Novel & Cerita When I Try To Walk Away You Hurt Yourself

I stumbled, knees buckling, but when he tried to steady me, I pushed him away. “Don’t touch me.” “You can stay the night—” I didn’t let him finish. I walked out. Each step shattered something inside me. But I didn’t look back. Goodbye, Lucien.

Especially when you tell yourself you're not good enough. I need to go. He's hurting me with his presence. I walk out of the school. Ves and Jack follow silently. It was probably meant to be this way anyhow.

I jump with all my strength until I land on the ground. I fall down with a loud thud and scrap my knees . My face hits the rose bushes and the rough thorns prick my cheeks. "Shit ,"I curse for the first time to myself . It hurts like hell and I'm now starting to reject my decisions . I should just go back but it's already too late . I can't fall and hurt myself for nothing . I need to leave ! I need to escape this place. I stand up with my all strength and start walking with a limp . I don't know how or how long it will take me but I need to get out of pack grounds tight now.

When she needed me the most, I was right by the very person who caused her suffering. I smacked myself hard. The burn across my cheek was nothing next to the stabbing pain in my chest. “Amora… I’m sorry… I’m the idiot…” However, it was too late for words. She would not hear them now. I clenched my fists, burying my nails into my flesh. I turned around and kicked Anna’s bedroom door open. Lying in bed, she rubbed her eyes in a haze. “Alessandro? What’s the matter? Did Amora upset you again?”

I stood still, the world fell silent and I could maybe hear my own pulse pick up but it wasn't enough to make me turn around, I couldn't look at the doings of my hand, the impact was in the knot that twisted painfully in my chest. I knew what this was, you feel hurt and try to make the next person feel as hurt as you. I wasn't going to bite into it, it wasn't true even though all my instincts screamed otherwise. I clutched my bag strap harder and walked out of the restaurant. What Harper just said was impossible.

Because of how much I'm hurting right now, I can't even turn the knob to go out of the home. "I love you enough to do this," he said. But such remarks simply add to the misery and grief I'm feeling within. I took a deep breath, calmed myself, and twisted the doorknob with all of my power before walking away. I'm backing away from one of my friends. Alpha Antonio here. ***

I whispered hoarsely, “even if you hate me.” She didn’t move. Didn’t speak. But the pain in her eyes said everything. I swallowed hard and stepped back. One slow step. Then another. And without another word… I turned my back on her. Each step away from her felt like tearing out a part of me. But I didn’t stop. Because if I stayed any longer, I wouldn’t be able to walk away at all.

I said as I turned and walked away. "I can't move!"

I can't stay here a second longer. I leave the apartment and close the door behind me. I can't stand the pain in my chest. I tell myself that it is something temporary and that it is a simple joke that someone wants to make me, but something yells at me that this is serious. It is real. I walk meaninglessly down the sidewalk. I don't have a specific interest in going somewhere, just getting out of that damaged and violated space is enough for me.

I don't want to be in an empty relationship that I'm just going to lose again. When we closed, I got my bag and walked out like a zombie. Of course, I tried not to let anyone know I'm still thinking of what Cassie said to me. Cassie didn't come to bother me, so did Lucas and I was glad. I bumped into someone when I wasn't looking. "Sorry." I said and walked past the person. "Watch where you're going beautiful." That voice brought me back to my senses. "It's dangerous and you might hurt yourself."