This Is Not A Goodbye Novels & Stories

Wala naman tayo diba? Kapag natapos na ang limang buwan, goodbye na tayo sa isat-isa. At di ko alam kung babalik pa ba sa normal ang lahat. Di naman ako pafall Jeff, ikaw itong pafall eh. Kaya wag na wag kang magkakagusto sa akin Jeff. Dahil wala naman mapupuntahan ang pakiramdam natin sa isat-isa. Sarap mong upakan. Bakit ba kasi di na lang natin gawin yung nararapat? Trabaho lang.

Marahan siya nitong hinila palapit sa katawan nito at niyakap ng mahigpit. "I don't want to let you go but I don't want you to think that you're just a tool for me. I don't want to hold you back either. I realized how selfish I am for keeping you all these times. One of these days... When everything is over, I will come knocking at your door. This is just a temporary goodbye, Cyan... Just a temporary..." Puno ng emosyon nitong wika.

"Ahh. Bihis na pala ako. Sige, goodnight, ay goodmorning, hindi goodnoon, ay good-- goodbye! Bye!" Taranta siyang naglakad paalis. Is that even real? I think it is... This time, i felt the sudden spark in my heart.

Goodbye means forever and forever is a long time. Ano pa ba? Take care of Zach and your baby, you're a damn lucky family. Zach is your one and true love. Trust me, he loves you more than anything. And Ivan, I almost forgot about him. Please, thank him of what he did for us. Even though he's such a cocky pervert human being, he's still a good guy for me. So.. I think I need to search first how to end this freaking sister letter. Instead of saying goodbye, I'll tell you. See you again in the future. I will always be proud of you. Ego Semper Amabo Te.

Dahan-dahan niyang kinuha ang phone at nag-type. “Please stop. I’m married. I won’t meet you.” Nag-send siya ng message. Nanginginig ang daliri. Ilang minuto. Walang reply. Akala niya tapos na. Pero biglang nag-vibrate ulit ang screen. Isang line lang. “You owe me one goodbye.” Parang may humawak sa lalamunan niya. At naalala na iniligtas siya nito sa sunog. One goodbye. A closure. Iyon ang kailangan nila.

Palayo nang palayo at paliit nang paliit ang bulto nito sa kanyang paningin. Biglang tumulo ang kanyang mga luha. Hindi niya mapigilan iyon kahit anong pahid niya. It's really a goodbye. Umalis na ito na hindi man lamang nag-attempt na hanapin sa kanya ang mga anak nila. It means na wala silang halaga dito.

Gusto kong sabihin un dahil alam kong hind niya ito naririnig. "before i leave and go, i just want to say iloveyou.... . . . . . and goodbye" be happy ezekiel dahil pinapalaya na kita.

Ang araw na masaya kami bago siya tuluyang hindi nagparamdam at kumalimot sa aming dalawa. Not having a closure is a closure, ito ang motto ko noon pero hindi pala. Minsan kailangan niyo ng closure, kailangan ninyong pag-usapan at pakawalan ang pag-ibig na hindi inayon sa inyo ng tadhana. "Ngayon ang huling araw na magkikita tayo, ikaw at ako isang parte ng kwento na kailan man ay hindi na pwede pang balikan." Tuluyang bumagsak ang luha ko.

I guess, ghost can still be touched with water. "I'm really sorry Cayden. If only I can turn back the time. If Harithus will give me another chance, I will do everything to save you. I will do everything to change the future. I will do everything...... just to have you back. But I have to let you go now. Goodbye, Cayden...................Goodbye, love." I cried nonstop and my eyes are already closed from sobbing.

Mine alone in this lifetime. ########## Xoxo ☺️❤️