FALLEN: HIS ALONE
sad, and the worst kind that was similar like the sadness I had when my father died, even though I don't really know why it fucking hurts, and why it pains me so much that him, that shitty Lucas was just like the rest, but it burnt me, and again, again I feel depressed, useless, God I was the biggest fool in the whole wide world, cause what was I thinking, why did I ever thought he could ever for once like a trash like me, WHY!
Why do I wish he didn't send me that text...
Why do I wish that the truth wasn't that he hesitated, and finally realized that it wasn't probably worth it to be with a guy like me...
Why!!!
Am I that shitty?...
Am I that useless?...
Why is it always I who get to burn..
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