For My Abandoned Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Tumayo ako sa inuupuan ko at pumunta sa stage para mag-gitara kahit tapos na ang gig ko wala naman ng gaanong tao sa bar 6:00pm to 2:00am / 2:00am to 6:00am ang open nito. I'm Mr. Lonely, that's always been there, man Like, took all the bullshit Yeah, I woke up in the middle of the night And I noticed my love wasn't by my side Tryin' ta figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause ever since my love left me My whole life came crashing and I'm so May bago akong nabuong kanta na sumagi sa isip ko. Napatingin ako sa taong pumalakpak sa akin nakita ko si Helga nakatayo sa harap ko.

Gagaralgal ang boses ko. I close my eyes. Pinipilit kong alisin sa isipan ko ang nag-iisang lalaki na gumugulo dito. ♬♩I was here, you we're there, guess we never could agree. While the sun sunshines in you I need some love to rain on me. Still i sit all alone, wishing all my feelings we're gone. I give my best to you, nothing for me to do .. But have one last cry, one last cry.

“I have to find a way to save us.” Napailing sa kanya ang lalaki. Napabuntonghininga bago nag-iwas ng tingin. Lumagok ito ng shot ng vodka. “Love . . .” Pumalatak ito. “I’ll be damned.” #

And of course, I agreed to that. I need to save money for my son. Kahit naman ngayon na nagkakausap na kami nina Daddy, masama pa rin ang loob ko. Kahit lagi na nila kaming binibisita ni Rouge, may galit pa rin ako. They abandoned me. I mean, yes I am at fault for being pregnant while using their precious name. Pero, masisisi ba nila ako? Hindi ko rin naman ito gusto but I don't have a choice. I don't want to abort the unborn child. It's my flesh—my blood.

Let's not see each other again! Nang bubuksan ko na yung main door agad naman ako hinila nito sa braso at niyakap. Look Love?. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry for what happen last night Macey. Please forgive me, pananagutan kita. Pakiusap nito sa akin Nothing will change, nakuha muna mister, I need to go. I love you Macey, mahal na kita, Im sorry. Bigla naman nagpanting ang tenga ko sa pag iloveyou nya, kaya agad ko ito natulak pero deep inside parang kinilig ako. Che!

Got me frozen in my tracks So amazed how you take me back Each and every time our love collapsed." "Statue, stuck staring right at you So when I'm lost for words Every time I disappoint you It's just cause I can't believe that you're so beautiful Don't wanna lose you, no Ask myself why are you even with me After all the sh*t I put you through." Napatawa naman ako ng mahina, shit talaga ah. "Why did you make your heart song with me It's like you're living in an igloo

Nakaramdam siya ng safety sa yakap nito kaya ang nagmamatigas niyang katawan ay biglang sumuko and she laid her body against him, ngunit agad siyang napaigtad nang maramdaman ang paghaplos ng palad nito sa likuran niya pababa sa kanyang balakang while confessing his feelings for her. “I love you Ahtisa,” “We…wait Maverick. Masyado ka yatang mabilis.” “Oh, I’m sorry,” agad na inihinto nito ang paghaplos sa likuran niya paibaba at muli siyang niyakap ngunit mabilis siyang kumawala dito. “I can do it slow if you wanted, just tell me.” “No Maverick, it’s not what you’re thinking. I’m here to tell you something.”

Sumilay ang magandang ngiti sa labi niya bago niya sinapo ang batok ko at pinagdikit ang tungki ng aming ilong “I love you so much, Amore,” halos sa pabulong na sabi niya. Ramdam ko tuloy ang maiinit niyang hininga. Nagdulot iyon nang kiliti din kaya napapikit na ako. “Nothing and no one could ever pull you away from me.”

tanong ko sa kaniya. “Bakit ka naman mai-in love sa taong hanap lang sa ‘yo ang katawan mo? Same goes to them, bakit naman sila mai-in love kung ang hanap lang sa kanila ay katawan nila. Once nawala ang lib*g wala na rin ang pakiramdam,” wika niya sa akin. “Kaya what happens that night, stays that night dahil ang nararamdaman ninyo noon ay lib*g at hindi pagmamahal,” wika niya sa akin.

Dama niya kung gaano kalalim ang pagmamahal nito sa kanya. “Vanessa, you are one historic tattoo artist. You penetrated not just my skin but you pierced through my heart and my soul. Para kang tinta na hindi mabura-bura sa isipan at puso ko. You left an indelible mark in my whole being na kahit gaano ko i*****k sa sarili ko na galit ako sa’yo noong mga panahong iyon, but I couldn’t. I just couldn’t.” Suminghot itong muli at lumanghap ng hangin. “Until, it became impossible for me to breathe without you. I love you, Van, at ipinapangako ko na mamahalin kita nang habangbuhay.”