Ratu Ruby Jane

"Punyamu terlalu besar, nanti bisa koyak ...." Telanjang dan kepanasan, aku berbaring di tempat tidur dan membiarkan teman adikku menekan kedua kakiku. Wajahnya dipenuhi nafsu .... Dia bilang mau memijatku, tetapi posisi pijat seperti apa ini? Ini sangat memalukan, tetapi sangat merangsang! Setelah orang tuaku meninggal, demi merawat adikku, aku tidak pernah punya pacar atau kehidupan seks. Di malam hari, hanya mainan dingin yang menemaniku. Namun, jauh di lubuk hati, aku selalu mendambakan kehidupan seks yang penuh gairah dan keringat. Aku menginginkan seorang pria menjelajahi tubuhku yang lembut dan penuh, lalu merusaknya sepenuhnya. Saat merasa haus akan sentuhan, aku diam-diam menonton film porno setiap malam, lalu berfantasi tentang didominasi secara liar oleh pria berotot. Aku bahkan sengaja berganti pakaian menjadi tank top agak transparan dan rok super pendek, lalu berjalan-jalan di taman yang sepi. Aku berharap seseorang diam-diam mengikutiku, lalu menindihku dengan kuat dan ....

In my eighth year of simping for Darcy Lemche, I finally got a chance to become his Luna. That night, standing by Spirit Fall in Dusk Forest, he took off the wolf-tooth necklace he'd worn for years and casually tossed it into the deep pool. “Ginger, jump in and retrieve it, and I'll make you my Luna someday soon.” He knew perfectly well that I couldn't swim—and that jumping in could kill me. But he thought I was simping for him just because he was the heir to the Alpha King. He believed I wouldn't jump, because surely, to me, life meant more than love. But I jumped. For the first time ever, he lost his temper in public. “Ginger, you're insane! Why did you do it? Don't ever do that again!” From that moment on, he began treating me like his Luna. He even declared to the pack that only I could ever be his mate. He truly believed I was his fated one. But what he didn't realize was—my heart had already died the moment I jumped into that pool. That night, I saw the truth clearly: how little I truly meant to him back then. I was just a game, a test. And even when I passed it, it didn't feel like love. It felt like pity... or guilt. While he was planning our bonding ceremony, thinking he could finally make me his Luna, I suddenly said: “Darcy Lemche, I'm rejecting you as my mate.” He was stunned—completely blindsided. He had never imagined that the she-wolf who once loved him more than life itself would walk away. It was well known in the pack how deeply I loved him. But until that very day, I finally realized—I didn't love him anymore. So I turned away in front of everyone, without a single word. No matter how he begged or pleaded, I walked away without hesitation.

No one wants to face rejection from the person they love, nor does anyone want to be seen as weak and vulnerable. People want to be accepted for who they are, but the work-out stage is always not working out. Rachael Snyder has had it hard in life, being the first ever baby to be born as a wolf pup. At first, she had been cared for majestically, but her failure to wolf out makes her an outcast and a sudden threat to the pack. They all gave up on her, and her haters made her a laughing stock, a living mockery. She is further blessed by the moon goddess who gave her a mate, the Alpha of the Crimson moon Pack, Mike Freeman. Right in the open, he rejects her and chases her out of the pack, banished for eternity. In her search for survival, she meets Kelvin Alfred, the ruthless prince of the Lycans, who takes her in. What happens when the Ruthless Alpha King professes his love for her? Mike comes back, pleading for a second chance, and she unlocks her inner powers, which should have been concealed forever.

"You kept this from me, our child." Her heart pounded. Five years of secrets, of careful hiding, shattered in a single, terrifying moment. He knew. Asher Moretti knew. Aliyah Censori thought she was a biker bitch who knows a lot about the men that control the pedal and leather until she turns 20 and meets her mate. It was love at its fullest glamour and everyone was envious of them but unfortunately, he did the most outrageous thing that Aliya would ever imagine — he posted her nudes!! Aliyah was reluctant to accept the reality when the bond that binds them together is now severed. She cried her heart out. Asher Moretti who was coming back from his wife's tomb. He was sad and heartbroken. He went to the club and met Aliyah where they both drank themselves to stupor and they ended up on the bed. Aliyah hates him for no reason at first, she blames him for everything that happened between her and Cohen, thinking he knows about it since he is the president of his club. And now, she is pregnant with Asher Moretti’s baby. What happened when she realized that their intimacy that night had made her situation worse? But what happened when she realized that behind his facade was a man broken and was desperate for love? Behind his mask was the man who has never been defeated in any biking race but has been defeated by love and fate?

