Dreaming Of Drowning นิยาย & เรื่องราว

79 Halos hinihingal ako pagkagising ko kinabukasan. I can't believe my dream right now. Napasinghab ako at hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko. What the hell? Why do I have a dream like that? What the hell is that? I closed my eyes tightly because I could feel the wetness of my underwear.

“I don’t know. Siguro yung mukhang motivated man lang. Not unlike your look right now. Dinaig mo pa ang kakagaling lang sa break up.” Napabuga siya ng hangin at napasandal sa swivel chair. “I’m not getting a decent sleep lately,” aniya. “Work? Dude, I already told you to—” “No, it’s not,” he said, cutting him off. Nahilot niya bigla ang sentido. “I keep on having this dream—like there was this girl who was crying and she kept on telling me that she wanted us to go home. But the next thing I knew she was already lying in a pool of blood.”

The idea of it makes me want to like it too; wanting to love it. Pero tulad ng isang mababaw na paghanga, unti-unti iyong nawala... I was drowned, deep... that I can't stay afloat. Worst of all, I was drowning alone. At hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin ako nakakaahon.

sabi ni Diabolos sa sarili niya habang inaayos niya ang kontrata niya. Drowned in the Sea of Flames was about a man who dominated the league in swimming international tournaments but accidentally drowned his opponent while practicing in the pool late at night before the tournament begins because it frightened him he would easily overthrow him. After killing an innocent person, the man was so terrified that he fled the crime scene immediately.

I can barely see in the darkness, the light is so dim my heart beats faster. In movies, drowning is loud and splashy; someone cries and waves their arms, then dives beneath the waves and emerges in a dramatic manner, while those on the shore race to save them. But I drown in silent; there's no one to save me. My movements are delicate, and they produce very little noise—just how we keep our problems sometimes.

A vortex that is so dark, no light could ever passed through it. I can't breath. Pain slices my ribs, I'm drowing with mud and filth. Sinubukan kong lumangoy, inapuhap ng mga kamay ko ang dulo kung saan alam kong may isang tabla ang naroon. I gasped and swim with all my might. Balot ng kadiliman ang paligid pero hindi ako nagpatinag o huminto. Nang makapa ko ang isang patag na bato, nahahapong iniangat ko ang sarili.

Binuhat niya ito na para bang ito ang pinakamahalagang bagay sa mundo. Pumasok sa bibig at ilong ko ang tubig bago pa man ako makasigaw. Sinubukan kong lumutang, pero ayaw sumunod ng katawan ko. Humahampas lang ang mga kamay ko sa ibabaw ng tubig pero hindi ako makaahon. I was sinking! At ang pinakamasakit sa lahat? Ni minsan ay hindi lumingon sa akin si Anthon. "Angelique, gumising ka! Please, gumising ka!" hiyaw ni Anthon, basag ang boses sa desperasyon, like she was the love of his life. And there I was, his girlfriend of four years... still struggling in the pool, drowning.

Water rushed into my ears, muting the sounds around me. Mas lalo akong nag-panic nang hindi na ako makahinga ng maayos. My breaths came out as sharp gasps, desperate to keep myself afloat. I tried to kick my legs harder, but the heavy fabric was pulling me down faster than I could fight against it. “No, no, no!” I muttered, coughing out water that had started to fill my lungs. I could barely keep my head above the surface. “Kendra!” sinubukan ko pa ring sumigaw, desperadang makaalis sa tubig. “Please, help me! I can’t swim!”

She didn't know how to swim, she afraid of sea. "Tulong! T-tulong!" She can't breathe, she don't want to die. She want her baby out of this world. "Xylona! Xylona, gumising ka! Baby, wake up!" Bigla siyang napa bangon sa sigaw ni Haydyn. It was just a dream. Hingal siyang napayakap sa asawa. Kinuha niya ang tubig na inabot sa kanya ng asawa at ininom ito. Wala siya sa sariling napasandal sa headboard ng kama.

I drowned deeper, the water engulfed me, and my body became paralyzed to the point where I couldn't move a muscle. I can hear a painful sound, tila tunog ng nasisirang makina na bumibingi sa akin. My head aches because of too much pain, I tightly shut my eyes. The pain is unbearable. I almost lost my senses. I badly want to struggle and swim, but I know my body has given up. My body has reached its limit. I have completely fallen. ________ I woke up from a nightmare. Another nightmare? No, because it's the same nightmare I've had since the day I woke up three years ago. My head ached as I moved and made my way downstairs.