You Deserve Someone Better นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Ilang taon akong namuhay mag-isa. "Wala kang alam sa akin para sabihin ang lahat ng yan. Ang dali para sayo na husgahan ako. Hindi mo alam kung anong hirap ang pinagdaanan ko para maabot kung anong meron ako ngayon para sabihin mong wala ako kung wala ang pamilya ko." "I deserve someone better, someone not like you." he said with finality. Siguro nga tama siya. He deserves someone better at hindi ako yon. Marahan akong tumango sa kanya. I have to gather myself. I have to pick up the broken pieces of myself.

Hindi akonmakatingin ng diritso sa kanya dahil ayokong mabasa kung ano ang nasa mga mata niya. "You deserve someone better, Tristan. Hindi yong gaya kong may anak na. Madami pang dalaga dyan, mas maganda,mas matalino mas deserving sa isang tulad mo. Maraming naghahabol sayo...yong walang sabit." Nag-angat ako ng tingin dahil wala akong marinig na sagot mula sa kanya. Nag-isang linya ang kilay niya halatang hindi nagustuhan ang sinabi ko.

Tumingin siya nang diretso sa mga mata ni Argus, puno ng sakit ngunit may matinding determinasyon. “Mayaman ka, makapangyarihan, at oo, gwapo ka. Pero hindi ibig sabihin ikaw lang ang karapat-dapat na lalaki para sa akin. Alam kong kaya kong makahanap ng mas mabuti kaysa sa’yo. I know my worth. I know I deserve better. And if you can’t give me the love that I want, I know someone will. Kaya huwag mo akong itali sa isang kasal na walang pagmamahal dahil nakakasakal lang.”

Napakunot noo sya dahil sa sinabi ko. Totoo naman dba?..I don't deserve him..his love is to perfect compare to mine......Ilang ulit ko syang nasaktan noon..pero hindi sya gumaganti kaya pakiramdam ko ay hindi ako karapat-dapat sa pagmamahal nya... His selfless love deserve someone else... someone who's wasn't me.... "Goddamn!t Yanna..don't say that...I deserve you, so as you deserve me...we deserve each other okay always remember that...d!mn it!"

"As long as I deserve to be with someone like you, I think I can go far from it" Humugot ako ng malalim na hininga. "Mabuti kang tao Nestor, you don't deserve someone like me you meet in just a month. Hindi ako ang taong nararapat para sayo." Muling tumingala si Nestor sa kalangitan at pinagmasdan 'yon. "Everyone deserves to be loved Kastiel, but in my case, I don't want a demand to accept who I am, my love for the person I want to be with. Hindi ko ipipilit ang sarili ko sayo kung 'yan ang inaalala mo"

" And I don't want to asked you to love him. Hindi ako nababagay sayo. You deserve someone better." He looked at me with his brows furrowed. " You mean you are not the better one?" Tanong niya sa mapait na tono. Lumunok ako at bumalot ang kalungkutan sa aking puso. " I have a son." Hindi ko mapigilang haplusin ang kanyang pisngi. " Hindi ako nababagay sayo, hindi ako mayaman. I am nothing compare to any girl who deserve you. I am nothing to offer Tross."

"Ay, grabe ang imagination mo, p're." "Maraming maaangas doon kaya baka ma-harass ka nila tapos madadagdag iyon sa bad experiences mo habang kasama mo ako. Remember, kasama mo ako nang niloko ka ng boyfriend mo. Dahil din sa akin kaya ka napalayas. Kaya ayaw kong madagdagan pa iyon." Iyon pala ang dahilan. I hate him! Second time niya na akong pinapahanga sa mga sagot niya. It is like you wanna keep him but you cannot because you know that you do not deserve him. I do not deserve Cloud. And it is simply because I am not the right girl for him. He deserves better. "I understand." Hindi na siya umimik pa at hindi na rin ako nagsalita pa ulit.

“I never meant to hurt you. I meant to save you from...” “From the happiness I'm supposed to deserve?” Tuluyan ko nang pinakawalan ang nag-uunahang mga luha ko. My chest tightened. “Hindi mo alam kung gaano ako naghirap makalimutan ka lang! Hindi mo alam kung paano ako umiiyak gabi-gabi at pinilit intindihin kung anong wala sa akin na meron sa iba? Anong meron sa kanila na wala sa akin?” Mas lalong humigpit ang pagkapit ko sa aking handbag dahil sa galit na umahon sa puso ko. “I think... you deserve someone whom you truly deserve. Kaya huwag mo nang asahan pang babalik ako sa 'yo.” Hinuli niya ang mga kamay ko ngunit agad kong tinabig 'yon.

“You’re not mad?” “Why would I be?” “Because I’m… emotionally unavailable?” He chuckled lightly. “That’s a strong phrase.” “It’s true.” He leaned back, looking at the sky. “I don’t want you to choose me out of distraction,” he said. “Or revenge. Or loneliness.” I blinked. “I wouldn’t.” “I know.” “You deserve someone ready.” He smiled faintly. “And you deserve someone you don’t hesitate about.” That hit deeper than I expected. “I’m sorry,” I whispered.

Aside from that, I know for sure that I will feel terribly bad if I will reject Noah's proposal, knowing that he done everything for me and here I am being selfish again. But Noah deserve someone better. Someone who is not me... I am not the woman he's looking for, I am not the woman who will be his partner forever. I— I just couldn't vision myself being romantic with him. Noah is like a brother to me and... the hell with it, this really feel wrong.