Scared To Death Lyrics Novels & Stories

He buried his face on my back, nuzzled it a little bit and sighed heavily. “I don’t fear death, not in reality, not even in my dreams,” Humigpit ang yakap niya sa akin at nagpatuloy. “But I feared losing you, I can’t afford to lose you, Claire.”

Hindi sa’kin, pero sa posibilidad na mawala ako. “I’m scared,” bigla kong sabi. Tahimik siya sandali. Tapos dahan-dahan niyang hinaplos ‘yung mukha ko, ‘yung daliri niya dumaan sa pisngi kong basa pa ng luha. “I am too,” amin niya. “Scared that one day, I’ll wake up and realize… you’re gone.” “Then stop pushing me away,” sabi ko.

Eh ako, para kanino ako mamamatay? Anong kasalanan ko? Kasalanan ba ang mabuhay? “Now I know, why people are afraid of dying,” I uttered and closed my eyes letting a drop of tear fall from my eyes. Napasinghot ako at pinunasan ang mukha gamit ang mahabang manggas ng suot kong damit. I was damn scared of dying. But I know I have no choice. Kung pumalag ako, mamamatay ako. Kung tatanggapin ko ang kapalaran ko, papatayin rin ako.

I heard some screeching sound from the outside, hindi na ako magtataka kung may bangga ang likod ko o basag ang tail light nitong SUV. I'm far from suicidal. How can you kill someone who's already dead and rotten on the inside? I'm the worst. Death loses its appeal to me a long time ago. I welcomed it with open arms. It's these bizarre feelings that I'm experiencing right now, that I am afraid of. This connection that she awakens in me. Pakiramdam na sobrang hiwaga gusto kong tanggalin ang ulo ko't itapon sa labas. "What?!" Asik ko sa telepono nang sagutin iyon matapos akong matulig sa tunog niyon.

I'm not scared to die but not the people close to my heart. "Be here in twenty or else someone will die today.” Then he ended the call. ___________________________ 02-12-2025

Sumunod naman si Lady Cesca, kinuha niya ang nabasag na bote ng wine at inihampas iyon sa bisitang nakaluhod sa kaniyang harapan. Ang mga kasamahan ko naman ay halos hindi na makatayo sa nakikita ng kanilang mga mata. They're crying, shaking, shielding their body from the flying bullets. And I was running far away Would I run off the world someday? Nobody knows, nobody knows And I was dancing in the rain I felt alive and I can't complain But now take me home Take me home where I belong I can't take it anymore “Please, ayoko pang mamatay!”

Hindi kona sya pinatapos pang mag salita Agad akong tumayo at malakas syang itinulak para masandal ko sya sa pader pagkatapos kinuha ko ang gunting na malapit lang saakin at agad syang sinakal at tinutukan ng gunting sa mukha "Do You wanna die?"i coldy said i see fear visible to his eyes bago sya umiling "L-Let Me go.."mahina nyang sabe this gay is weak i smirk at him

“But tonight... let me carry some of it. Let me ease it... even just for a while.” I closed my eyes, not to shut him out, but to let him in. Sa tinig niya, sa haplos ng palad niyang dahan-dahang humaplos sa pisngi ko, pakiramdam ko'y binubuo niyang muli ang mga piraso ng pagkatao kong gumuho. “Killian…” mahina kong sambit. May bahid ng takot at pagkalito ang tinig ko. “I’m scared of what this means.”

"Please, Cad... gusto ko nang maging malaya sa nakaraan ko. Pagod na pagod na akong matakot palagi. Pagod na pagod na akong palaging kinakain ng takot ang buo kong pagkatao. For once, I want to be free from my nightmares and my fears. Ayoko na. Ayoko nang hayaan pa silang manaig at sirain ang buhay na binubuo ko kasama ka. Natatakot ako na kapag hindi ako gumaling kaagad, baka bumalik na naman ako sa dati at iwan mo ako tapos mawawala ka na kasi pagod ka na ring intindihin ako palagi. Ayokong mawala ka Dane. Ayokong iwan mo ako. Ikaw ang lakas ko eh. I don't want to hurt myself anymore,Dane. I don't want to kill myself anymore. Please, help me."

Nabitawan ko ang cellphone dahilan para mahulog iyon sa mesa. Sumikip ang aking dibdib. I couldn't feel my body as I catched my breath. Haruto is shouting on the line but I couldn't hear him clearly anymore. Unti-unting nawalan ng hangin ang aking katawan dahilan para ako'y mawalan ng ulirat. I was afraid of death before, then I realized it was more scary to live without anyone by your side or someone you can hold on during hard times. While I am living, I was also dying. I will die alone and no one will probably know.