Toxic Love Novels & Stories

BROKEN LOVE C52 WARNING MATURED CONTEXT!!! SPG 3RD POV Napa-kunot ang kanyang noo, dahil kahit anong diin niya sa kanyang alaga sa loob ng butas ni Mia, ay hindi pa rin niya ito maipasok. Nararamdaman din niyang nasasaktan si Mia, dahil sa bawat pag-diin na ginagawa niya ay napapa-daing ito.

Ngayon ko lang talaga napagtanto na na nasa toxic relationship pala ako noon. Ang daming bawal. Ang daming ayaw. At higit sa lahat—betrayal. “I fell into your fantasy. But that's all our love will ever be. I lost hope in saving you and me. You think I'm lost, falling apart. But your lies just made a stronger heart. My life is just about to start. Now I don't need your wings to fly

Halos mapunit ang labi ko sa sobrang lawak ng ngiti ko habang papunta ako sa apartment nila Vivi, bagong trabaho, dagdag kita, yes! Para akong tangang nakangiti habang abala sa paglilinis ng apartment nila Vivi, kung may makakakita sa akin ay aakalaing nababaliw na ako dahil ngiting-ngiti ako habang mag-isa. Well, we can't do anything about it, I love works because it give me money! (wink)

“Wala kaming balak na hadlangan ang pagmamahalan ninyo. Hindi naman masama na mahalin ninyo ang isa’t isa. Wala kayong tinatapakang tao at mas lalong wala kayong nalalabag na batas. Kaya sige na, puntahan mo na siya. Mahalin mo nang mabuti ang anak ko at sana...huwag mo siyang susukuan.” Hindi ko na napigilan ang paghagulhol. Niyakap ko si Tito Rayver sa sobrang tuwa ko. Ang akala ko paghihiwalayin niya talaga kami ni Arc. Ang akala ko masamang tao siya para gawin ‘yon. Mabuti na lang at pagsubok lang pala. “Your love for him is selfless. Hindi madali gawin iyon. Pagmamahal na handang magsakripisyo at magparaya. Because sometimes...when we love a person, we tend to be selfish. To the point t

I can feel the pain that sank into my left chest as if someone had torn it into pieces. This is the funniest joke I've ever heard in my life. How can I love and accept someone who ended my father's life? Why did I adore someone who ruined my mom's happiness? Why did I cherish someone who broke my family? Why did God let me love a woman who mercilessly took an innocent's life? Remembering all the memories we have shared together made me loathe myself because the moment I acknowledged my feelings towards her, I planned on marrying her, dreamed of having children with her, and imagined growing old with her. How can I love someone I loathe?

It really hurts! If I remembered the past, unti-unti kong naiisip that I cannot even committed a single mistakes to broke our relationship because I love her but f*ck! That love is a mistake! Masaya sila and I know that! Ryan is happy now. Wala akong ibang ginawa sa kasal kundi tignan ang bandang gawi niya and I hate them seeing happy! It makes mad. Fuming bad. Hindi ko maatim na tignan sila, bitter na kung bitter but its makes me angry. I hate myself! F*ck!

Pero behind that warm image, hindi ko ma-shake off yung worry ko para sa kaibigan kong si Claire. Her broken face keeps lingering in my mind. Yung hitsura niya nung huli kaming mag-usap, it was so haunting. It makes me wonder: is love really this harsh? Does it always have to turn toxic even if you've already said your "I do's"? Marriage is supposed to be a sanctuary, pero bakit sa kanila, it feels like a battlefield?

This was how masochistic I was- since from my relationship with Nick up until now. Sasabihin ng iba ginusto kong maging kabit dahil pinili kong manatili, kahit toxic, kahit may nasasaktan na iba at kahit hindi naibibigay sa akin ang tamang pagmamahal na deserve ko. But what people don't understand was how toxicity could linger deep inside you once you have its painful yet addicting push-and-pull feeling. There's this human nature about our affinity to toxicity- once you've been in a very toxic relationship, once you've experienced the torturous feeling of staying in love or staying out of love- you would crave for it. You would seek for the pain and the torture and it would be so hard to esc

“So, you’re doubting my love now, huh. Why? Is it because of Lia? I can get rid of her. We can go to a far place. If it’s about my mom─” “It’s not because of anyone, Fox.” Pagpuputol ko sa sasabihin nito at ngumiti. “And no, I don’t want to leave anymore. It’s just that, I’m slowly trying to accept that one day, you’ll be gone from me. I didn’t doubt your love and I know you already know that what I am losing now is trust.” I know this sound toxic. Kung ipagpapatuloy pa namin ito ay parang napaka- toxic na. The journey of our love is like a broken rail.

"You've got to be kidding me! I don't like her, not at all! If ever, it's hatred." "Talaga ba?" Napangisi pa ang mokong. I stared at them deadpan as they started laughing. These fools always love to irritate me. "Whatever you say..." Dax said, deepening his voice for effect, "but remember, there's a thin line between love and hatred. For sure that hate you are feeling will turn into love. And before you know it, you'll be trapped. And you won't be able to escape until you accept it."