Romans & histoires You Deserve Someone Better

You should fix the brokenness and the bleeding. I don't want to cry no more. We deserve to be happy. We deserve to be loved. We deserve to be broken. We deserve to be strong. We deserve to be thinker. We deserve to be hard. We deserve to push our bottom up! We deserve to be queen and king. Because we are equal. You'll make it. Huwag magpatalo. Kailangan mong piliin ang pagkaka-panalo mo. Umulan man o bumagyo? Katamtaman man o mabangis! Kahit anuman ang mangyari sa dulo'y laging may bahaghari.

"Wow ha? Seryoso. Besides, I don't think I deserve a boyfriend." "Now, you got me. Paano mo naman nasabi yan?" I sighed saka ako nagkibit balikat. "Pakiramdam ko lang hindi ko deserve. Hindi ko rin naman kailangan ng boyfriend." "Same here." "Di mo deserve? O hindi mo kailangan?" "Both. I don't think I deserve a girlfriend when I don't needed it for now." "Bakit?" "Because I respect the word marriage."

he whispered. "I don't deserve you, you look perfect tonight." Sa huling pagkakataon ay sinabayan niya ang huling liriko sa kanta. Naramdaman kong bumukas na ang lahat ng ilaw at nagsi-palakpakan na silang lahat, pero nanatili parin kaming nakatitig sa isa't isa. A-anong---- hindi ba't ' I don't deserve it' 'yon? Paano naging I don't deserve you, 'yon?

Hindi pa rin nawawala ang takot dito sa puso ko. Feeling ko kasi kahit anong pagpupursige ko, hindi ako yung babaeng karapat dapat para sa kanya. Caleb deserved someone better. Someone who can help him, someone na matalino, magaling at malakas at lahat ng mga katangiang yun ay wala pa sa akin. Binubuo ko palang ang sarili. And I think it will take time for me to be that ready for him.

Buong akala ko kinalimutan niya ang lahat sa amin pero hindi pala. "He said he doesn't deserve you anymore. You don't deserve a sick man like him. He don't want to burden you taking care of him. You deserve someone better. A man that could take care of you and protect you in until you grow old. He doesn't want you to experience another pain when the time comes that he needs to leave you again." Walang salita lumabas sa aking bibig. Iyak lang ako ng iyak. Hindi madali ang pinagdaanan ko pero lalong hindi rin madali ang pinagdaanan niya.

Kahit ako hindi ko rin maintindihan ang sarili ko. Matapos ng tawag ni Kurt ay nagkwentuhan lang kami ni Lilah tungkol sa mga lalakeng ni-reject ko raw noon bago ako nagka amnesia. Actually, it is more like she is talking to the wind. Hindi naman kasi ako masyadong nagsasalita. Wala akong interest sa mga ni-reject ko noon. May tiwala ako sa judgment ko at kung ni-reject ko sila noon, ibig sabihin di sila pasado sa standards ko. I don’t have high standards. Yung tipong hindi na maaabot ng kahit sino at tanging mga fictional character lang ang posibleng maging ganun. I just know what I deserve, and I am not settling for less. I just hope women will also learn to not settle for less. They deser

"I don’t deserve you." "You're worth it, wife," sagot niya, ang boses niya puno ng determinasyon at pagmamahal. "You’re everything I could ever ask for. You may have a past that weighs heavy on you, but it doesn’t make you any less deserving of love, of happiness, of a future with me. You don’t need to carry that burden alone, because I’m here. I’ll always be here to remind you that you’re worth more than you think."

tanong ni Alex "I dont deserve him, I deserve someone better!" Diretsahang wika nito saka tumingin sa kanya. Napatingin sya sa rear view mirror kaya nagtama ang kanilang mga mata saka ngumisi ito sa kanya. Alam nyang nakita din ni Alex ang ginawa nito pero wala itong pakialam. "At sino naman ang deserve mo aber? Sir James is a good catch at mahal ka nya."

"I love you so much Av, that I don't know if I can still love someone other than you." "Luke, please don't say like that. You deserve someone better, yung kaya kang mahalin ng buong-buo. I know there's someone out there deserving of your love. You're such a good man Luke at ayaw kong maging unfair sayo. Dahil sa totoo lang hindi ko alam, hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pa bang magmahal ulit. I'm s-sorry Luke, I'm so sorry but God knows I tried."

** Hindi siya kagaya ng mga babaeng lumalapit sa’kin para lang sa apelyido ko. Sa pera ko. Sa kama ko. She stays quiet. She stays kind. And that’s what makes me *want her more.* **Damn.** Is it because I can’t have her? Or because I know deep down… **She deserves someone better.** Someone her age. Someone like— Lalaking ka-age niya. Maayos ang trabaho. Nasa paligid palagi. Fuck!..