I Messed Up Meaning Novels & Stories

I am lost, again. I've tried my best not to do the same mistake but here I am doing it again. I've tried to be the best version of myself but still, I failed miserably. Hindi na ako nadala. Nabuntis ako na hindi alam ang ama ng anak ko pero hindi pa rin ako natuto. I should have known better. I should have learned from that mistake pero bakit sobrang tigas nitong ulo ko?

"It just one mistake, ngayon lang naman ako nagloko" Blinock ko ang kanyang numero kumukulo ang dugo sa sobrang inis sa kanya, one mistake? kahit ilang mistake pa iyan nagloko ka parin, niloko mo parin ako you promised me na hinding hindi katutulad sa iba, nangako ka but what happened you still cheated on me.

sabi ko habang pilit na pinapatatag ang sarili ko. No response. Huminga ako nang malalim at saka ako nagpatuloy. “I just wanted to say… I’m sorry.” Hindi ko alam kung ano ang reaksyon niya dahil hindi ko siya makitang maayos sa madilim na kwarto. Pero hindi ako tumigil. “I was wrong. I was so, so wrong,” dagdag ko pa. “I was stubborn. I didn’t listen. I messed up, and now… I lost Mishon.”

I'm dizzy. "Sorry, sorry talaga," paghingi ko ng tawag sa lalaking iyon. Pumasok ako sa driver's seat para lumayas na sa lugar na ito. My mind was in chaos, I literally can't think clearly. "My goodness! What the?!" Akmang imamaneho ko na ang kotse nang biglang tumayo ang lalaki at sumilip sa bintana ng kotse ko. What's with him?! He's crazy!

Pero sa loob ni Khier, maalon. Kasi alam niya—this beautiful mistake they’re living in? May expiration date. At malapit na.

The damage has been done, maybe I made a mistake and i kept saying that I act accordingly, but now, it’s not the same anymore. I am reckless.

“This... us... is a mistake. Isang malaking pagkakamali.” “Then let’s make it the best mistake of our lives,” sagot niya. At bago ko pa siya maitulak, sinakop na niya ang aking mga labi. Isang halik na lasang luha at traydor. I hated him. God, I hated him. Pero sa gabing iyon, sa gitna ng galit at sakit, doon ko ibinigay ang lahat. Doon ko hinayaang gumuho ang huling pader ko. Akala ko, rebellion ang gabing iyon.

“That’s concerning.” “I know.” “No, like genuinely. Mas malala ’yan kaysa kung gusto mo lang siyang saksakin.” I laughed softly despite myself. “I still kind of do.” “Okay. Better.” That made me smile for half a second. Pero agad ding nawala ’yung ngiti. “Cass,” I said quietly, “what if I’m messing this up?” Tumahimik siya sa kabilang linya. “Messing up what?”

“Kanina po sinabi ninyo na twelve minus five ay seven… pero ngayon po sinabi ninyo five?” Bahagyang napaatras si Addison at kumurap. Biglang sumiksik ang hiya sa dibdib niya. “Oh… I’m sorry,” sabi niya habang pilit na ngumiti. “Nawala lang sandali ang focus ko.” Tumingin siya sa board. “Tama kayo. Yung sinabi ko kanina ang tama—seven. Yung huli kong sinabi, mistake iyon. I apologize.”

After comparing it with the copy they had given us, it was clear that the copy was incorrect. “I’m sorry, Ms. We misunderstood the record. We’ll make sure to correct this next time, and we’ll double-check the soft copy before sending it out. I sincerely apologize.” He gave us a slight bow before stepping back. I let out a slow breath before speaking. “I’m sorry as well. I’m just concerned about this record. I was caught off guard and confused when I saw the discrepancies, so I reacted that way. I hope you understand.” Lumabas naman ito nang office kaya napabuga ako nang hangin.