Novel & Cerita Apology Lyrics

My throat ran dry and I was immediately lost for words. "I'm sorry for talking too much. Naiintindihan ko naman kung hindi mo na ako gusto matapos ang lahat. I just really want to apologize to you so that I won't have any regrets anymore." Pilit siyang ngumiti bago umambang aalis na ngunit agad kong hinawakan ang kanyang kamay at muli siyang hinila papalapit sa akin.

Kinlick niya iyon at nakitang nag-issue na nga ng statement si Noah ngunit ang nakasulat ay: “I’m sorry. I’m sorry everyone, because my private matters have taken up public resources, and I have brought a negative impact to society. Hereby, I sincerely apologize to everyone. At the same time, gusto ko ring mag-sorry sa asawa ko. I’m sorry, binigo kita sa loob ng maraming taon, and I am willing to accept any punishment. All the mistakes are caused by me alone. Sila ang biktima dito, mga inosente sila.” Natigilan si Ryan. matapos basahin ng tatlong beses para masigurong hindi siya nagkamali, bigla siyang sumigaw, “nababaliw na ba si Noah?”

Binalingan ko siya at binigyan ng tipid na ngiti. "Hindi ako nandito para doon. Kung gusto mo pati si Vivian ipakulong mo okey lang sakin hindi kita pipigilan" His words made me stop. He what? oh my nudenesss! I must be dreaming right now right? "Don't make me laugh. What exactly do you want?" I calmly ask him. "To apology" he bitterly said. 'Apology' 'Apology' 'Apology' I don't know what I should feel right now. Why so sudden? Changes of heart? Funny.

In a slow motion movement, without hesitation, lumingon siya at patakbong lumapit sa ama na napatda rin ng mapagsino ang kasama ng yaya "Dad, I know, I don’t deserve your forgiveness. But where will I go without you? How can I live without you? Please forgive me. I am asking for your apology. I know I have done wrong. Will you please forgive me? Daddy, you are a big-hearted man. Everybody knows that, can you please forgive me and give me a last chance? I am really sorry. I will never do this again. I am very much ashamed and sad. Please give me another chance. I will not do this again. I know you will never be able to forgive my actions, but I hope the tears in my eyes will make you forgive

Kita ko naman ang paghaplos ni Clever kay Claver, parang nalulusaw ang puso ko sa nakikita ko, para rin akong sinaksak ng mga karayom. "I-I'm sorry my twin, please forgive me. I can't tell you about this, I'm scared, I'm scared of what will happen ... I don't want you to hurt, please forgive me for not telling you about this," Clever pleaded with him. "It hurts me too, too much. I also lost a family, Clave, you're not the only one who's hurting ... If I could just catch all the pain, including the one you feel did because I don't want to see you like this, I get hurt every time you get hurt."

Pulang-pula iyon at malungkot na malungkot. "P-please, don't give up . . . Please, don't leave me . . . don't leave us. I'm sorry for giving you a hard time. I'm sorry for everything. I'm so sorry for being so fucking selfish, but I can't do this on my own. Hindi ko kaya nang wala ka . . ." He begged and tears spilt over and flowed down his face like a river escaping a dam. A solemn tear fell down my cheek; my body looked calm compared to how tangled my mind was.

If I can't forgive, then I will forget. Mas lalo pang gumaan ang loob ko nang bumisita sa ospital ang mga magulang ni Dexon. I thought that his Mom is still mad at me, but she ran to me crying and saying sorry for everything. Humingi siya ng tawad sa pag-sampal, pagsabi ng masasakit na salita, at pag-iwas saakin. I am not mad for what she did to me but I really appreciate her apology. Nagalit lang daw siya dahil bigla akong umalis, pero hindi pa rin daw mawawala ang pagmamahal niya saakin. Naiintindihan ko naman kung bakit siya nagalit at tanggap ko na nagkasala rin ako.

Nang nag sisimula na ang music ay nag salita muna ako. " Good evening everyone.. I didicated this song for my mother.. Inay.. i miss you so much... And I love you... This song is for you." saad ko bago nag simulang kumanta. " She's gone... Out of my life.. I was wrong.. I'm to blame.. I was so untrue.. I can't live without her love... In my life.. there's just an empty space.. All my dreams are lost.. I'm wasting away.. For give me.. Girl... Lady....Won't you save me.. My heart's belong to you... Lady,Can you forgive me.. For all I've done to you.. Lady, oh lady..

“I’m not asking for forgiveness yet. I’m not asking for anything. I just… want you to know the truth. And that I never stopped caring. Never.” Napangiti ako ng bahagya, pilit ang kalmado. Ngunit sa ilalim ng mga mata, sa tibok ng dibdib, ramdam ko ang bawat pangako na nakatago sa kanyang mga salita. Hindi pa ito tapos. Ang kanyang apology ay unfinished. May kasamang lihim, may kasamang init, at may kasamang pangako na sa hinaharap, hindi ko alam kung makakaya kong tanggapin o hindi.

Hindi ko kayang iparamdam iyon kay Jolina. "Ramdam ko Gabriel, ramdam na ramdam ko yung galit mo. How many times do I have to apologize for you to forgive me? Do I have to beg or kneel? Because if it is the only way, I will do it. Just please forgive me for leaving you." Desperadang sambit nito. Mabilis itong umakto na luluhod sa harapan ko. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at bago pa ito tuluyang makaluhod ay pinigilan ko ito.