Self Deception Novels & Stories

he said. “H-Hindi ko alam. Naguguluhan ako sa sarili ko. I have been pushing him away when in fact I wanted to make him mine alone. I hate the way he makes me happy despite of the pain we both felt in the past. I hate him for forgiving me, I hate him for cheating on me. But..” Nanlaki ang mga mat ani Axel. “B-But what?” tila may pagkasabik niya’ng tanong. “I think…I-I think I have fallen, again.”

Na dapat ay walang halong kasinungalingan ang sasabihin ko. I didn't say any words. Pakiramdam ko ay patas lang kami. Hindi ko sinabi sa kaniya na pinagbabawalan na ako ng Mommy niya, at hindi niya naman sinabi na ayaw pala sa akin ng Mommy niya! Actually, his deception was worse than mine, because from the start he had made me believe that his mother was willing to help willingly, when the truth was completely different. "Immanuel, you're not doing well in the company. Alam 'yan ng babaeng 'yan!"

I was willing to gamble everything. I would use Niccolo’s own arrogance, his own overconfidence, against him. I would play on his possessiveness, his obsession, his desire to control me. I would let him believe he had won, that he had me trapped, that he had me under his control. But I would be playing a game of my own, a game of deception, a game of manipulation. And I would win.

HIndi ko inaasahan ang sasabihin niya. "I-I am fo--fooling myself again and again and again," he added. Ang luha na kanina ko pang pinipigilan ay kusang nag sipatakan kasabay ng mumunting hikbi kaya tinakpan ko ito ng mga palad ko. "I--I'm sorry. Hindi k--ko sinasadya. Pa--patawarin mo ako." Garalgal na saad ko at pinipilit na tatagan ang sarili.

kahit na Ang totoo ay imaginary girlfriend ko lang 'yung binanggit ko sa post ko na aksidente namang tumugma dahil nga Kay Ziri. ALWAYS remember that lies and deceit are a natural part of the narcissist’s world. The old saying, “the best liars lie to themselves first” really applies to Narcissists as well as “the lie often repeated is far more convincing” and they repeat their lies many times over! A narcissist has the amazing ability to believe their own lies even when they fly in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary. You MUST take the position that everything they say to you is a lie and or based on a lie. A friend of mine always said to me “if they are breathing, they are lyi

Ang pagkabigo’y hindi sumisimbolo ng katapusan, kundi katapusan upang matutunan muli ang bagong kabanata. Hindi niya alam kung anong nangyayari sa kaniya pero nang hindi makayanan ang pagdadalamhati agad siyang tumakbo sa pintong nakasara. Hindi na niya alintana ang kung sinong kumakatok ba sa pintuan niya. Wala siyang naiisip sa kasalukuyan kundi maglabas ng sama ng loob. Pumasok siya sa loob ng banyo at humagulgol na umupo roon. “I’m sorry, Self. I’m sorry to be hurt. I’m sorry for being not enough for anyone. Sorry for my insecurities that affect you a lot. I’m sorry, please forgive me, Self.”

] Ibinaba ko na ang aming tawag, sapagkat, kinakailangan kong ihanda ang aking sarili sa mga impormasyon at rebelasyon na aking mababasa at mapapanuod. An individual who seeks the truth will be liberated and open-minded from the deceitful surroundings that keep them blind. However, stepping and moving forward closely inside the door of truth will increase the half-probability of danger. Am I ready to enter the door of truth, where the key is in my hands right now, or am I going to ignore the truth as I sense it differently from the person I expected who keeps on hiding behind my shadow?

"Playing alone made me see how my enemy will act towards my action." "Did you ever win against yourself?" That made me stop for a while before moving my knight. "I never won against myself. It's hard defeating myself, Kit. Kahit kailan. Kahit ilang beses kong subukan hindi ko matalo ang sarili ko. Because if I won over myself you'll never see me here playing. Yourself is the most difficult enemy, Kit. Your mind will be screaming no, but deep inside yourself you know it's yes and you'll never ever win over your desires. It'll just make your mind and everything in chaos." He just stared at me. Puzzled. "Desires is like a virus in our system, Kit. There are two types of desires. One that can de

Isa siyang sakim at hindi ako makapaniwalang may naloko na naman siyang tao. His words deceived people, and he used to play the victim to make them fall into his trap. If that person's eyes and mind are closed to seeing, he or she is blind to the actual truth in front of him or her. They should open their minds and eyes to see how much he deceived them, for the sake of their lives. He was just using them.

And yet, when I needed them the most, they abandoned me, stabbing me with their words and actions. How did I allow this to happen? How did I allow Davin, of all people, to influence me for so long? Eight years of lies and deception, and I was too distracted by love to see the truth. I am left to pick up the broken pieces of my broken heart while he parades around with Gold like she is his treasure. Gusto kong kalimutan ang mga nangyayari sa akin ngayon. Pero paano, kung kahit saan ako magpunta, nandoon pa rin sila at sasaktan ulit ako.