I Don't Wanna Lose นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I will not make The same mistake that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break The way you did, you fell so hard I've learned the hard way Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so i don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because i know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with

Cause all of me love all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me, I’ll give my all to you You’re my end and my beginning Even when I lose, I’m winning ***

♪ When it comes to you There's no crime Let's take both of our souls And intertwine When it comes to you Don't be blind Watch me speak from my heart When it comes to you Comes to you Want you to share that (When it comes to you)♪ * Almi terbangun keesokan harinya dengan kepala pusing karena kurang tidur. Ia baru bisa memejamkan mata saat jam menunjukkan pukul setengah lima pagi. Ia meringkuk malas di dalam selimutnya sambil sebelah tangan mencari-cari ponselnya yang entah kemana. Almi terpaksa membuka mata dan sedikit mengangkat badannya saat merasakan getaran ponsel di bawah pantatnya.

You are the only one I'll ever love (I gotta tell ya, gotta tell ya) Yeah, you, if it's not you, it's not anyone (I gotta tell ya, gotta tell ya) Looking back on my life You're the only good I've ever done (ever done) Yeah, you, if it's not you, it's not anyone (anyone) Not anyone Forever's not enough time to (oh-oh) Love you the way that I want (love you the way that I want) 'Cause every morning I find you (oh-oh) I fear the day that I don't You say that I won't lose you But you can't predict the future 'Cause certain things are out of our control Yeah, if you ever move on without me I need to make sure you know that You are the only one I'll ever love Only one (I gotta tell ya, gotta tell

Caroline condong ke depan dengan cemas dan berkata, "Jangan bilang begitu, kamu masih bisa diobati ...." Aku tersenyum dan memotong ucapannya, lalu kembali menatap ke kejauhan. "Caroline, kalau suatu hari kamu benar-benar bebas, pergilah melihat dunia ini lebih banyak. Pergilah berlari, melompat, dan makan apa pun yang kamu suka sepuasnya." Pergilah menjalani hidup yang ingin kamu jalani, hiduplah sekali untuk dirimu sendiri.

For all the times that you rain on my parade And all the clubs you get in using my name You think you broke my heart, oh, girl for goodness' sake You think I'm crying on my own. Well, I ain't And I didn't wanna write a song 'Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care. I don't, But you still hit my phone up And, baby, I be movin' on And I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back, Maybe you should know that

Seusai itu senja jadi sendu awan pun mengabu Kepergianmu menyisakan duka dalam hidupku 'Ku memintal rindu menyesali waktu mengapa dahulu Tak kuucapkan aku mencintaimu sejuta kali sehari Walau masih bisa senyum Namun tak selepas dulu Kini aku kesepian Kamu dan segala kenangan Menyatu dalam waktu yang berjalan Dan aku kini sendirian

I needed to lose you to love me I needed to hate you to love me And now is the chapter is close and done And now it's goodbye, it's goodbye for us (Selena Gomez - Lose You To Love Me) Benar sesuai dugaan ku. Si brengsek itu belum pergi dari rumah ku. Entah apa yang dia katakan pada Mamah, semoga saja Mamah akan lebih mendengarkan aku di banding ucapan dari mulut busuk nya Ernan.

My location unknown tryna find a way back home to you again Gotta get back to you gotta gotta get back to you I don't want to be wasting time without you Don't want to throw away my life I need you Something tells me we'll be alright *** Jalanan ramai. Lampu-lampu kota menyala terang.

Aku memukul dadanya pelan dan bangkit dari tubuhnya. "YAAAAA!!! Ini belum 5 menit, Kara!" serunya dengan kesal. "Micchyeoseo!!" jawabku dengan pelan dan beranjak dari sisinya. "Wae? Kau malu?" "Aniyo! Aku merasa kehilangan oksigen dalam posisi seperti itu dan susah untuk bernafas," elakku sembari membuang wajah darinya. "Mwo??? Benarkah? Atau jangan-jangan kau sedang memikirkan sesuatu tentang...."