Your Feelings Are Valid Novels & Stories

anas ko. "So her feelings is more valid than mine? Iyon ba ang gusto mong palabasin? Hahayaan ko lang ba ang nangyari dahil sa mahal ko siya?" "Hindi gano'n ang ibig kung sabihin pre, hindi ko naman binabalewala ang nararamdaman mo eh. Ang sakin lang ay wala kayong maayos kung hindi niyo pag uusapan ang kung ano man na hindi niyo pagkakaunawaan. Hahayaan niyo pa bang masira kayo?" saad ko.

wika ko. “Dahil, tayo lang mga tao ang nag papa kumplikado ng ating nararamdaman. Hindi lahat ng bagay na ginawa sayo na masama ay gaganti ka. Sabi ko nga kung buhay ang kinuha buhay din ang kapalit. Yun ang valid reason pero kung maliit na bagay? Mas mabuting ayusin mo na lang ang sarili mo..” muling paliwanag ko at binasa ko na ito ng maayos.

Valid ba ang mga ginawa at sinabi ko dahil lang sa nasasaktan ako at nangungulila sa mga magulang ko? That even after everything that I said and did, there’s a part of me that still want to go back there. To tell him that I’m sorry and that I won’t do it again nor will I say anything like that ever again. But what about me? What about my pain? Ako lang naman ang nakakaintindi sa sarili ko at sa sakit na nararamdaman ko. And it was enough for me. What changed this time? Why does it seem like I want him to understand me, too? To believe me and tell me that my feelings are valid.

Yung pakiramdam na parang may dumating na bagyo at araw sa parehong oras. “Hindi ko alam anong mararamdaman ko,” mahina kong sabi. Lumuhod si Amy sa harap ko. Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. “Normal ‘yan,” sabi niya. “Lahat ng nararamdaman mo ngayon, valid.” Napaluha ako. “Hindi ko in-expect ‘to,” bulong ko. “Walang nag-eexpect,” sagot niya. “Pero hindi ibig sabihin mali.”

Walang buhay niyang sabi saka tumalikod na sa amin. Umalis ako na mabigat ang loob ko sa mga nangyari. Pero gaya ng sabi ko hindi ko masisisi si Amethyst sa kung anumang galit at hinanakit na naramdaman niya para sa amin. Her feeling are valid. The pain is valid and I respected that.

“No, I'm not drunk. Just cr*zy in love.” “She's also hurting you? Base on your action—” I shake my head. “He's,” napatigil siya sa pag-inom nang kape dahil sa sinabi ko. “But no, it just me being overdramatic.” Lumambot ang mukha nito. “Your feelings are valid. Don't let them invalidate your feelings.” Napangiti ako. “It was nice to have someone that know my secret." “You're still in the closet?” I sadly nodded. “Same,” he added and chucked.

I don't know his past, or what he's been through, all I know is he like it too much to fuck me behind or watch me moan. And other than that? Wala na, at wala rin akong balak na kilalanin ang taong gusto ako mas makilala dahil they want to see more of me. "I don't want to invalidate your feelings, everything you feel is valid," he pause and can't look at my face. Pero ilang segundo lang, umangat ang mukha n'ya at ngumiti ng payak sa akin. "Learn how to have mercy on your well being, not all people can tell you na you should take care of yourself too." Nagkibit balikat ako at muling sumimsim sa baso ko.

I have tried telling her about it but it’s either her or Bianca interrupts the plan. Inaamin ko rin na masyado akong nagpadala sa sakit ng loob ko. Pero hindi ba ako pwedeng makaramdam ng galit kahit minsan lang? I'm not invalidating other people's feelings, but I don't want my own feelings to be disregarded as well.

Pero hindi naman siguro masamang maging mahina minsan. "What you feel right now is normal for someone who's experiencing pain but you are not alone in this. We are here for you. You can talk to us, we are willing to listen." Doc Divine said, she even extender hand to hold mine. "Yours emotions are valid. Don't think that you are weak 'coz you are not. You are strong enough to get this far so don't give up."

Natatakot ako na baka panandalian lang 'to, na baka pag nagtagal kami, mapagod siya sa akin at bigla na lang akong iwanan. "Valid naman ang feelings mo, baby. Hindi mo naman kasalanan kung bakit ka kinakabahan pagdating sa relasyon. Siguro dahil sa nangyari sa 'yo dati. Kaya siguro nagdududa ka pa rin sa akin, at okay lang 'yan kasi feelings mo 'yan, at valid 'yan. Pwede tayong magtulungan para makabuo ng matibay na tiwala sa isa't isa," he said, his voice warm and reassuring. He pulled me closer, his arm wrapping around me. The familiar scent of his cologne, the feel of his strong embrace – it was a balm for my soul.