Shattered Soul Novels & Stories

I am regretting this everyday- but I love him too everyday. I keep my silence and just watched the waves as it crashed against the shore. I can't help but to realize that I am like a boat going against the waves for loving Zach. As the boat go against the current, the rougher and the more cruel the waves are. Soon, the boat will crash because the current is too much the handle. Then, it will sink to the deepest part of the sea. I don't know how long I can sustain going against the current. But one thing that I am sure of, the waves are winning on breaking and punishing a sinful soul like me.

“HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT THIS IS A SMALL PROBLEM? MY SISTER'S AND YOUR BROTHER'S DEATH, OUR NEPHEW'S LOST MEMORIES IS A SMALL THING? A SMALL PROBLEM?! WOW! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT BUT IT'S NOT SURPRISING. THE MIGHTY AND PERFECT MR. AVELLINO IS AN ASSHOLE. YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO INSULT ME, QUESTION MY NORMS? MY VALUES AND MY WAY OF LIVING THEN YOU'RE LIKE THIS? THAT'S... DISAPPOINTING.” Napapikit si Letitia at napaupo, nararamdaman niya na nanghihina ang kaniyang mga tuhod dahil siguro sa biglaan niyang pagsigaw. “GUSTO KO LANG MAGING MASAYA! I CAN'T HAVE THE CHILDHOOD I WANT! THE TEENAGE LIFE I WANT! I CAN'T HAVE THE LIFE I WANT! ITO NA LANG, ITO NA LANG ANG PAMBAWI KO. I WANT TO LIVE MY MARRIED LI

Huhu. “Naku! Masisiraan lang yun sa inyo. Kayo kasi ang dadaldal niyo. Jusmiyo Marimar! Pupunta yung tao dito para mag-soul search noh hindi i-entertain kayong mga alagad ni satanas,” kahit kailan talaga walang filter to ang bibig ni Vic.

Nakatuon ang aking atensyon sa kaniyang ginagawa sa aking dibdib at sa kaniyang dila na lumalakbay sa aking pisngi pabalik sa aking nakaawang na mga labi. “I love you...” bulong niya na katulad kanina, punong-puno ng pagnanasa ngunit parang umaalingawngaw lamang ang kaniyang boses sa aking pandinig at mapurol iyon. Hindi ko magawang magsalita, ni mag-isip ng mga salita sa aking isipan ay nahihirapan akong gawin. I want to recognize his voice but it was muffled and dull. The only thing that I notice about it is the intensity of lust in his tone.

Para siyang lutang na nahihilo at parang umiikot ang paligid niya na gusto Niya ng malamig. "What the fuck, ito ba ang hangover?" Bulong niya habang nasa shower at naka pikit. After niya maligo ay agad niya kinuha ang Cellphone niya at tumawag kay Zin, naka ilang dial na siya pero walang sumasagot kaya nag tataka na tinext niya ito kung kumusta ito.

Kahit na ganoon, masyado pa ring mahina si Darryl para gumising lalo na’t kasalukuyang pinipigilan ang kaniyang divine power na sinabayan pa ng matinding pinsala na ibinigay ng Soul Breaking Needle. Nakahinga naman nang maluwag ang Crazy Sphinx noong mga sandaling iyon habang nawawala ang kaniyang mga isipin. ‘Mabuti na lang at nakaligtas dito ang beast lord. Ligtas na ang kalagayan niya ngayon.’

Surviving life in the pit of giving up is not a very good choice. It's when you wanted to die, you badly wanted to end it but you're tied with the truth that you have people to fight for. It's when you wanted to let go of that thin string, connecting your inner self to sanity, but you're forced to hold on. Life for some people is somewhat satisfying but not for Zaire Aera Gonzalo. Her life has been everything but love. She's been living with demons inside her head and as she's fighting it everyday, she later find herself losing the battle.

Diretso ang tingin nito at wala man lang kaalam-alam sa plano kong gawin ilang minuto mula ngayon. He said he will never take it if he'll lost someone dear to him. But he lost me. He said he will lose himself if he'll lose me. But he was able to met someone, be with her, and even let her bear his child. I lost everything the moment I lost him. The moment I lost him is the moment I also lost myself and I still hate the fact that I am only the one suffering. If karma is busy. If he wasn't on karma's schedule then I'll be his karma. I lost everything. I'll lead him to lose his sanity.

Gusto ko nang magpahinga… “Wesley… do you think your sorry is enough? You think your sorry will make me feel better? N-No… Hindi mo ba nakikita kung gaano ako ka wasak ngayon? I am broken… shattered… into millions of pieces that your sorry can do nothing about it.”

natatawa pa niyang sagot bago pinatay ang tawag. Napatingin ako sa screen ng phone ko. Mula sa video ng kabastúsan ni tita Gloria papunta sa panibagong round ng heartbreak kay Hunter... grabe, anong klase bang araw 'to? Parang nagutom ako bigla. Hindi pa nagtatagal ang pagmumuni-muni ko sa gilid ng kalsada nang may biglang huminto na kulay silver na Koenigségg CÇX sa tapat ko.