Self Deception Novels & Stories

Tapos nangyari ang kagabi at ngayon… Kailangan ko laging paalalahanan ang sarili ko na pretend lang ito, at may napaka-importante at totoong end game para sa akin. Ang problema, hindi ko dapat kailangang sabihin sa sarili ko 'to sa unang araw pa lang. Ang plano ko ay mag-detach mentally at emotionally. Ituturing ko itong parang isang klinikal na bagay. Gagawa ako ng parang sociology experiment at wala nang iba pa.

saad ni Damon nang mapansin ata ang pananahik ko at pagkabalisa. “Hindi, ayos lang ako. I’m just looking around, I like the designs,” pagsisinungaling ko. Ramdam ko ang pagdududa sa tingin niya ngunit tumango na lang siya kalaunan dahil may kumausap na ulit sa kaniyang kakilala.

tanong ko. "We are twins, Matias, but why didn't I inherit the talent to sing like you?" His anger and insecurity were consuming him, transforming him into a bitter person. "That's the thing, you will never be me because you didn't believe in yourself," I responded, trying to address his question about why he lacked the talent for an attractive voice like mine. "Oh, come on, Matias! I will always be myself! This is who I am—a playboy, dominant, and I love being in front of the camera," he declared, walking over to the sofa and taking a seat.

mahinang salita ni Luna, ngunit tagos na tagos ang bawat salita nito. “ You are a great pretender. A fake person. Insecure and envious about other people's lives. Kasi nga wala ka nun, mayaman ka nga pero kulang kulang ka pa din. Unlike me, kahit na ipagtabuyan pa ako ng mga magulang ko di ako natatakot. I rather live alone at wag ng masali sa gulo ko ang mga magulang ko. Kaya ikaw Megan, mag focus ka sa sarili mo. Wag kang pabida, ” mahabang wika ni Luna na nagpatinag sa tenga ng babae.

Looks can deceive those who took a look partially But not those who can see wholeheartedly You looked like an angel descend from the sea of clouds But I saw you as a demon hiding your face at the crowd. Stories can deceive those who just read it But not those who appreciate it. You easily read the passage But I got the message. A smile can deceive those who are happy But not those who are wary You put it to your face easily While I had to wear it having difficulty. Tears can deceive those who see it But not those who feel it.

Ang mahalaga du'n nagpakatotoo ka lamang sa nararamdaman mo,'' sabi pa niya sa dalaga ng mga sandaling ýon kahit na ang totoo, kahit sa sarili niya ay hindi niya magawa ang kanyang mga sinasabi. Oo, nagmahal siya pero ýong sinabi niyang magpakakatotoo sa nararamdaman ay hindi niya magawa dahil hanggang sa mga sandaling ýon ay nanatili pa ring lihim para sa lahat lalo na kay Daphne ang tungkol sa tunay niyang nararamdaman para rito.

I don't want to pretend to be a straight shooter. Pretending is the thing I hate the most aside from betrayal. No matter how I try to be a good person I'll still return to my true self. I can fake my expressions and tell lies but if it's only necessary. Kahit sa sarili ko mismo ay hindi ko kayang mag-ipon ng sobrang kasinungalingan. Whenever I drown in lies, I feel suffocated.

My weakness is that I'm weak. "Then don't pretend." I deliberated for an answer, then sighed, "It's hard." "I hated you, you know." He said, changing the topic. I snorted at that, "So obvious. Wow. That's flattering really." "You acted all innocent and shy and pure but really, they don't know the true you. With Tita Maggie, Luke, with everyone. But all along..." He trailed off. Beaming, I said proudly, "What can I say? I'm a pretender. So much so that I have a master's degree major in pretending. I'm the master of all pretenders in the world."

Alam niya ang bawat kilos ko. Alam niya kung paano ako magsalita. Alam niya kung paano ako ngumiti. Alam niya ang mga bagay tungkol sa akin na kahit ako minsan ay hindi napapansin. But people can be deceived. Especially when they are desperate to believe something. At kung may isang bagay na alam ko tungkol kay Marian, iyon ay ang pagiging mapanlinlang niya.

Ayon dito ay bumigay ang katawan niya, sa sobrang pagod, sa puyat at sa stress. Hinawi niya ang ilang hibla ng buhok na kumawala sa mukha nito at tinitigan ang mukhang minsan ay nagpagulo sa kaniyang isipan. She is pretty even though she was asleep. She has an angelic face, na tila maamong-maamo pero nagkukubli pala ang tunay na pag-uugali. Naipilig niya ang kaniyang ulo. Hindi siya dapat magpalinlang. She is a deceiver.