His Loss Novels & Stories

Bumuntong hininga ako as I made a long sad face, "I.. I actually can't believe any of this. I was shock, I thought he just got himself injured a little from the accident. I thought it wasn't that big deal... Nagulat nalang ako.. Nabalitaan ko nalang na wala na siya. I felt so devastated, I don't know how to react. Zaino is such a good friend. I can't believe he's gone at a young age, he still have a lot of things he want to achieve but unfortunately he's not here anymore." Naiiyak kong pahayag sa harap ng camera. Well, totoo naman talagang nagulat ako, diba? It's unfortunate that you have to die and ruin my plan like this, Zaino.

Hanggang ngayon ay nagluluksa pa rin siya pero ginagawa niya ang kaniyang makakaya upang maitawid ng maayos ang bawat araw. When Sandro started to recall that fateful night, his tears fell. He never expected that he could lose her. Ni sa hingap ay naisip niyang mawawala siya sa buhay niya. Isang taon niya ring ininda ang sakit ng kaniyang pagkawala. And he doesn’t think na mawawala ang sakit. He will probably mourn her passing for the rest of his life.

Nagbuntong hininga ito at muling nagsalita. "Four months ago, I lost someone dear to me. It was as if my world had shattered, leaving me lost and adrift. I couldn't find the strength to move, to breathe, to exist." sabi nito habang nakatitig sa kanya. Hindi niya alam kung bakit tumagos sa puso niya ang mga sinabi nito, napansin niya ang sumungaw na kalungkutan sa mga mata nito.

Saad ko. "Pareho kayong nasaktan... You've been hurt when you lost your son. Naisip mo ba kung gaano ka sakit kay Max na malamang may anak siya pero patay na? If only you saw him that day when he discovered the truth about Rain... I saw him mourn twice because of Ace and Damian. He lost three before you came his Mom, Ace and Damian, and then he discovered he lost another one... his son. Napaka sakit 'non."

Her words hung in the air, heavy with the weight of the news she was about to deliver. The admission hit me like a tidal wave, forcing me to my knees as the reality of our loss sank in. Mira's straightforwardness was a necessary truth, a painful acknowledgment of the situation we found ourselves in. The loss of our twins was a sharp dagger that pierced through my heart, leaving a void that seemed insurmountable. Approaching Lily with a mixture of trepidation and sorrow, I reached out to hold her hand, a silent gesture of support amidst the sea of emotions crashing within me.

Win or you will lose your family! Win this, Karmine! You are Karmine Ruiz Lopez and you don’t accept defeat! Hindi ka puwedeng matalo! Ang dami mo ng isinakripisyo para lang sumaya ka ano ba naman iyong kaunti pang sakripisyo, hindi ba? Hindi ka puwedeng sumuko ngayon at magpakita ng kahinaan because you have so much to lose! You can’t lose your family! You can’t lose Robert just because of that same horrible nightmare who finally caught up with you!

Napabuntong hininga siya at lumapit sa akin, naupo siya sa extra chair sa tabi ng cot ko sabay hawak sa aking kamay. “Baby, i’m sorry!” he said and i slowly turn my head through him. “What sorry? That’s it? Kris explain to me, ano ba ang magagawa ng isang sorry for the loss.” I said to him and he never talk. “I’m so stupid that I lost everything, I lost you at ang pinakamagandang biyaya na ibinigay sa akin. I can’t even imagine why all of this things happening. Hindi naman ako masamang tao, why should I deserve this kind of punishment?” I sobbed and he shaked his head.

Nangunguna na naman ulit ang kabilang panig. ​Nasa 0.5% lang naman ang pagitan nilang dalawa, but to him, it was already a hundred billion worth of loss. A total defeat to someone he knew. ​Wala sa sariling napamasahe si Caden sa pagitan ng kanyang noo habang nakatitig sa mga numero na parang daggers na tumatagos sa dibdib niya. Lumitaw ang matinding pagod at bigat sa kanyang mga mata, isang matagal nang pasanin na kailanman ay hindi niya maitapon. To be always someone's best at everything. That's just his bare minimum standard.

tanging nasabi ko nalang dahil sobrang hinang hina ako at wala ng lakas para makapagsalita pa. "When I lost you and my child, I felt as if the world ended. Time stopped for me and nothing else mattered. The grief of losing my babies made me feel so lost. Iwondered if dying was a better alternative to enduring the rest of my days without you and my child to keep me alive.The process of losing someone does not happen all at once. It comes in bits and pieces, creeping up on you slowly but surely. It’s only when the gaping hole of loss overwhelms you that you fully comprehend the devastating permanence of losing someone to the hands of death.." hindi ako nagsalita at dapat pakinggan ko ang lahat