You Deserve Someone Better นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Napakunot noo sya dahil sa sinabi ko. Totoo naman dba?..I don't deserve him..his love is to perfect compare to mine......Ilang ulit ko syang nasaktan noon..pero hindi sya gumaganti kaya pakiramdam ko ay hindi ako karapat-dapat sa pagmamahal nya... His selfless love deserve someone else... someone who's wasn't me.... "Goddamn!t Yanna..don't say that...I deserve you, so as you deserve me...we deserve each other okay always remember that...d!mn it!"

"As long as I deserve to be with someone like you, I think I can go far from it" Humugot ako ng malalim na hininga. "Mabuti kang tao Nestor, you don't deserve someone like me you meet in just a month. Hindi ako ang taong nararapat para sayo." Muling tumingala si Nestor sa kalangitan at pinagmasdan 'yon. "Everyone deserves to be loved Kastiel, but in my case, I don't want a demand to accept who I am, my love for the person I want to be with. Hindi ko ipipilit ang sarili ko sayo kung 'yan ang inaalala mo"

" And I don't want to asked you to love him. Hindi ako nababagay sayo. You deserve someone better." He looked at me with his brows furrowed. " You mean you are not the better one?" Tanong niya sa mapait na tono. Lumunok ako at bumalot ang kalungkutan sa aking puso. " I have a son." Hindi ko mapigilang haplusin ang kanyang pisngi. " Hindi ako nababagay sayo, hindi ako mayaman. I am nothing compare to any girl who deserve you. I am nothing to offer Tross."

"Ay, grabe ang imagination mo, p're." "Maraming maaangas doon kaya baka ma-harass ka nila tapos madadagdag iyon sa bad experiences mo habang kasama mo ako. Remember, kasama mo ako nang niloko ka ng boyfriend mo. Dahil din sa akin kaya ka napalayas. Kaya ayaw kong madagdagan pa iyon." Iyon pala ang dahilan. I hate him! Second time niya na akong pinapahanga sa mga sagot niya. It is like you wanna keep him but you cannot because you know that you do not deserve him. I do not deserve Cloud. And it is simply because I am not the right girl for him. He deserves better. "I understand." Hindi na siya umimik pa at hindi na rin ako nagsalita pa ulit.

“I never meant to hurt you. I meant to save you from...” “From the happiness I'm supposed to deserve?” Tuluyan ko nang pinakawalan ang nag-uunahang mga luha ko. My chest tightened. “Hindi mo alam kung gaano ako naghirap makalimutan ka lang! Hindi mo alam kung paano ako umiiyak gabi-gabi at pinilit intindihin kung anong wala sa akin na meron sa iba? Anong meron sa kanila na wala sa akin?” Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkapit ko sa aking handbag dahil sa galit na umahon sa puso ko. “I think... you deserve someone whom you truly deserve. Kaya huwag mo nang asahan pang babalik ako sa 'yo.” Hinuli niya ang mga kamay ko ngunit agad kong tinabig 'yon.

"Tsk." Napabuntong-hininga ako bago nagpatuloy uminom habang pinapayuhan ako ni Dainiel. "I think you are making a mistake loving someone who is not worthy of your love. You deserve someone who treats you with love and respect, and if the woman you love does not do that, then she is not good enough for you and you should find someone who deserves you. Sa kaso mo, lalong mali dahil sa iba na yon. It's hard to tell you that you are making a mistake, but I wanna talk to you in a way that makes you think about your decision. I would like to be always honest and sincere.

"Sorry, I can't. You deserve better. I am way too old for you. Look for someone who can give you a child, and be with you." "I got my first rejection."

"I want to love you Hope.. I really do— that's why I get hurt every time I see you struggling to fight yourself. You don't know how much I wish I was the only one in your situation, that I was the only one feeling the pain you feel. I'm willing to separate what I feel for you. Damn, I'm so whipped." I don’t know how it makes me feel or what I should react to what he said. It was so full of sincerity and emotion that I know what. I just didn’t know what to answer, I wanted to open my eyes to stop him from what he was saying because he had nothing to expect from me. He don't deserve me, he don't deserve a girl like me. He deserve better woman in his life. He deserve the best. I almost gasped w

“You’re not mad?” “Why would I be?” “Because I’m… emotionally unavailable?” He chuckled lightly. “That’s a strong phrase.” “It’s true.” He leaned back, looking at the sky. “I don’t want you to choose me out of distraction,” he said. “Or revenge. Or loneliness.” I blinked. “I wouldn’t.” “I know.” “You deserve someone ready.” He smiled faintly. “And you deserve someone you don’t hesitate about.” That hit deeper than I expected. “I’m sorry,” I whispered.

Aside from that, I know for sure that I will feel terribly bad if I will reject Noah's proposal, knowing that he done everything for me and here I am being selfish again. But Noah deserve someone better. Someone who is not me... I am not the woman he's looking for, I am not the woman who will be his partner forever. I— I just couldn't vision myself being romantic with him. Noah is like a brother to me and... the hell with it, this really feel wrong.