You Deserve Someone Better 소설 & 이야기

They deserved it, we all deserved this happiness. THE END

What did I do to deserve this man? At deserve ko pa ba ang pagmamahal niya?

Nakita ko kung paano sumeryoso ang tingin ni Damian, may galit sa likod ng tahimik na mata. “He never deserved you,” sabi niya, may diin ang boses. “Maybe,” sagot ko. “Pero noon, akala ko ako yung hindi deserving ng better. Sa totoo lang, nasanay akong maramdaman na ang value ko nakadepende sa pagiging convenient sa ibang tao.” Napahawak siya sa kama, nag-adjust para umupo nang konti, kahit halata ang sakit sa kilos niya.

"Salamat naman po kung ganoon. Na-miss ko na rin siya nang husto." Mahal na mahal ko ang kakambal kong iyon. She was my bestfriend, my best buddy, my partner. Kaya ganoon na lang din ang depression ko at sisi sa sarili dahil sa nangyari rito. Hindi kami sabay niyon umuwi dahil nauna ako. May bibilhin kasi ako sa bayan na project sa school. Kahit kambal kami at halos pareho sa lahat ng bagay ay magkaiba pa rin ang kursong kinuha namin. I took Architecture dahil iyon talaga ang pangarap ko, while she, Education ang kaniyang kurso.

, Because you trust them too much? GIVING UP And have you ever experienced raising the white flag, a sign that you're giving up because of the constant heartbreaks? Because you know deep inside you, that you have no chance to win the fight. REALIZATION And one day you'd realize that you don't deserve any of this. Heartaches, headaches, anxiety, trust issues, and every sufferings he gave you. You'd realize that you deserve better. That you deserve the best. And one last step--------- FORGIVE AND FORGET

Minsan, kahit simpleng bagay, nagiging big deal dahil sa pagiging over thinker ko. Minsan, tinatanong ko ang sarili ko ng kung ano-ano. Kung deserved ko ba talaga ang buhay ko ngayon. Kung sapat ba ako para sa ibang tao. Kung tama ba ang mga naging desisyon ko. Ang dami kong tanong pero hanggang ngayon, wala pa ring kasagutan. Saan ko ba hahanapin ang mga sagot? O kung mahahanap ko pa ba? But then I realized that everything happens for a reason. We should never question our worth because even if other people call us worthless, always remember that we always deserve the best and not settle for less. We know ourselves better than other people. We should never let other people drag us down.

“Why would you care what other people think? You didn’t ask me for any of this. I bought all of these things because I wanted to and because you deserve them. I want to spoil you. I want you to live like a princess. I want you to feel how important you are to me, how much I love you, how carefully I take care of you. Please, let me do this. I want it. And the money? I can earn that. What matters to me is that I make you happy and give you what you deserve.” Para akong nalulunod sa emosyong nararamdaman ko ngayon, Grabe, napakasarap sa pakiramdam marinig ang sinabi niya. I can’t help but ask myself—do I really deserve this? Do I deserve his love? Hindi ko akalain na bibigyan ako ng isang katu

“Pakiramdam ko hindi kita deserve. You’re just to good to be true.” “Ang daming rason. Ang dami-daming rason at hindi ko iisa-isahin ang mga iyon sa ‘yo. You don’t deserve me, Chelary. I’m too flawed, my background is sh!t, I’m still dealing with a lot of issues. But I’ll do anything to deserve you.”

Sumusobra na siya kung pati ba naman sa simpleng paghawak nito ay hiyain niya pa ito. "Nagalit ako at nasaktan. Pero mas hindi ko kakayaning mawala ka." namuo ang luha nito. Napakagat-labi si Charline. Deserve niya ba talaga ang iyakan? "Dan, hindi ako karapat-dapat sayo. You deserve someone better." "Ikaw ang gusto ko."

“It doesn’t bleed anymore. But I know exactly where it is.” He exhaled shakily. “I don’t deserve you.” That line used to melt her. Now it just sounded tired. “Then stop trying to deserve me,” she said. “Just become better for yourself.” After that call, she cried. Not because she wanted him back. But because part of her still wanted to be wanted by him. And that’s the most dangerous addiction— Not the person. The validation. Days passed again. No calls. No messages. Just quiet growth.