Apology Lyrics Novels & Stories

Pulang-pula iyon at malungkot na malungkot. "P-please, don't give up . . . Please, don't leave me . . . don't leave us. I'm sorry for giving you a hard time. I'm sorry for everything. I'm so sorry for being so fucking selfish, but I can't do this on my own. Hindi ko kaya nang wala ka . . ." He begged and tears spilt over and flowed down his face like a river escaping a dam. A solemn tear fell down my cheek; my body looked calm compared to how tangled my mind was.

If I can't forgive, then I will forget. Mas lalo pang gumaan ang loob ko nang bumisita sa ospital ang mga magulang ni Dexon. I thought that his Mom is still mad at me, but she ran to me crying and saying sorry for everything. Humingi siya ng tawad sa pag-sampal, pagsabi ng masasakit na salita, at pag-iwas saakin. I am not mad for what she did to me but I really appreciate her apology. Nagalit lang daw siya dahil bigla akong umalis, pero hindi pa rin daw mawawala ang pagmamahal niya saakin. Naiintindihan ko naman kung bakit siya nagalit at tanggap ko na nagkasala rin ako.

Nang nag sisimula na ang music ay nag salita muna ako. " Good evening everyone.. I didicated this song for my mother.. Inay.. i miss you so much... And I love you... This song is for you." saad ko bago nag simulang kumanta. " She's gone... Out of my life.. I was wrong.. I'm to blame.. I was so untrue.. I can't live without her love... In my life.. there's just an empty space.. All my dreams are lost.. I'm wasting away.. For give me.. Girl... Lady....Won't you save me.. My heart's belong to you... Lady,Can you forgive me.. For all I've done to you.. Lady, oh lady..

“I’m not asking for forgiveness yet. I’m not asking for anything. I just… want you to know the truth. And that I never stopped caring. Never.” Napangiti ako ng bahagya, pilit ang kalmado. Ngunit sa ilalim ng mga mata, sa tibok ng dibdib, ramdam ko ang bawat pangako na nakatago sa kanyang mga salita. Hindi pa ito tapos. Ang kanyang apology ay unfinished. May kasamang lihim, may kasamang init, at may kasamang pangako na sa hinaharap, hindi ko alam kung makakaya kong tanggapin o hindi.

Hindi ko kayang iparamdam iyon kay Jolina. "Ramdam ko Gabriel, ramdam na ramdam ko yung galit mo. How many times do I have to apologize for you to forgive me? Do I have to beg or kneel? Because if it is the only way, I will do it. Just please forgive me for leaving you." Desperadang sambit nito. Mabilis itong umakto na luluhod sa harapan ko. Nanlaki ang mga mata ko at bago pa ito tuluyang makaluhod ay pinigilan ko ito.

And just like him, hindi rin umabot sa mga mata niya ang ngiting ‘yon. “I’m sorry for being a pain in the ass these past few months to you,” he said. “But I’m saying sorry sincerely this time. I don’t want to cause further drama. I just want to sincerely apologize. For cheating on you and for hurting you. For forcing things that I know there’s no hope to come back. I’m so sorry.

Kahit mahina at paos ito ay umaangat pa rin ang lamig at ganda ng kanyang boses. Nothin'. This should be nothin' to a love like what we got. Oh, baby I know sometimes It's gonna rain But baby, can we make up now 'Cause I can't sleep through the pain Girl, I don't wanna go to bed And I don't want you to go to bed No, I don't wanna go to bed And I don't want you to go to bed Oh, no, no, no

Nanahimik si Apollo at tanging ang marahang paghikbi lamang niya ang maririnig nang mga oras na iyon. "Damn!" Dinig niya ang pagsuntok ni Apollo sa pader dahil sa frustation na nararamdaman. Maya-maya pa ay umupo ito sa tabi niya at hinaplos ang kanyang likod. "I-i'm sorry, Adella. I was just..." hindi maituloy ni Apollo ang gustong sabihin. Kahit siya ay naguguluhan sa kanyang nararamdaman. Maybe...

“Gusto mo ba sabihin ko na, layuan mo na si Jami at huwag na huwag kakausapin— tingin mo makikinig ka? Tingin mo ba lalayo ka? Hindi ‘di ba?” Sumbat ko pa tsaka ko nasapo ang mulha. “I wish you didn’t just open up the topic I’m forgetting for a week.” Singhal ko. “I’m sorry—“ “Yeah, sorry. How many times do you have to apologize to realize that you’re fucking hurting me? That I am hurt? That I am crying because of you everyday?” Nagtatampo at masama ang loob kong sabi.