You Hurt Yourself To Make Me Stay นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I whimper as I look at him with tears streaming down my face . His face contorts to sadness and hurt . I can already feel the disappointment in waves and it is now affecting me so much . Marking me automatically makes me feel his emotions and pain . It's like a boomerang. If I hurt him I hurt myself too . That's the curse of the mark . My chest heaves rapidly as I wipe the tears from my face " leave ne alone ! Just stop ! Please get out !" "I'm not going to leave you after what just happened and I won't allow you to reject me,"he growls .

, I said to myself as I looked into the mirror. “You can do it, you have to do something, Hayley you are more than this, hurt them where they would have never expected, I hit my fist in the wall because no idea was coming to me and there was blood in my hands, it really hurts to harm myself but I had fucked up, Diago has messed things up for me, I went into the bathroom got a clean towel and placed it around my injured arm, I could feel the goddamn pains in my spine.

This was our second time in bed and we had both explored our bodies more than the first time yet we ended up arguing. “Why should I stay?” I asked without emotions. “So, I can keep hurting myself as I stop myself from giving in to the urge to put a mark on you?” Does it like it when I suffer? “That’s not it, Zadie and you know it–” “Seems like I know nothing at this point, Ayden!” I pushed him off me, ran out of his room, and slammed the door, promising myself that I wouldn't crave him until he was ready to give me all of him…

"Why are you here, Maya? Like, really, why are you here?" "I told you…" "Bullshit!" I scoffed. "You said you were going to stay just for that night. That's why I let you.." She stood up and inches closer to me, dangerously close! "Why are you hurting yourself this way?" It came out in a whisper and I curled my fist into a ball. "Get out, Maya!" "Out? Out where?"

says Dane lowly. The words dig into me deeper than the bullet from Cyprus's Sig. It hurts really bad. I want to rip my heart out from the throbbing inside. To escape it. "Now you know. So leave me to die," I say coldly. He stares at me, the grey hard and unforgiving. His whole body has withdrawn from me. As if he's repulsed. I bet he is. Why would he want to be near a monster like me? The thought, a thought I have, hurts the most. I guess the person that hurts you the most is yourself. Especially when you tell yourself you're not good enough.

"Suck it, or I'll make this hurt more." ‎ ‎ ‎

, he grumbled pulling my hand but I didn't open my fist. "You tell me what's bothering you first." "It's not the time to barter, Arielle. You are hurt." "So are you.", I sighed as a tear dropped from my eye. I pulled my hand back from his grip and stood to leave when he pulled me back and I landed on his lap. I turned my head away from him as I looked down to my left but before I could do anything he pulled me closer. "Why do you always hurt yourself for others?" He asked softly, I felt his lips touch my forehead."Why hurt yourself deliberately?"

I left Atlas in the kitchen after I said those words. I felt like if I stayed longer, my tears would stream down endlessly. I'm not mistaken, because after a few steps, my tears fell. It hurts. It hurts because I know that I'm just forcing myself to not be hurt by everything that's happening. I know that I'm cheating on myself, making me believe I'm strong and I will fight. But the truth is. . . I'm already wrecked, and I don't know if it's still possible to fix.

Her voice seemed to calm down a lot and her changing tone gave me strength. “Okay, I will give you anything you want, as long as you stay beside me. Just promise me, you will not leave me.” I looked straight into her eyes. She nodded without hesitation. Her answer embarrassed me. Did I deserve her love? She easily agreed to stay behind, and I used every means to keep her with me. But my selfish heart said that we deserved her more than anything. “They were here to hurt you because they wanted to hurt me,” I said calmly.

" Why are you yelling at me now? It's not my fault, is it? I just can't help it, I just can't help anything. I can't help myself from not wanting to stay away from him and I still can't help myself from getting hurt. I do not even understand what's wrong with me but this is so unfair. Not cool–" " Just zip your mouth shut. You know, I'm already so infuriated here before you took yourself and came to me. You think I'm gonna tell you sorry because of that guy again? I've told you. Just leave, go away from him and stop yourself from getting hurt!" " Stop saying it like it's so easy. It's not so easy as said, please Estelle! If it were you, if you were in my shoes, would it be so easy for you to