Loathing Lyrics Wicked Mga Nobela at Kwento

Tumulo ang luha ko, napatingin si Kael sa pwesto ko at tinignan ako sa mga mata. “Drank too much, got the sickness Pray to God and his son for forgiveness Same crew but another mistress Every day, every night getting wasted But I miss you, what did I do? Fuck it up, laugh it off and I lost you If I pull through, is it too soon? Turn it up, close my eyes, then I'm with you Call me up Stay over and we'll call it love Don't matter if it fucks me up The alcohol is not enough”

Ang linaw ng nararamdaman ko. “Everything will gonna be alright,” mahinang aniya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit niya ito sinasabi Para bang alam niya ang pinagdaanan ko. Nakaramdam ako ng antok. Hinayaan ko ang sarili ko na tangayin ng antok. “Just find it!” “What?” “Then throw that away!” “My girl is crying everynight because of- fvck! Huwag mong hintayin na makauwi ako.”

Thought I saw you at a bar last night (Oh, yeah-yeah-yeah, oh, yeah-yeah-yeah) Hid in the bathroom, I just couldn't stay high 'Cause I took so much time to reset my life But in just one look, I'm back Forget that I could have anyone I like But now all I remember is what we had Nobody, nobody, nobody compares to you Somebody, somebody please help me get over you Tumulo ang luha ko habang pinagmamasdan ko si Lorcan. Anong kagaguhan niya ito? Bakit may pa ganito pa? 'Cause it feels like I've been wasting my time In all the wrong places, on all the wrong faces

🎶I always stay at home 'Cause I'm not good in public I sit here on my phone I'm always disappointed I watch them live their lives I wish that I were happy Victim of my generation Time machines cannot erase it🎶 Tuwing inaatake ako ng anxiety ay lagi akong magmukmuk at umiiyak ng palihim at tahimik dahil lagi kong nararamdaman na walang maniniwala sakin at pagsinabi ko sakanila ay sasabihin lang kaartihan lang yan. 🎶Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see🎶 i hate my self so much 🎶Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worth

Kumislot ang puso ko ng mapakinggan ko ang musika na naglalaro sa loob ng kotse nito. Sumandal ako paharap sa bintana at ipinikit ang mga mata ko habang ninanamnam ang malamyos na tugtugin at tinig ng isang magaling na mangaawit. Now, I don't want to lose you, but I don't want to use you just to have somebody by my side. And I don't want to hate you, I don't want to take you, but I don't want to be the one to cry.

Lahat ng salita ay kusang lumalabas nalang. ♪ You never thought you'd be much good for anyone But that's so far from the truth I know there's pain in your heart And you're covered in scars Wish you could see what I do... ♪ 'Cause baby, everything you are Is everything I need You're everything to me Baby, every single part Is who you're meant to be ♪ 'Cause you were meant for me And you're everything I need

Nainom na ng dalaga ang kalahating laman ng bote. "Ahhh!!" She gasped and cleared her throat. She felt the heat rushing through her body due to the alcohol. "What's gotten into you?" Ethan asked out of worry. Napatitig si Lia sa kanya then slowly a tear fell from her eye. "Ethan, I hate it. I hate it so much.” Hindi na niya napigilan ang pagdaloy ng luha sa mga mata niya. “I want to stay away from you because I am afraid." Dugtong pa niya.

Sunud-sunod na tawa ang narinig ko at feeling ko bigla akong naalimpungatan sa kalasingan. Matalim kong pinagtitingnan sina Ytthan at Daemon na di maawat sa kakatawa.. “Fuck you Two!!” “Thank you, yan ang dapat mong sabihin dude.” ani ni Ytthan. “Thank you, your ass!” "Ano bang nangyari sa akin kagabi? Bakit ako nalasing?" “Ikaw na nga yung nang-iwan ng babae tapos ikaw pa itong naglasing.” di makapaniwalang saad ni Ytthan.

Patuloy sa pagkalabog nang husto ang puso ko. The instrumental started playing itself. I cleared my throat and started humming along with the music. Habang unti-unti ko na namang nararamdaman kung gaano kasakit... manatili. "Oh, darling, all of the city lights Never shine as bright as your eyes I would trade them all for a minute more..." I saw how Lucien’s expression softened. The pain in his eyes becomes more visible and it's killing me. I know how it feels to be left out.

At sa isang iglap ay napaka laki na lang din ng galit kay Ken. And now, now that you're near There's nothing more without you Without you here Without you here There's nothing more without you Without you here My head lies to my heart And my heart it still believes It seems the ones who love us Are the ones that we deceive But you're changing everything You're changing everything in me