Romans & histoires I Couldn't Ask For More

Ayoko sa mga kagaya niya. "oh,That's very sweet of you to ask! I'm flattered. But I'm afraid I can't accept your invitation. I'm not really the kind of person who goes out on dates. I'm more of a homebody." pagtanggi ko. feeling famous pa ngayon na tumatanggi sa handsome guy. Well, alam ko naman sa sarili ko na maganda ako. Ang ganda kaya ng mommy ko at ang handsome ng Daddy ko. I don't settle for Less.

Na ikinatawa nito nang malakas. "I didn't ask for it." Pakipot nito. "If you need a friend, I'd like to see more of France; maybe we could visit some of the tourist attractions before you leave this country. You know, for a memory. I swear, I'm not a bad person."

Nasaktan ako roon, iyon ang totoo. Early in the morning I left. I had no choice but to ask that person. Of all Thrizel's acquaintances, he's the only one I don't ask even if he went last week. Hambong ang lalaking 'yon, hindi pagbababa ng pride ang aking ginagawa. Magtatanong lang naman ako sa kaniya at hindi hihingi ng tulong. Hindi ko kailangan ng tulong n'on kahit alam kong may maitutulong siya.

tanong nito habang naglalakad at karga-karga s'ya. "Very much! Thank you for being my husband Chuck! I can't ask for more, you and Pia and our family are enough for me. Wala na akong mahihiling pa na iba kundi ang kapayapaan at malusog na katawan nating lahat," madamdaming sagot n'ya rito.

Bakit hindi puwede maging akin ang nag-iisang lalaking gusto ko? "Please, help me..." ***

Inis niya akong tiningnan. Matagal akong natahimik. Nag-iisip ako kung ano ang dapat na sabihin. Fuck! Dalawang taon ko na siyang binibigyan ng problema. Ayokong isipin niya na hanggang sa paghihiwalay namin, problema pa rin ang ibibigay ko sa kaniya. "Marlon, kung wala kang sasabihin, umalis ka sa daan." "C-can I ask for another favor?"

"l almost died and do you know how frustrating it is to know that you lost half of your life? Kung pinagtatangkaan mo ang buhay ko ngayon para sa pera ko, hindi ko alam. Hindi ko din alam kung nagsisinungaling ang Mommy ko. Do you know how fcked up it is? Wala akong maintindihan!" "Eh ano ba ang gusto mo?" Napapagod na tanong ko. "Pupwede akong umalis. Hindi ko alam. Annulment? Pupwede din iyon. But I promise I won't take away anything from you. I promise."

"I love you so much, Love. Sinabi mo noon na ako ang bubuo sa buhay mo, ngayon gusto kong sabihin sayong hindi mo ako kailangan para magiging buo ka, dahil kahit wala ako kinaya mong buuhin ang sarili mo. If the rules they keep breakin' And the future is fadin' I'll be there for you "I want you to know how proud I am for who you become. I will be your number one fan. I will be your biggest supporter. Handa akong suportahan ka kung ano man ang gusto mo pang marating. But please Love, I can't let this day pass without asking you this..."

Hindi na ako muling nag-salita pa at saglit napa isip,Something was off. “ Alam mo kung meron mang maswerteng lalaki na nabubuhay ngayon sa mundo, siguro ay ako na’yon. I can't ask God for more. Because he already gives me what I want in my life… and that is to finally have you in my arms…having you is more than enough.” Biglang bawi niya. “...you don't know how proud I am to be yours. Hindi mo alam kung gaano ako kasaya na meron akong ikaw sa buhay ko, Aye.”

I am willing to take the risk, I am willing to love him more than my life. @iamnobody