wala na akong gising na naabutan doon at napakatahimik na rin ng bahay.

Inayos ko muna ulit ang kama na nagusot dahil sa paghiga ko. Nakapatay na ang ilaw sa kusina paglabas ko ng kwarto. Ang night light lang ang nakabukas kaya medyo hindi ganun kadilim. Kung sa ibang pagkakataon ako lumabas na ganitong kadilim ay magtititili talaga ako sa takot. Pero ngayon hindi ko magawa dahil inis na inis ako. Malakas kong kinatok ang pinto ng kwarto niya. The nerve of him! Hindi na naman ako nakakain. Masisiraan yata ako ng ulo kapag makasama ko pa nang matagal ang gurang na 'to.

he asked, making me confused. "Do you wanna be mine?" he asked again, more clearly of what he wanted to say. I can't help but to smile and nod. He kissed me again, passionately. I missed him. "We really gone through a lot, huh?" he asked. I nodded. I can't believe he's here. Are we going to work? No more hardtimes? I wonder. "It's been dark. All those years, but you came in the dark. You became my light at the same time, my darkness. You're my darkest light."

There also would be no use for the moon if there was never a night. Napangiti siya. There was still beauty in the dark. Its shadow was a reminder that even in the darkest times, light persists. It was a call to keep moving, to keep seeking because it was not all doomed and gloomed as many seem to think, rather it was a canvas for the stars and a sanctuary for those seeking solace...just like her.

When they knew it, they labeled it as a big scandal to our family. That struck me the most. That no matter how hard I tried to escape into darkness, it will always find its way of embracing me. It is telling me that darkness is my life. That I am no longer have the chance to witness the light again. The light that once saves me now turned into a ray of beautiful sunshine—a ray of sunshine that made to shine for others and not for me. Those eyes that once sparked for me now spark for others. Those eyes that made me found peace and comfort were now the peace and comfort of others.

Unti unti na ding tumutulo ang luha ko na kanina ko pa pinipigilan. Shit. I really can’t handle this type of darkness. Pakiramdam ko ay biglang may hihila sa’kin sa kung saan mang gilid at papatayin ako. Maybe I watched too much horror when I was a kid, pero hindi ko talaga kaya. You can call me a pussy or whatever, but the darkness is the worst enemy that you could possibly put me up against. “Shit. Where the fuck are you guys?” I muttered under my breath, wondering if my gang was not looking for me at all. They should have started worrying about me by this time already. Kanina pa ako umalis, hindi pa ba nila ko hahanapin?

Humingi naman ito ng tawad sa ginawa, but her mood was already ruined kaya walang nagawa ang mga ito ng pauwiin niya. Humiga siya. Sa langit naman ngayon ang kanyang tingin. It was all dark. Wala siyang maaninag kahit na isang bituin. Everything in the sky was an endless darkness. Bahagya pa siyang nagulat ng biglang kumidlat at kasabay niyon ay isang mahabang dagundong ng kulog. Tila nagbabadya na ang pag-buhos ng ulan.

Bigla ko siyang na-miss kahit magkasama naman kami nitong umaga. The sun is now sitting down. It's starting to get dark just like my life. Parang hindi ko na magawang maging masaya. I feel like darkness is looming around me, slowly sucking the life out of me. Nang dumating kami sa bahay, wala man lang akong naramdamang ginhawa. I stared at our house like it was my doomed place. It's as if once I enter that house, I'm no longer in control of my life…again.