Novel & Cerita Another Word For Missing You

Luha para sa naghihirap niyang damdamin. I miss you so much.

“Namiss kita.” Hiniram ko ang mga salita ng bayaw ko para kay Hope; ang mga simpleng salitang iyon ang nagsabi ng lahat ng gusto kong sabihin at lahat ng nararamdaman ko sa sandaling iyon. Namimiss ko si Jackie noong wala siya; nag-iwan siya ng kakulangan sa akin noong wala siya. “Namiss din kita.” Tumingkayad siya para halikan ang mga labi ko.

Hindi na sumagot ang dalaga bagkus ay muli niyang hinarap ang puntod ng ina saka nagwika. "Things will never be the same without you, mom, and you leaving us has left a deep void in our hearts. We all miss you and wish you did not have to leave us so soon. Time is supposed to heal wounds, mom, but it seems as though all it does is make me miss you even more each day that you are gone. Sweet memories of you keep us going even when the pain of losing you is still so fresh in our hearts. Mom, we miss you so much. I have wept, I have cried, and I have grieved for you. My heart is in pain, and I miss you so much, mom. Oh, mom, why did you have to leave so soon? Just when I was finally beginning

Hinayaan lang nila akong umiyak nang umiyak. Why did you leave me, Luna? Why did you do this to me? Please. I don't want to live without you in my life. How am I supposed to laugh without your silliness? How am I suppose to smile without seeing your face? How am I suppose to live...without you by my side? Who am I without you?

Baka kung ano ang masabi ko. I miss you, Mom and Dad. I don't know how long I will be able to hold it together without you here to support me. I don't know who I can lean on when I'm feeling lonely. I know that you are always with me in spirit, and I can feel your love even from miles away. I am so grateful for all the memories we have shared, and I will always carry them close to my heart. You both mean the world to me and I will never forget all that you have done for me. I just want you to know that you are both loved and missed. ***

Pinikit niya ang kanyang mga mata at dinama ang yakap ng kaibigan na palaging nandiyan sa panahon na kailangan niya ng tulong at masasandalan. Naramdaman niya ang paghaplos nito sa kanyang buhok habang siya naman ay pikit matang nakasandal sa dibdib nito. Hindi niya maitatanggi ang nararamdamang pagka-miss dito. “I miss you,” he said. “I miss you more.”

Wika nito. "Sunod-sunod ang lakad mo. Magpahinga ka kapag may free time ka." Sabi ko sa kanya. "Yeah," mahinang sagot nito, "I miss you, Muffin." Napatikhim ako. "Ilang araw ka pa lang d'yan." Saad ko.

Sobra-sobra na ang sakit kapag naiisip niya ito at nangungulilaan. "God. I miss you so much, I m-miss you . . ." Mahigpit niyang niyakap si Amelie. Hindi niya na halos napansin na naiipit niya na ito. Ayaw niya itong bitiwan dahil natatakot siya na baka mawala na naman ito sa kaniya. Baka hindi na naman niya ito makita. "T-Tristan—"

Walang salita niya akong kinabig para sa isang mahigpit na yakap. "I missed my best friend so much, Silas... It's been months, wala pa rin akong balita tungkol sa kanya... I've been contacting her number and trying to message her emails but I received nothing at all. Hindi ako mapapanatag, araw-araw kong iniisip kung nasaan ba siya, kung maayos ba siya, kung may kaibigan ba siyang nasasandalan. Lahat." Humikbi ako. "Hindi naman talaga madali ang pinagdaanan niya, lalo na sa pamilya niya. I know that she's strong and independent but she's also a crying baby when things gets rough..."