“Tolong, jika nggak panggil polisi, aku akan lakukan apa pun yang kau inginkan.” Saat bekerja di toko serba ada, aku memasang kamera CCTV di atas rak untuk menangkap pencuri. Tanpa disangka, orang pertama yang tertangkap adalah seorang mahasiswi yang terlihat polos dengan bentuk tubuh bagus. Aku membawanya ke gudang untuk geledah badan. Selama penggeledahan, kelembutan payudaranya langsung membuatku berfantasi. Lebih aneh lagi, entah sejak kapan celana dalamnya ternyata juga sudah basah.

Di atas motor roda tiga menuju kota, kursi pengemudi yang sempit itu dipenuhi oleh aku, menantuku, dan sahabatnya. Kami bertiga berimpitan. “Sempit banget, bagaimana kalau ... aku duduk di pangkuan Paman Joni saja?” ucap sahabat menantuku itu sambil membalikkan badan dan duduk mengangkang di atas kakiku. Jalanan tanah pedesaan yang bergelombang membuatnya terus mendesah pelan. Tatapannya perlahan mulai sayu, dia menatapku dengan wajah menggoda yang tampak begitu bergairah. Sementara itu, menantuku yang melihat pemandangan ini memalingkan wajahnya dengan malu-malu, namun kedua kakinya tanpa sadar merapat kencang.

Di sudut lokasi syuting yang sepi dan jauh dari keramaian, sutradara menyudutkanku ke dinding. Seluruh tubuhku sudah lemas tak berdaya, sepenuhnya hanya ditopang oleh jari-jarinya yang kekar. "Sebagai penulis skenario, apa yang sebenarnya kamu tulis? Jari terasa kasar dan membuatmu nggak nyaman?" "Sekarang jariku sudah di dalam, coba katakan padaku, bagaimana rasanya?" Telapak tangan sutradara yang panas menempel erat, lalu tiba-tiba menekannya kuat-muat. "Aku ... mau ...."

Saat belajar menyetir dengan ayah sahabatku, dia memintaku duduk di atas pangkuannya. Jalannya bergelombang sehingga aku terombang-ambing di atasnya. Aku bisa merasakan dengan jelas di balik bokongku, ada sesuatu yang keras dan panas, yang menekan bagian bawah tubuhku setiap kali aku bergerak. Ayah sahabatku terus mengelus tubuhku, dengan alasan untuk melatih konsentrasiku. Ketika tangannya masuk ke pakaianku, aku merasakan dengan jelas sensasi basah di bawah sana. Detik itu juga, aku tahu segalanya menjadi di luar kendali.

"Paman, apa pijat itu memang harus melepas celana juga?" Saat merayakan Hari Raya di desa, aku tidak sengaja salah makan hingga perutku sakit. Di daerah pelosok yang jauh dari rumah sakit ini, aku tidak punya pilihan selain mencari tabib tua di desa untuk memijatku. Siapa sangka, tiba-tiba dia menanggalkan celanaku dan berkata, "Kamu nggak mengerti, hanya dengan cara inilah hawa jahat di tubuhmu bisa dikeluarkan!" Padahal, tubuh bagian bawahku sudah basah kuyup. Saat celana itu terlepas, dia menyadari segalanya. Nafsu binatangnya memuncak, dan dalam sekejap, dia menerjangku.

Di atas bus, aku dihimpit ke arah jendela oleh seorang pria hidung belang. Sementara itu, sepasang tangan yang besar di belakangku, meraba-raba tubuhku dengan lancang. Aku terkulai lemas dalam dekapannya. Aku berusaha menahan erangan karena malu, sambil merapatkan kedua kaki dan mencoba mengabaikan sensasi basah di antara pangkal pahaku. Ada dua alasan mengapa aku berusaha keras untuk bertahan. Pertama, tidak ada yang tahu jika aku sebenarnya menderita kecanduan seks. Sentuhan sekecil apa pun bisa seketika menjatuhkanku ke dalam jurang gairah yang dalam. Kedua ... Orang di belakangku yang sedang meraba-raba diriku dengan semena-mena itu adalah guru matematikaku sendiri. Aku menundukkan kepala, berusaha sekuat tenaga untuk menopang kedua kakiku yang sudah kehilangan kekuatannya. Saat aku mulai kembali tersadar, aku mendapati tangan guruku sudah menyelinap ke celah di antara kedua kakiku, meraba ke arah tempat yang sudah basah dan berantakan itu ….