Darkness Comprehended It Not の小説・ストーリー

It is so black that my brain cannot comprehend what it is looking at. I think about my family and what they're doing. I wonder if they're panicking over my disappearance or if they even know that I'm gone at all. This place defies all logic, and when considering time, I've concluded that it doesn't exist here. Nothing really exists here. This place—this darkness is nothing. It reminds me of the blankness of my coma. The only thing that would reflect progression is the size of my belly, but it doesn't grow. Yet, I still feel life inside, and that keeps me going.

I sigh. He gives me a wide smile, one that makes my heart beat faster. "Whoever said darkness is evil did not have the depth of mind to cross the line and go beyond his own limitations. Darkness is much more than a behavioral tendency, it is a world trapped inside a universe itself; where humanity and any other race chooses to hide its most decadent thoughts, needs, and desires... Darkness is only a different way of experiencing things, it is a new veil that can be used to wake up other senses... It is in you, in me, in all of us..."

The darkness pressed in. Thick. Heavy. Alive. Lyla stood motionless, her breath steady despite the wrongness that wrapped around her like unseen chains. The voice inside her head was her own, but not hers echoed through the vast nothingness that surrounded her. "You do not understand what you have become." She clenched her fists, her claws flexing. She did not like being told what she did and did not understand. “I know exactly what I am.” The darkness shuddered.

before blacking out this is all managed to get in the darkness. . . . . . . . .

“Understanding.” That didn’t make sense. “You don’t need me to understand anything,” I said. “You’re already controlling everything.” Silence. Then. “Not everything.” My grip tightened. That was new. That meant something. “What does that mean?” I asked. No answer. Instead. Another message. “Walk forward.” I looked up into the darkness. Forward? I couldn’t see anything. Not the table. Not the wall. Nothing. “You want me to walk blind?” I asked.

But his words never came out. The darkness closed in completely.

I whispered, my voice filled with gratitude. "Even if I had asked for your help, I realize now that there was nothing you could have done. The Darkness had taken hold, and no amount of coaxing or reassurance could have dislodged it from my mind. I was clinging to it, unwilling to let go." I admitted, the truth finally dawning on me, as I truly acknowledged it for the first time.

He tries to speak but the world remains silent. The darkness overtakes him. And he never saw the light again

Darkness. Everything went black.

I just didn’t know yet… …how deep the darkness truly went.