Things I Wanted To Say But Never Did นิยาย & เรื่องราว

The sound of the waves brushing against the pylons filled the air around me. “I’ve been thinking a lot about the things I never said. About the man I was when I let you go. When I threw you away. I wish I could tell you it was because I didn’t know better. But the truth is... I did. I just didn’t care enough to fight what I thought I deserved.” My voice cracked, but I didn’t stop.

Something I can't explain. Something I wish would never go away.

I didn't tell him I love him. I should have. There are so many things I should have said, but there would've never been enough time for me to say them. There are so many things I wanted to do with him, and half of those things are the repetition of others. He said an hour, but nothing feels real, not since he agreed to the rite. My head is scrambled, but I can focus on one thing: the bond.

I mean, I know what I want to do but whatever I’m thinking is next to impossible. . #TBC

I wanted to say 'goodbye', 'Sorry', and thank you but death was so vile that it didn't give me a chance to do those things. I wanted to say goodbye for the memories of the past that is now clearly understood why those things happened. I wanted to say sorry, for all the wrongs and mistakes that we have done to each other, that I have done to him which made a huge gap between us. And thank you, for giving me the love that I deserve and for saving my life from his wicked mother. But can't do it already. All the things that I wanted to say is all burnt down by the fire of death.

“What is wrong with you, bro?” "For starters, I just buried my sister," I deadpanned, not looking away from my phone. “But you’re here, aren’t you? You came here because you wanted to forget. And now, you’re just idling by a corner, doing nothing. You should join the party, man.” “I don’t want to,” I muttered, turning off my phone and sliding it into my pocket. “I didn’t think that you were going to be here. If I’d known, trust me, this place would have been the last place you would have seen me.”

But…how many times have I believed, only to wish I hadn’t? Something presses against my forehead…his. “I love you, and I promised I’d do whatever it takes to make this work, and I meant it. I thought letting the past be would be good for us, but maybe I should have said something…I really thought it had nothing to do with us, and that’s why I didn’t say anything. Please believe me.”

He leaves the murder part out, but it was still nice to reminisce with someone about those days. He remembers the sun setting over the sea as they sat on his balcony, chain-smoking joints and listing things they'd never done. She had started it when they had first sat down with cups of coffee and a joint. "It seems easy, but I've been trying to think of ten things I've never done before. It's hard." They spent hours listing things they have never done, things they've done, things they wished they would have done. They talked about their tattoos, and Matteo regrets that he can't remember everything she had told him. He remembers the moon on her ankle, which meant following her intuition, alwa

So very wrong. But I had never wanted anything more in my life. ---