Romans & histoires I Don't Wanna Lose

“Aku nggak mau kehilangan kamu, Bee.” “Siapa?”

"Dan aku juga nggak mau... kehilanganmu." ***

It my seem you wanna be in love I don’t care it taking me apart But I just couldn’t save you tonight Falling in love is a new world for me Do you wanna be my company? From thousands of miles you will like getting’ here No need, no anniversary And maybe you wanna be a star? It may seem you wanna be in love I don[-‘t care it taking me apart But I just couldn’t save you tonight

“Manggala…” “Ya?” “Let me go.” “Tell me the reason.” “Aku nggak mau kehilangan.” “Kehilangan apa?” “Kehilangan kamu.” “Nayara, yang nolak aku tuh kamu. Kamu yang nggak mau pacaran kan?” “Ak… ak….” “Kamu kenapa? Kamu mau tidur dulu? Biar kamu lebih tenang. Aku beneran nggak ngerti mau kamu apa.”

tanya Evan yang lagi lagi merasa tak nyaman dengan keheningan yang sempat tercipta tadi. "Nggak ada, Mas. Selain bantu Mak. Ya ... diam di rumah saja. Nunggu ada orang manggil." "Nggak niat jualan apa gitu, Pak?" "Saya nggak biasa jualan, Mas, kalau mau nyoba nyoba takut merugi. Ini masih nabung buat beli sepeda motor, pengin ikutan yang lagi trend itu loh, Mas." "Mau ngojek on line, Pak?"

Semoga Allah SWT memudahkan urusan kamu dan melapangkan rezeki kamu, amiin. Saya menyatakan sudah menyesal menulis cerita dengan isi penuh dosa dan saya bertaubat pada Allah SWT dari pada ini. Semoga Allah SWT mengampuni kita semua, amiin.

"You seem like the type To love 'em and leave 'em And disappear right after this song So give me the night To show you, hold you Don't leave me out here dancin' alone" Aku mulai menggoyangkan kepalaku semangat. "You can't make up your mind, mind, mind, mind, mind.. Please don't waste my time, time, time, time, time... I'm not tryin' to rewind, wind, wind, wind, wind.... I wish our hearts could come together as one..." Ketika aku mau menjerit headsetku di cabut.

Ia tidak mencurinya. Itu bahkan uangku. Aku hanya tidak perlu peduli dengan mereka hingga aku lulus, ucap Vanilla dibenaknya. Ia pun memasuki kelas dan membiasakan tatapan mengerikan itu. Ia harus kuat hingga lulus nanti. ***

And these memories lose their meaning. When I think of love as something new. Though I know I'll never lose affection. For people and things that went before. I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life I love you more. Though I know I'll never lose affection. For people and things that went before. I know I'll often stop and think about them. In my life I love you more."

Hayden terus berharap di setiap langkahnya. I know people change and these things happen But I remember how it was back then Locked up in your arms and our friends were laughing ‘Cause nothing like this ever happened to them Now I’m pacing up the hall, chasing down your street Flashback to a night when you said to me “Nothing’s gonna change, not for me and you” Not before I knew how much I had to lose … If you’re out there If you’re somewhere If you’re moving on I’ve been waiting for you