Novel & Cerita I Don't Wanna Lose

Ah-ah, ah-ah (ah-ah, ah-ah) I spend my weekends tryna get you off My mind again, but I can't make it stop I'm tryna pretend I'm good, but you can tell (good but you can tell) You're right, I shoulda text you goodnight I shoulda given more time I wish I had've known this before Now I'm replaying our goodbye But it wasn't a goodbye And I still hear you slamming the door Try to hit you up, but you've had enough You're screaming down the phone "You don't know what you lost" I say, "I'm fine, " I didn't care that much But I realize when you hang up, I messed this up I spend my weekends tryna get you off My mind again, but I can't make it stop I'm tryna pretend I'm good, but you can tell (uh) 'Cau

I found myself dreaming In silver and gold Like a scene from a movie That every broken heart knows We were walking on moonlight And you pulled me close Split second and you disappeared And then I was all alone I woke up in tears With you by my side A breath of relief And I realized No, we're not promised tomorrow So I'm gonna love you Like I'm gonna lose you I'm gonna hold you Like I'm saying goodbye Wherever we're standing I won't take you for granted 'cause we'll never know when When we'll run out of time So I'm gonna love you Like I'm gonna lose you

Oh, i'm good at keeping my distance I know, that you're the feeling i'm missing You know that i hate to admit it But everything means nothing if i can't have you I'm so sorry that my timing is off But i can't move on if we're still gonna talk Is it wrong for me to not want half I want all of you, all the strings attached. I'm trying, to move on, forget you, but i hold on Everything means nothing, everything means nothing, babe

Sembari menangis. "Aku tidak mau kehilangan kamu Nath!"

I'm gonna live my life Like everyday's the last Without a simple goodbye It all goes by so fast And now that you're gone I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I open my eyes And see for the first time I've let go of you like A child letting go of his kite There it goes Up in the sky There it goes Beyond the clouds For no reason why I can't cry hard enough No, I can't cry hard enough For you to hear me now Can I look back in vain

Tanyanya dengan nada menyelidik. “Orang yang gua gak mau kehilangan lagi. Orang yang kali ini tidak akan gua lepaskan.”

Amel menunggu di lobby apartemen agar orang tersebut turun, ponsel Amel sudah tidak dibawa dan tadi meminta tolong untuk memanggil orang tersebut. “Kenapa tidak hubungi?” Amel menatap pria dihadapannya dengan tersenyum “untungnya aku masih di sini.” “Saya hanya minta bantuan, pak.” “Kepindahan kerjamu?.” “Saya ingin bapak memecat saya dan setelah itu tolong saya agar tidak berada di kota ini sekarang juga.” “Ikut saya.”

Verga menatap menyelidik. “Dulu, sekarang sudah tidak lagi....” dadanya berdenyut, masih terasa pedihnya menyadari harus kehilangan. “Kenapa tidak lagi...?” “Aku tak pantas untuknya.” “Bukan tak pantas tapi tak sesuai, anda harus membuat penyesuaian jika bersamanya dan melupakan hasrat modeling-mu. Dunia yang sangat berbeda..." Verga seperti merasakan pedihnya.

Apa yang membuatku nggak rela kehilangan Kenzy? Aku nggak mau Papa sedihAku nggak mau Papa sakitAku nggak mau CKA olengAku nggak mau Papa broken heart Aku nggak mau kehilangan Papa

Cannon mulai memetik senar gitar kembali, sedangkan Teresa terlihat mengaba-aba akan menyanyi. And I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason (I don't wanna fight no more) I don't wanna hide no more I don't wanna cry no more Come back I need you to hold me (You are the reason) Be a little closer now Just a little closer now Come a little closer I need you to hold me tonight I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean