His Loss Novels & Stories

“And do you really think a simple sorry will fix all the damage you caused me? I lost a child, Ivy. I lost a wife. I lost a huge investment. I lost everyone’s fucking trust. And now you’re asking me?” Humikbi ako at napayuko. Tama siya. Hindi ko siya masisisi. “So, don’t go around and asking me why the fuck I did that. I want to hurt you in every way I could think of. The pain you felt now can’t compare to the pain of losing a child, Ivy.” Losing a child… May anak din naman siya sa ‘kin, ah. May anak din siya sa ‘kin. Si Finn. Anak niya si Finn.

Ramdam ko sa boses nito ang pang-uuyam sa akin. "I am ambitious person." "But it does not mean you can always get what you want," kontra nito. "Maybe He has a another plan for me. I only did not able to get one thing in life that I want and now I am very thankful that I lost it. Losing it is not a loss after all," mapanuyang saad ko. Walang emosyong ang mukha nito na nakatingin sa akin habang pinaparinggan ko siya. Gusto ko lang ipamukha sa kaniya na hindi siya kawalan.

"Ang sabi naman ni Kuya Kingsley makakapaglaro pa kayo kahit na matanda na. Why don't you just do the things you did before so you would feel happy again?" "I can't." "Why?" "Because I lost everyone. The people I was with that time, the happiest days of my life. I don't have them now. I can't do it again without them. It won't be the same. It's not happy anymore." "What do you mean you lost everyone?" "My Dad's dead. I have no more friends. I lost her." "That..."

walang ganang sagot ni Vans. “ What? What did you lost?” “ Winnie I lost my company. Nag pulled out sila ng share, investments and the project is also cancelled. My company might go bankrupt.” Told yah, he's dead meat now.

hinahampas ko na Ang dib-dib nya pero nakayuko lang ito, Nakita Kong yumuyugyog na Ang balikat nito at Ang pagpatak nang ilang butil nang luha saking kumot. "I'm sorry babe! But.. but we lost him" him? Lalaki sya? Lost? No! Hindi ito totoo, pakiusap Kong panaginip lang to gisingin mo na ako. "NO! your just kidding right" pero umiling lang ito at nag Iwas nang tingin sakin.

Naiinis ito sa dalawa pero mas naiinis ito sa kanyang sarili. Kaya pala hindi bumalik sa kwarto si Luis ay dahil si Tess ang pumalit sa akin. Malungkot na pagiisip ni Alice, siinisisi niya tuloy ang kanyang sarili kung bakit nawala ang kanyang nobyo, kung pinagbigyan niya lang sana si Luis sa gabing iyon ay maaaring buhay pa ito magpasa hangang ngayon. Nilapitan ni Mike si Alice upang pakalmahin dahil halos maglupasay na ito sa sobrang pag iiyak.

Okay lang sana kung marami silang body guard na kasama ngayon ngunit wala. Tila effective ang sinabi ni Sherwin dahil nag-iba ang anyo ng bouncer. “Oh? Did he lose his wife?” nakisimpatiya na rin ang mga ito. “Yes..yes..He lost his wife and son.” Muling dagdag ni Sherwin. Napangiwi siya sa sinagot niya. Hindi na niya alam kung ano ang sasabihin para makalabas na ng bar. Nakita niyang tinapunan siya ng masamang tingin ni Karim.

Diretso ang tingin nito at wala man lang kaalam-alam sa plano kong gawin ilang minuto mula ngayon. He said he will never take it if he'll lost someone dear to him. But he lost me. He said he will lose himself if he'll lose me. But he was able to met someone, be with her, and even let her bear his child. I lost everything the moment I lost him. The moment I lost him is the moment I also lost myself and I still hate the fact that I am only the one suffering. If karma is busy. If he wasn't on karma's schedule then I'll be his karma. I lost everything. I'll lead him to lose his sanity.

Ngayon na nga lang siya lalabas ulit tapos baka mainis pa dahil hindi naming maiwasang umasta na para siyang isang salamin na maaring mabasag. That’s true though. He’s really fragile at the moment because he’s hurt. I don’t know how long I have to bear seeing him not acting like himself since Chance passed away. I feel uneasy every time I see him like that. Well, it’s a very normal reaction for someone who’s mourning the death of a loved one but, he’s gotten so serious.

"I don’t have a reason to live anymore. I lost her. I lost them." "Mikel, what do you mean by that?" Mas lalo ang takot na bumabalot kay Marlene, hindi niya maintindihan ang mga sinasabi ni Mikel, pero nakikita at nararamdaman niya ang sakit at bigat ng dinadala nito. "Wala na rin naman akong rason para patuloy pa na mabuhay. I lost my child and I lost Tamara. And if I could, I just wanted to die as well."