Novel & Cerita For My Abandoned Love

Dahil sa sobrang pagod buong maghapon ay napag-desisyonan ko ng magpahinga upang may lakas ako bukas dahil bukas ang unang araw ng klase namin, kahit na maraming kaguluhan at hindi maipaliwanag na pangyayari sa buhay ko ay kailangan ko parin magpatuloy. Paakyat palang ako sa kwarto ngunit nang nasa hagdan na ako, isang maliit na hangin ang tumama sa pagitan ng leeg at tenga ko. Hindi ko alam kung ang mga salitang narinig ko ay dala lang ng pagod o guni-guni ko lang. “Please comeback, My Princess.”

"I want you to come back and carry me home Away from these long lonely nights I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too? Does the feeling seem oh so right? And what would you say, if I called on you now Saying that I can't hold on There's no easy way, it gets harder each day Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you I know you were right, believing for so long I'm all out of love, what am I without you? I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong" Tumayo na siya at napapahagulgol siya sa gitna ng kaniyang pagkanta.

Goodbye my luckless love story, thank you for painting memories with me. END :)

Sobrang taas ng energy ko na hindi magkamayaw ang pagkanta ko. stumble and fall But I give you it all I am a woman in love And I do anything To get you into my world And hold you within It's a right I defend Over and over again What do I do? With you eternally mine In love there is No measure of time We planned it all at the start That you and I Live in each other's hearts We may be oceans away You feel my love I hear what you say No truth is ever a lie I stumble and fall

Sana naisip man lang niya ang nararamdaman ko kung sakaling may mangyaring masama sa kanya. Sana wala naman. “I hate you…you abandoned me!” Kahit isang araw ko pa lang siyang hindi nakakasama ay napakabigat na sa pakiramdam. Sobrang miss ko na siya at gusto ko siyang panggigilan. Narinig ko ang kaluskos ng pagbukas ng pinto. Pinunasan ko ang pisngi ko at sumandal sa may kama.

Ngiting kilig na kilig si Sam "Aber? Tj, tell us!" Flashback… Pareho kaming may tama na, but I don't why he still wants to sit and hold that guitar. Don't go tonight~ Stay here one more time~ I started to cry, as he sang Love Is Gone, a song by Dylan Mathew and SLANDER. That your love is gone~ "Despite everything that has happened in our past, can we start over again?" I smiled, and nodded…. before I actually gave him a hug. End of Flashback...

" 🎶You promised the world and I fell for it I put you first and you adored it Set fires to my forest And you let it burn Sang off-key in my chorus🎶 "When you left me, when you chose Mira, you left me no choice but to kill all of the love I have for you, so I hope you will forgive me if I say this" I told him. To love, love, yeah To love, love, yeah To love, yeah I needed to hate you to love me, yeah To love, love, yeah To love, love, yeah To love, yeah I needed to lose you to love me🎶

Da/ing ko sa kaniya. “Sabihin mo sa akin para maging malinaw. Do you love me or not? Gusto ko lang malaman ang nararamdaman mo para sa akin, Claire. Tang ina kahit masakit, kahit alam kong mahahawakan ka na naman ni Gabriel nilunok ko ang pride ko dahil mahal kita! Gabi-gabi akong pinapatay ng imahinasyon ko kapag alam kong magkasama kayo ni Gabriel. Kung ano-ano na ang pumapasok sa isip ko pero wala akong magawa dahil gusto mong maghiganti. Ang hindi ko lang matanggap, malaya ka na namang nahahawakan ni Gabriel pero bakit kailangan mong ibigay ang sarili mo sa iba habang alam mong nandito lang ako para sayo!”

tili nito ng makatalikod na siya, napangisi siya bago nilingon ang dalaga. "Pupunta na ako ng kwarto ko para makapag-pahinga. Huwag mong subukang gisingin ako kung ayaw mong ihiga kita sa mismong kama at ibabawan," aniya bago ito tinalikuran. Pagpasok niya sa sariling kwarto ay napangisi siya bago napakagat sa sariling labi. He wants to taste that sweet lips of Xandra again.

sabi niya Wala akong ibang masabi. S***a iba talaga ako pati tong si sir nahulog sa kagandahan ko char. "But I love someone else." sabi ko at ngumiti, kita ko ang lungkot sa kaniyang mga mata "I know im sorry." sabi niya "If I had a song for you This is it dandelions It tells what I can't tell to you Whenever you are always remember that I still exist.