Even If I Regret It Now Novel

Life was perfect for Alison Jade Jorgensen, an eighteen-year-old who had everything she could ever ask for - wealth, beauty, and attention. As the only child of a wealthy family, she was the apple of everyone's eye. Despite her privileged life, Alison remained an innocent girl, unaware of the harsh realities of the world. But everything changed when her beloved grandfather passed away a month before summer. Grief-stricken, Alison isolated herself behind the walls of her bedroom, unable to cope with the loss. Enter Jared Thompson, a twenty-five-year-old man who lived for nothing but pleasure. When Alison finally ventures out into the world, Jared becomes her distraction from the pain of her grandfather's passing. But what if Jared ends up causing more damage to Alison than she has already suffered? What if he becomes the source of her destruction?

"I'm not asking you to love me back, but to give me a second chance to make things right and prove to you how much I love you." "I can't. You broke me beyond repair, and I never want to go through such again." In a world where a fated mate does not exist, Emily finds herself in an abusive marriage after her husband the famous Alpha Tyler claims to have found his fated mate. At first, it felt like a dream but it soon became a nightmare. He had promised to love her, yet with another lady by his side and with the constant persuasion of his mother. Emily's life is taken away in her abusive home which was once loving. Given another chance by the moon goddess, Emily returns, not to find her fated mate, but to seek revenge. Unfortunately, there are other plans set aside for Emily as fate decided to give her the life she never wished for again after once robbing her of joy.

1. Meski rindu ini terus datang menyapa, aku masih berharap untuk bisa melepaskan rindu ini. Denganmu aku tahu, bahwa bahagia ternyata sesederhana ini Ah.. menghirup harum petrikor di tengah Musim hujan yang sejuk ini mengembalikanku akan kenangan tiga tahun lalu. Sudah selama itu tapi rasanya masih melekat dalam benakku. Gadis manis dengan surai coklat dan mata hazelnya menghantui pikiranku. Entah magic apa yang ia lakukan padaku aku tidak bisa berhenti memikirkannya. Tak tau berapa lama aku duduk di cafe Moidef, disebelah meja yang di atasnya terdapat 3 cangkir kosong yang tadinya berisi kopi pagi ini, kalau ada dia pasti dia akan memarahiku. Aku tersenyum mengingat itu. Tak ingin terlarut dalam angan, aku segera melihat jam di tangan ku yang telah menunjukkan angka tiga . Ah... jam tiga di musim hujan. Jam tiga. Aku dan dia. Di tengah sejuknya udara sehabis hujan turun. Tak ayal ingatanku kembali pada kilas masa lalu. Surabaya, 15 desember 2017 "Ayo tambahin kecepatannya dong...!" Teriak nya.

copyright (Warning this is a dark God and Goddess novel. This is all war and manipulation. It won't be pretty at times and it may make your cringe but every scene has a purpose. You just have to keep reading to find out more) Mazaya(masaya) is the goddess of wisdom and creation she's anything but normal. she's emotionally unstable because She holds too much power. She's the only God that was born with a dark god and light God parent. It was never heard of before her. So that explains why she is the most powerful God in existence. Right? Not really because nothing is as it seems. Gods are manipulating each other left and right to prevent complete control. Things you think you know turn out to be a spell caused to protect the world. The only truth is the what they are living now. The past could be lies and there's only one way to find out the truth, to go along Mazaya's journey. One thing is true though She only has one weakness and when the most powerful Gods find it out they work to exploit it so they can control everything. The person who possesses her rules all. Will Mazaya be a pawn in this war against Gods or will she be able to free herself from some of the most ruthless Gods in existence. It' starts off slow but once you get into it it heats up and gets intense. nothing is as it seems in a world full of the most powerful gods. There will be sex scenes and at times it will seem out of there but this is a world of Dark Gods not weak mortals. And what is the way to ones soul? sex and manipulation.

Three years after our breakup, I never thought I would see Connor Rogers again. He was no longer the ordinary man I knew; he was now untouchable, the head of a powerful corporation. And me? I was broke, scrambling every day just to survive. Every ounce of my pain traced back to him. I once loved him with everything I had. Now that love had curdled into hate. I straddled him, naked, and drove him wild with desire. I leaned down and whispered in his ear. “Give me the contract.” The moment his eyes clouded over, I knew I had won. The smile I gave him was one I’d rehearsed a hundred times, until it looked real. No one saw what lay behind it: my mother’s death, and the child I lost at eight months. Our child. Connor’s fiancée once destroyed me, simply because I still loved him. But she can’t touch me anymore. Now he was the one begging me to come back, heartbroken, even willing to defy his family for me. When he held out a massive diamond ring and asked me to marry him, I hesitated.

