Toxic Friendship 소설 & 이야기

Minsan sa isang buwan kung umuwi si mama, si papa naman ay linggo linggo. Pero hindi umuuwi dito si papa since broken family kami, pero I'm allowed to meet my dad. From: gllnsyeb hi, good evening. I just ate dinner when I recieve Syeb's message, chat nang chat. Nakakairita. I've lost so many friends because of that attitude, bukod sa na to-toxican ako sakanila. Nato-toxican din ako sa sarili ko. I distanced myself from them, yung iba naman kasi sakanila. Magaling lang pag may kailangan pero I treasured our friendship, yung memories.

Sa panahon ngayon, basher at toxic fans ang sumisira sa mga reputasyon ng mga artista hindi ang mga taong totoong nakaka-kilala sa kanila. "Handa ka na bang mag-tapat kay Karen? Hm, 10 months na mula nang mag-hiwalay kayong dalawa nakita ko naman na maraming nagbago sa'yo ng mag-desisyon ka iwanan mo siya kung handa ka nang mag-tapat sa kanya nandito lang ako sa likod mo para kung sakaling kailangan mo ng alalay at madala ka kaagad dito." biro ng kaibigan ko sa akin tumawa naman ito dahilan para tignan siya ni madam umiwas tuloy siya nang tingin. "He was just joking, he didn't say anything, it's not good, our friends are like this, we are treated like siblings even though we have our own liv

“Out of jealousy? Itatapon mo na lang ang friendship natin?” “Hah! Fyi Jamila, I never really liked you that much as a friend. I just get along with you para hindi mo ako pagtripan ati-bully sa school na ito. Everyone knows how childish and immature are. You easily pick a fight on someone when they are on your way!” Bulalas naman nito na parang nadulas na rin ang lihim na dinadalang sama ng loob.

Nangulangot lang naman ako eh, bawal ba duh? "Ano ba wag nga kayong mag away--" "You shut up, ilabas mo rin yang pagka bitch mo. Wag mo kaming p-plastikan kase alam ko na yang ugali mo!" Oopss, did I just ruined their friendship? Nah, pano ko naman nasira ang pagkakaibigan nila eh, wala naman akong ginawa no. Sila ang tumawa, sila ang mainisin kaya wala akong kasalanan.

Pero kahit na ganoon batid ko na nahihirapan siya. "Let us end our friendship, Divina. I..." It was as if I was being stabbed by his words, so, I interrupt him before he can continue. Hindi ako papayag! "No! I can't afford to lose my best friend. Of all my friends, you are the only one who understands me because you are the one who knows me better. Ikaw yung natatakbuhan ko kapag may problema ako. When I don't know what to do you are the one who always there for me. You're the only one who is willing to lend me your ears so that someone will listen to my endless drama. You allow me to lean on your shoulder whenever I'm tired. You wildly open your arms to give me huge hugged, whenever I need

Sa tingin niya ay hindi na niya dapat na tinatawag ng ganoon ang best friend niya dahil mayroon na itong karelasyon. “Naiintindihan mo ba ako?” buong katarayang tanong nito. “Hindi at wala akong planong intindihin ka,” buong katarayan niyang sabi ng siya ay makabawi. Kahit minsan sa kanyang buhay ay hindi niya hinayaang maapi siya ng kung sino kaya’t walang dahilan para pahintulutan niya ang kaharap na i-bully siya. “Saka, sino ka para bawalan akong makipag-usap sa best friend ko,” sabi niya rito kahit matagal na rin naman silang hindi nagkakausap.

"Huwag mong kalimutan, ikaw ang pinakapaborito kong friendship sa circle natin." Ngumiti si Trixie. "Kung maririnig ito ng ibang kaibigan natin, malamang kakantyawan ka nila at sasabihing napilitan at nangga-gaslight ka lang ngayon. Such a betrayer." "Oh, ‘wag ka ng umangal. Kahit yung terror nating prof noon, ikaw ang favorite!” Naalala niya ang kanilang terror na guro noon, elegante pero matalas magsalita. Bahagyang lumawak ang kanyang ngiti.

naiirita talaga ako sa kadaldalan ni Bismuth ang sarap suntukin ang bibig. “Kind… powerful… beau—” Sinamaan ko naman siya ng tingin. “Speak again and I will shoot your head using my new gun.” “But I’m your friend! Huhuhu” “Really? For your info Mr. Bismuth Da Silva… I’m not your friend, even your brothers, oh—let me rephrase that! Hahaha I don’t have ANY friends! No one will be my friend because friendship is bullshit! Got that?”

kunwari'y naiinis na saad niya. She stomped her feet like a child. "Nakakainis kasi. I thought they're my friends. Kaso, naririnig kong pinag-uusapan nila ako habang wala ako. Wala namang kaso kung maganda ang sinasabi nila pero puro mga walang kwenta mga lumalabas sa bibig nila, eh. Napaka-toxic nila. I wished I never talked to them in the first place. They befriended me because they need something from me not because they want to. And it sucks, big time," she ranted. Kita ko ang mga luha niyang nagbabadya ng tumulo. I held her hand. This time, I was the one who pulled her into a tight hug. "You don't need them, Sol. Nandito naman ako, diba?"

"I didn’t do anything wrong, dad. I promise, I never neglected my studies, even after having 3 days of absence because of my allergy, and I assure you that all of my exams were perfect. That’s why it's obvious he sabotages my grades. " “Hmm… did you talk to him already?” Napatango naman ako rito at kinuwento ang nangyari kanina. That's how we've always done things. We never keep secrets in this household. Because the unspoken is frequently the cause of a relationship's demise, sharing one's secret with one's closest friends or family members can create a bond that no one can break. What matters is honesty. We realized that every tragedy begins there, keeping secrets. So, even if some of us d