I Messed Up Meaning Novels & Stories

“Forget? Do you really think it’s that easy, Miss Lopez?” Parang kinuyom ang dibdib ko sa paraan ng pagkakasabi niya. Hindi ko kayang tumbasan ang titig niya kaya ibinaba ko ang paningin ko sa sahig, pilit na ikinukubli ang pamumula ng pisngi ko. “Sir… it was a mistake,” mahina kong sambit, halos hindi ko na marinig ang sarili kong tinig. “Ayokong makaapekto ‘yon sa trabaho ko.”

Dahil wala namang magagawa ang pagmumukmok ko bumangon nalang ako at nagdesisyon na pumunta sa kusina para kumain pero pagkabukas ko ng pinto. My heart clenched and I felt a fang of guilt. Nilapitan ko kaagad si Roberto at umupo ako para magpantay ang mga mukha namin para malaya ko itong mapagmasdan and seeing him like this so messed up and wasted, I can't help but felt terrible about myself. Hindi ko na kayang titigan siya kaya naman nagdesisyon na akong gisingin ito. "R-Ro-B-Ba! Aish!" I messed up my hair out of frustration.

"I said call me Kael." "K-kael, uhm...ayaw ko lang na makita mo pa ako pagkatapos ng n-nangyari sa hotel. It was just a mistake. At 'yong kagabi, ayaw ko lang na magkalapit tayo, dahil boss kita, kaya kailangan kong mapanatili ang distansya sa pagitan ng empleyado at ng boss." "Mistake ba 'kamo yong nangyari nung gabi na 'yon?" Tumingin siya ng diretso sa akin. "If that was just a mistake, then it was the best mistake I've ever had."

A scream that signifies excruciating pain echoed. " Oops, wrong side." I giggled. " My apologies." " Abducting you is the biggest mistake we ever did." Regrets are registered towards his face. " It was a good mistake po." I replied. " It was so good that I hated it. Thank you for bombing our place but I don't appreciate you hurting my future Husband. " Sabi ko. "Now let's try this one more time. " I flipped the hatchet and then slammed it and the ankle separated from his legs.

Napalitan iyon ng emosyong malungkot at… hindi ko maipaliwanag. Well, I understand that what I said was wrong. I mean, completely wrong. Naiintindihan ko. Pero kasi… I only meant it as a joke. Kaya nga kami nagbibiruan, ‘di ba? Adapt it based on the term. Malay ko bang seseryosohin niya?

Maya-maya pa ay may nagsalita sa megaphone. “I’m sorry for the inconvenience, it was a false alarm as we are currently facing problems with the maintenance. I hope you do understand. Nevertheless, you may calm down. We’re sincerely apologizing about this matter. Thank you.” “The fuck!” I frustratedly said. “They ruined the event!”

I UTTERLY FELT like a loser in my stay at the Institute of Magis so far. I hope this would end so soon, but who on earth and Abseiles am I kidding? The failures I had committed in my classes amounted to almost fifty counts, almost half of my entire stay here. “Aɱűra Aɱűʝa!” I chanted the materializing spell but ended up making the cylinders in front of me explode. I looked at Madame Latakia apologetically before mumbling, “I’m sorry…”

'Wag mo nga akong pakiligin! "It was a big mistake at first. But that was the mistake na hindi ko pinagsisisihan at nagbigay ng saya sa buhay ko ngayon. That was the best and most beautiful mistake I've ever made in my entire life—ang mapagkamalan kita." Nakikita ko sa mukha niyang sincere talaga siya. 'Di ako makapagsalita. Feeling ko, namumula pa rin ang mukha ko ngayon. "Uhm. May dialogue ba ako?" Aww. Nagbibiro lang naman ako, eh. Pero hinalikan na naman niya ako.

Walang salitang lumalabas. Napabuntong-hininga siya, parang nag-shift ng gears pati sa emosyon. “Tungkol sa nangyari kanina… hindi ko dapat ginawa ‘yon. Hindi dapat ako nakialam nang gano’n sa isang ka-trabaho. Mistake. Hindi na mauulit.” Ang salitang mistake ay tumama sa akin na parang balde ng nagyeyelong tubig. Pagkakamali.

I gulp too many times bago ko tignan si kuya na nakangisi sakin habang nakadikwatro sa pagkakaupo nya sa sofa na nakaharap sa pinto ng bahay, I can’t find a right word para iganti sa kanya kaya I smile widely and flip my hair