Romans & histoires You Deserve Someone Better

But she answered me wholeheartedly, "Naranasan kong maging masaya dahil sa 'yo. Sabi ko nga sa 'yo no'n, pangarap lang kita noon. Salamat at tinupad mo ang pangarap ko kahit sa sandaling panahon." I was too stunned to speak. This woman has a heart bigger then her life. She loves deeply, truly. Things I don't deserve. It's even clearer to me now that I don't deserve her. She has to be with someone who will love her equally, or even greater. Someone who will stand by her through the good times and the bad. Someone who would fight for her. Someone who is not me.

"Walang mali sa nararamdaman mo. Don't feel sorry for me. Tama ang naging disisyon mo. You just did the right thing. Wag kang mag-alala, hindi ako galit sayo. Wala akong karapatang magalit sayo dahil lahat naman ay kasalanan ko. Alam kong mali ang nagawa ko." "No-" "Ipapakulong mo ba ako?" Tanong ko at umiling ito. "No baby, please listen to--" "I guess this is goodbye, Mr. Sandoval." Kinuha ko ang singsing sa daliri ko at humakbang ako palapit sa kanya.Inabot ko ang kamay niya at nilagay ang singsing sa palad nya. "I don't think I deserve this." "W-wife--" "Find someone better. Yung hindi katulad ko na ipapahamak ka lang. You deserve someone as smart and intelligent as you, Mr. Sandoval. So

“You’re still here.” And somehow, that made me smile. --- Late Morning Naglatag ako ng clean page sa desk. Binuksan ang laptop. Pero hindi agad nag-check ng email. Instead, I opened my notes app and typed: --- “What I Deserve:” * Peace * To be chosen * Love na hindi ko kailangang ikompromiso ang sarili ko * Work that makes me proud * Boundaries * Respect, regardless of job title * A love that shows up. Loudly. Publicly.

Pero ano'ng magagawa ko kung ayaw ko na talaga? 'You deserve someone better. Someone as pure as your heart is.'

P-Promise ring na lang? “You deserve me! Tumayo ka nga riyan!” Umiling iling siya. Tila hindi sang-ayon sa sinabi ko. “I never deserve someone like you but I will do my best to give you anything that you ever wanted.” “Kaya mo ba ako pinahanap para mamaalam?” Malutong siyang nagmura bago tumayo at dahan dahang akong h******n. “Ofcourse fvcking not! Hinanap kita para makasama, para maayos ang lahat ng sa ating dalawa. Please stop overthinking.. this is for us.” Mariin nitong paliwanag.

She deserves so much more than what I gave her. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. I know I've hurt you in ways that I can never undo. But please, believe me when I say that I never meant to cause you pain. I was selfish. I was weak. I was blinded by my own desires. And I ended up hurting everyone I loved. I hope you're okay, Lia. I hope you've found happiness. I hope you've found someone who loves you the way you deserve to be loved. I hope you've found a new life, a life filled with joy and peace.

saad niya na tila patlim na tumarak sa puso ko. Wala akong karapatang masaktan, alam ko. Ngumiti ako ng mapait. "I realized that I don't deserve you, but Jessa does," saad ko. "Yes, she deserves me but I deserve her more, she is really a good woman and material wife, unlike you. Sisikapin kong magkaanak kami kahit pa sinusubok kami ngayon ng pagkakataon," saad niya na mas nakapag-paluha sa 'kin.

Hindi ba siya mas masasaktan doon? Adam is making her question her feelings and intentions. “You’re wrong about some things, Erin. You don’t just deserve a marriage. You deserve to be wanted, to be valued, and to be loved. You deserve to be with someone who won’t cheat on you. You deserve someone who will appreciate you for you. Marriage won’t secure all of that. It’s your man who should give all of that to you.” Nag-init ang pisngi niya sa sinabi nito. Napakagat-labi. It’s getting warmer. Must be the beer. Or her heartbeat. Or the fire in Adam’s eyes.

Kahit kailan hindi ko kayang paniwalaan ang pagmamahal. And he doesn't deserve me. He deserve someone else, someone who's better than me. At ako, sarili ko lang ang kailangan ko. I cannot afford to love anymore dahil iyon nalang ang meron ako para sa sarili ko at hindi ko na kayang ibigay ang puso ko sa iba.

"I don't think I deserve such a kind person like you." [You deserve a kind person because you are Rhea Kirstie Campbell, a great woman whom I believe deserves everything in this world.] Tuluyan akong napaiyak sa sinabi niya. He never fails to comfort me. He never fails to build my confidence back. [And even if I knew I don't have a single chance with you, I still want to love you because I know you deserve my love. You deserved to be loved.] Napanguso nalang ako. Napailing-iling ako dahil palagi niya nalang akong pinapaiyak. Hindi iyak na nasasaktan, kundi sa saya.