Your Worst Sin Is That You Betrayed Yourself For Nothing นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I whispered into the darkness of the room, the words a silent vow I would renew every single morning for the rest of my life. ​I wasn't a good man. I was under no illusions about my soul. The things I had done in London, the blood I had spilled on that white quartz floor, the lives I had systematically ruined to build this sanctuary—they were sins that would follow me to the grave and beyond. I was a man of shadows, a creature of the very world I had just destroyed. But as I held the woman who had learned to bite back, the woman who had looked into the abyss and told it to blink, I knew with a chilling certainty that I would do it all again.

I'd gone to his study to surprise him, only to find him bent over the design schematics for our rings. The original "Amor Aeternus" was crossed out. Replaced by that new line of Latin: Mea culpa, mea maxima culpa. My sin, my greatest sin. Five years. The guilt had never left him. Her shadow still loomed over everything between us. "Isabella?" the priest prompted gently. I lifted my head and looked out at the crowd. My father, Don Rossi, his eyes filled with expectation. The Moretti council, sitting ramrod straight, waiting for the answer that would end a decades-long war between our two families.

For once, I am going to be selfish and give up my only chance at happiness since everything I touch turns to shit. I betrayed my pack. I betrayed my family. I almost killed my mate. These things show how untrustworthy I am; Dimitri Volkov, the traitorous Gamma. A hollow feeling settles into my chest, and I breathe in the pain, so it sinks into my bones. I deserve this; I know I do.

The weight of regret settled on his shoulders, creating a chasm of emptiness in his heart. In the solitude of his cell, Matteo began to confront the darkness within himself. He questioned the motivations that had driven him to sacrifice his integrity, betray the trust of loved ones, and harm innocent people. He recognized the hollow victories he had achieved—the moments of fleeting triumph that crumbled beneath the weight of guilt and remorse.

I can’t believe that I went against everything that I had always told myself. I didn’t want a mate. I refused to have a mate. I was going to reject him but I still let him hang around to strengthen the pull between us. I actually told myself that I was going to wait and see where this went. And look at where it went. Look at where it took me. I am the one sitting here hurt, because I betrayed myself. I betrayed my feelings and my thoughts and I didn’t let myself stay true to who I was. I was such an idiot.

“I don't-” “I know, you don't believe me. But just know, that I have said a whole bunch of stupid shit in my time. And if you never believe a word I have ever said, then please just believe this. I am really, truly.. very, very sorry. I think you are an amazing, smart and extremely beautiful person, both inside and out. I thought I could fool around with you and be okay with it, but I couldn't and it frustrated me. That is why I was so horrible to you. Because I felt guilty and angry at myself for once again being a shit person and for bringing you into it with me. I betrayed my best friend in the world. The only person I feel like I can truly depend on and it shattered me. Then when I lost

Darius held him close, his own face pale. The Broker spoke again. “Painful truth that shames the speaker. The audience feels the genuine remorse. One confession remains. Speak your third and greatest sin, Guardian.” This was the worst one. The confession I’d never allowed myself to think about consciously because acknowledging it would mean accepting how dark I’d become. My hands shook. My breath came in short gasps. “My third sin,” I whispered, then forced myself to speak louder. “My third sin is about Sarah.” Darius’s entire body tensed.

“You’re angry with me because I betrayed you. It would be easy for me to ruin everything by confiding in your mother. I could destroy your pristine reputation and hurt your relationship. But I won’t. I could betray you again, but I don’t. I hope that makes up for what I did—by not ratting on you. And I’m gambling my life to do it.” I couldn’t look at her because it was such a deep wound. It was difficult for me to feel guilty about anything when I didn’t have a soul. But I certainly felt guilty about this. “Siena…that makes me feel like shit. And it makes me feel worse because it won’t change the outcome.” Her eyes fell in sadness. “I still believe in you, Cato. Even if you don’t believe in

And for the first time since the war began, I wasn’t sure if they hadn’t already won. “The worst betrayal isn’t from an enemy. It’s from the hand that once held yours.”

I became someone I no longer recognized, a man burdened with sins too heavy for anyone else to carry. In time, my life spiraled out of control. The betrayal of my own conscience led me down a path I hadn’t anticipated. I left the military, lost to my own demons, and found myself entangled in the very world I once fought against. The mafia became my refuge, a dark sanctuary where I tried to drown my guilt, my anger, and my sorrow. I became a sinner—willingly committing sins, crossing lines I never would have imagined as a soldier. I justified it then, telling myself it was all I deserved, that I was beyond redemption. But deep down, I was trapped in a web I couldn't escape.