Recollections 소설 & 이야기

Dash "You said you did something bad." I did something bad? But why can't I remember anything? I tried to recall everything that happened that night. I wondered if I was too drunk to recall a single thing. My people in the kitchen were now on lunch as I sat in front of my oven, pouring myself a glass of wine. As the liquid slowly filled the rim of my glass, a sudden splash of memory came to me. Right here in this kitchen. "You mind filling me with some of those?"

It was then that a sudden, vivid memory flashed before my eyes. I recalled an intimate moment with the woman from my dreams. “Thad! Arghh,” she moaned, her voice a mix of pleasure and desperation. I remembered massaging her breasts, her body riding on top of me. Her moans filled the air as I kissed her neck, the intensity of the moment etched in my memory. The way she responded to my touch, the way her breath quickened, was so real and visceral.

I felt Sky's hand at hinawakan nito ng mahigpit ang kamay ko. "Ano bang dapat kong malaman, Kuya Reevo?" Nagtataka kong tanong. He sighed. "Since you we're five years old, we got into a car accident habang papunta na tayo sa Bataan at doon na titira. Tumama ang ulo mo sa bintana ng kotse and it cause to your memory loss. Nakalimutan mo na 'yung mga alaala mo simula noong 4 years old ka pa lang. You're lucky because at the age of 4 years old, most of the people will forget their memories at that young age kahit hindi naman sila nagkaroon ng amnesia. Maybe hindi importante ang mga alaala nila sa ganong edad pero para sa'yo, Reese ay importante 'yon. Importanteng-importante." Kuya Reevo said it

Napahilamos sa mukha at saka huminga nang malalim. “How about kuya Mateo?” tanong niya. “Wala siyang maalala,” sagot ko. “Lahat?” tanong ni Luke. “The doctor called it anterograde,” saad ko. “Ah, forgetting the newly built memories… Five years ago…” saad ni Luke. “Ganun na nga,” aniya ko. “I hope it’s temporary,” mahinang sabi niya.

Hindi maalis sa utak ko si Viah. Oo aaminin ko nang nag-alala talaga 'ko nang sobra. Kahit paano ay naging malapit na rin siya sa amin, kila nanay Celia. Kaya natural naman sigurong ganoon ang naging reaksiyon ko hindi ba? Maya-maya lang ay inaya nila ako sa sala nila para mas makapag-usap daw kami nang maayos. Madami raw silang ikukwento sakin. Baka makatulong din daw sa pagbalik ng memorya ko.

"Sorry, if it's too personal it's totally fine not to tell me." "I wasn't in a any accident. That's the reason why my memory loss was a big shocker for my whole family. It just disappeared. Even I don't know what happened." Straightforward kong sagot. Na realize ko kasi na wala naman dahil para hindi ko sabihin sa kaniya 'yun. It's not a deepest secret that should be kept. "Does it suck? Having no memory of your past?" "Not really. It's just my childhood, it was nothing special."

"If you want to help me, why don't we start talking about what happened to our relationship before we got into an accident? Hindi ba mas maganda 'yon at baka bumalik lahat ng memory ko?" "Babalik pero sasakit?" "Hindi natin malalaman kung hindi susubukan." "I don't want to force your brain to remember everything. Kaya gusto ko dahan-dahan. If you remember the things that make you mad, will it help you to recover? Why don't we start with the good memories? Bakit gustong-gusto mong maalala lahat ng pangit?" Ngumuso ako at pinaglaruan ang daliri sa kamay.

“N -nandyan ka pala. Kanina pa kasi kita hinahanap. It’’s your medicine time na. Oras na para sa gamot mo.” “What are you doing here?” takang tanong ni Roman sa kaniya. “I told you na tigilan mo na muna ang mga ganitong acts, Rebecca, I am in the process na wherein naaalala ko na yung ibang memories ko. We need to talk later, after lunch.” Doon ay nakaramdam ng kaba si Rebecca. Hindi pwede ito, hindi sya papayag. “W -what do you mean?” nauutal at kinakabahan na tanong nya,

Nanatili akong nakapikit dahil feeling ko kapag didilat ako ay nasisilaw ako sa liwanag ng araw. May mga nakikita akong mga imahe sa vision ko, hanggang sa animo Dvd player ang mga ito at nag past forward dahil sa bilis ng pangyayari. Nasapo ko ang ulo ko dahil sa sakit. Hanggang sa pagmulat ko ay mukha ni Axel, Alexa, Eric, Jessie at Sarah ang nakikita ko. Isang kurap pa ng mata ko ng na biglang rumehestro sa isip ko lahat ng memories animo nag restore ang memory ko mula sa pagkaka format.

sagot ko, pilit sinisid ang memorya. Tumango siya, encouraging. “Okay lang. Kwento mo lang lahat—even the smallest detail. Sometimes, memories hide in the background.” Huminga ako nang malalim. Pumikit ako, marahang pinakinggan ang sarili. “May ilaw. Colorful. Tapos maingay… pero at some point, parang nag-mute yung music. Faint na siya, parang echo.” Napatingin ako sa sahig ng clinic—white tiles na may manipis na crack sa gilid. Hinagod ko ng hinlalaki ang gilid ng armrest, para bang baka may memoryang nakatago sa texture.