Self Pitying Meaning Novels & Stories

"I didn't mean any of this to happen." "May magagawa ba ang sorry mo? Will it bring our mother back? Tangina, Dorchner! Huling-huli na ang lahat kasi wala na si Mommy!" She cried. Napaupo yung isang babae dahil sa panghihina kaya yumuko na din yung isa para patahanin siya. I cried with them. A mixture of anger, disappointment, and pity started building inside of me. I am angry and disappointed at myself. I thought I did the right thing for myself— to keep my sanity, I have to have him. I feel pity towards the Lauriers. I know how it feels like to lose someone you love.

Masuyo subalit puno ng awtoridad nitong bigkas. "Do you pity me?" Bigla niyang tanong. Nate stared at her for a second before pulling her for a hug. "No. I don't. There's nothing to be pitied about you but I'm proud of you. You are the strongest woman I have ever encountered in my entire life…”

I told him up front since I really hated it when people look at me with pity, as if my situation isn't that hard enough. I really hate it when people look at me pitifully. It just makes me want to puke since hindi ko naman kasi kailangan ang simpatya nila. After all, sympathy is a knife; not to mention na may mga taong dadagdag lang naman sa mga iniisip at pinag-aabalahan ko. He nods before focusing on the road as he gently reaches for my hand and caresses it, as if he's assuring me that he's just near and here.

Was it remorse or is it pity? "And one more thing. Do you really expect me to slept here? Dito talaga sa bahay na sinadya mong ipagawa para sa pinsan ko?" Walang amor siyang natawa. "You're really looking down on me, aren't you? Well, I can't blame you because I am a desperate woman, hindi ba?" "It's not like that, Corazon. I was just concern-"

Literal na wala itong karamay ni-isa. "I don't need your pity Ruby, all I need right now is understanding." Ramdam sa boses niyang pagod na rin siya. "This is not pity Stefan, naiintindihan kita dahil pareho pala tayo ng pinagdadaanan, pero mas double ang sakit sa 'yo," saad ko sabay haplos sa likod niya.

Nahawakan niya ako at pinilit na niyakap. "Let me go!" I cried. "No..no please baby.." Pilit niyang hinawakan ang mga kamay ko pero dulot na rin siguro ng kaniyang panghihina ay hindi niya iyon magawa ng maayos. "The last thing I want in this world is your pity! Bakit? Dapat bang kawaan kaming mga biktima? The more you show us that you pity us, the more we feel small, helpless and weak! The more we feel ashamed of what happened to us!"

“Ang totoo niyan, ayaw sa akin ni Zyron. Nang malaman kung kapatid ko siya sinubukan ko na mapalapit sa kaniya pero ipinagtabuyan niya ako at para akong kriminal na gusto niyang iligpit. Kaaway ang tingin niya sa akin at kahit kailan hindi niya ako matatanggap dahil ako ang bunga nang pagkakamali ni Mommy. Nang malaman kung kapatid kita, hindi ako nagpakilala kasi natatakot ako na hindi mo rin matanggap. Kaya ayos na ako na kaibigan ang tingin mo sa akin at magiging kapatid ako sa'yo kahit hindi mo alam.” Sadness flash on Vico's happy go lucky face. Kung sino pa ang masayahing tao at nagpapasaya sa bawat taong nakakaharap sila 'yong may mas mabigat na dinadala, mas mahirap na pinagdaanan na

It was the kind of smile that hides disappointment… and maybe a little bitterness. “Жаль,” sabi niya nang mahina. (What a pity.) Hinawakan ni Alexander ang kamay ko nang mas mahigpit habang nakatayo kami sa gitna ng snow, at sa simpleng galaw na iyon ay parang malinaw niyang ipinapakita kung saan siya nakatayo. Sa tabi ko. Hindi sa nakaraan niya. At kahit hindi ko pa rin lubos maintindihan ang lahat ng salitang Russian na lumilipad sa hangin sa pagitan nila…

Muli siyang nanginig habang nakayakap sa akin na tila ba nagmamakaawa. "I maybe mad at you Mom...but I still...I still love you!", another hard sentence came out from him at mas lalong dumoble ang kaniyang pag-iyak at paghagulgol. I should laugh at him during this moment dahil kalalaki niyang tao ay nag-iiyak siya nang ganiyan. I should be boastful dahil pinapakita lamang niya kung gaano kahina ang mga katulad niya. I should be joyful seeing a human being weak and this broke but what I can feel now is pity and sympathy for him. Regardless of being a man or a woman kapag nasaktan ka talaga ng mga tao na inaasahan mong hindi ka isusuko ay talagang manlalambot ka sa pagluha.

Naupo ako sa sofa at pumikit, what I have done? “It’s a pity, naawa rin ako sa kapatid ko but I cannot stop him to love you, and I cannot stop you to love my cousin, ayoko na makialam sa kung ano ang desisyon mo, but you let this happen, so kung ano ang resulta, you shouldn’t feel a guilt, alam mo na possible ito mangyare, if you feel pity and allow this at the same time, you will be a hypocrite in your own tragedy,” he said and I feel that he is mad at me, dama ko ang bigat ng sinasabi ni Christ sa akin.