Indira Parmadita, sudah hampir 3 tahun ia menjadi pekerja paruh waktu. Lebih tepatnya, seorang pengangguran yang bekerja asal ada pekerjaan yang datang padanya. Kerja serabutan nama kerennya. Satya Gusmananda, menjadi pemilik sekaligus CEO dari hotel dan apartemen Lilac. Dulunya. Setelah kabar kematiannya telah diumumkan secara resmi, di seluruh surat kabar ataupun televisi swasta. Namun, sebuah kabar miring muncul. Jika ruangan bekas Satya telah didatangi hantunya. Tidak ada yang berani mengambil alih posisi jabatan Satya. Atau malah nyawa mereka taruhannya. Jadilah perusahaan tanpa CEO di dalamnya. Pihak keluarga hanya dapat meng-handle hotel dan apartemen dari luar. Karena rumor mengenai 'hantu' itu, beberapa pegawai memilih untuk resign. 'Dibutuhkan segera pegawai tetap untuk pendamping CEO. Syarat utama: Disiplin, tepat waktu, berpenampilan menarik, dan indigo. Gaji: 50 juta/bulan.' "Serius syaratnya cuma begini doang? Dapat gaji sampai 50 juta?!"

Tiba-tiba, “I miss you.” Shoan, siswa pindahan mengatakan hal yang tak lazim itu di hari pertama bertemu Ana. Ana keheranan dengan Shoan yang seakan mengenalnya sudah lama, bahkan memiliki kalung peninggalan Ibu Ana. Mencari tahu penyebab kematian Ibunya, Ana menjelajah waktu ke masa lalu dan bertemu Shoan. Di masa kritisnya, Ibu Ana malah berterima kasih telah diberi kesempatan hidup lebih panjang dan menitipkan Ana pada Shoan. Siapa Shoan sebenarnya? Apa yang sebenarnya terjadi di balik kematian Ibu Ana?

21++ Mohon yang masih di bawah umur menjauh dulu, ya. Terimakasih.=========Jane, gadis cantik dan seksi yang memiliki talenta luar biasa dalam hal design. Dia dijuluki 'genius sketcher' saat kuliah. Namun sebuah tragedi membuatnya terpaksa harus mengubur impiannya menjadi seorang designer profesional.Untuk bertahan hidup, dia terpaksa menjadi 'ghost designer', membuat rancangan atas permintaan designer-designer terkenal.Ketika menemui salah satu klien, Jane nyaris dilecehkan. Ia berhasil menyelamatkan diri. Dalam upaya melarikan diri, ia bertemu sosok bermata biru yang 3 tahun lalu pernah menjanjikan mimpi yang indah untuk Jane.Akankah Jane mampu mewujudkan impiannya kembali?

Emily Grace, seorang gadis berusia 25 tahun yang tidak memiliki pengalaman percintaan. Hidupnya tiba-tiba harus berubah drastis setelah bertemu dengan Harold Spears. Harold Spears, seorang model dan aktor papan atas. Ia memiliki segalanya kecuali kasih sayang. Ibunya baru saja meninggal, dan ia sekarang sedang mencari keberadaan ayahnya yang tak pernah ia temui sebelumnya. Harold tak pernah benar-benar tertarik dengan seorang gadis. Hingga akhirnya seorang gadis menciumnya di sebuah club malam dan menghilang.

Reyna Cage, a devoted housewife who has always strived to keep her marriage alive, finds her husband cheating on her. She demands a divorce because she's tired and can't continue with the marriage but Alexander refuses. Reyna leaves the house in tears and she collides with a stroke of luck that changed her life drastically. Three years later, Reyna returns and Alexander Cage is in a jaw-dropping shock when his wife gets announced as Mrs. Reyna Hudson, the sole heir to the Hudson vast fortunes. How is Alexander going to take this news? Would he believe it or would he realize his past mistakes and ask for a second chance? A chance to turn all his wrongs into right and become a changed person for good. A chance to treat her better than the way he did before, to love, care, and remain a faithful perfect husband towards her? Would Reyna grant him this chance?