Trying My Best Novels & Stories

I tried to listen but every word just kept getting ridiculous. "Then i tried to let other people in my life, dahil ayokong masyadong masaktan pag kinalimutan mo na ko! So can't you just let me do what-- naputol ko sya when i snapped. "STOP TRYING TO MAKE EXCUSES! GUSTO MO LANG SUBUKAN MAKIPAGRELASYON KAY LEROI AND YOU CAN'T CHANGE THAT FACT!"

"Ano na bang nangyayari sa'yo? Ganyan kana ba talaga? Kinalimutan mo na ang lahat ng nangyari satin? Angelo! Humarap ka naman sakin!" When you try your best,but you don't succeed When you get what you want,but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse "Ni isang segundo naiisip mo man lang ba ako? Naaalala mo pa ba nung araw na magkahawak ang ating mga kamay? Naiimagine mo bang maging asawa ang bestfriend mo in the future? Sumasagi ba sa isip mo ang paglalaro natin na parang bata sa park?"

Walang nakinig sa akin at ipinagpatuloy na lang ang kanilang ginagawa. I did all my best but they and those things still bring me down. It's more the battle within myself. Paano ako tatayo kung sarili ko rin ang kuma-kalaban sa akin. My greatest battle, ay kung paano ko lalabanan ang ibinigay sa akin ng tadhana? I want to wipe my tears but I can't. Wala naman akong magagawa e. Ang kaya ko lang gawin, ay manalig sa kanya at harapin ang ibinigay niyang pagsubok sa akin.

Naiinis ako na lahat ng plano niya ay tila umiikot nang naaayon sa palad niya. I hate how I'm trying to be good and live my life to the fullest, pero laging tinatarantadó ng mga ganung klase ng tao. Bakit kaming mga nagsusumikap ang nababatuhan ng kalungkutan at problema? Why?

Nakita ko ang mukha nila sir Luigi at ng buong team. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Kahit na alam ko naman sa sarili ko na ibinigay ko yung Best ko, kulang pa rin talaga. Isa akong hilaw na prutas na pinipilit maging hinog. I am feeling broke right now.

"You wanna know why?" "I always believe that striving to be the best is not about a life of constantly beating or competing with other people so that you can be at the top. It's not about stepping down others so you can be above, rather, it is conquering a greater enemy other than the people around you. And that person is you...yes you! The person in front of you when you're looking at the mirror, nothing but you and yourself. "

Bumuga ito ng hangin, saka napahilamos ng sariling mukha. "I've been trying hard to reach you. I made as much effort as I could. But why do you keep on pushing me away, Sofia?" puno ng pait nitong pahayag.

itinuro ko ang kaliwa kong mata na natatakpan ng eyepatch. "Pero siguro nga, ito iyong nakatadhana sa akin. Tatanggapin ko iyon nang hindi nagtatanong kung bakit. I'm always trying my best to live with it. Hanggang ngayon sinusubukan ko pa rin. I'm just praying, darating ang araw na masasabi kong ayos na ako. Na tanggap ko na nang buo. And that, I hope you two will guide me wherever you are. May hindi pa pala ako nasasabi sa inyo," napangiti ako nang malumbay.

Really, Gonzales? "Ayos lang, susubok nalang ako ulit." aniya sa maliit na boses. " Ganun naman talaga ang mga bagay-bagay, hindi lahat nakukuha sa unang subok. I will try harder and do better next time." Oh, such a good disposition in life. I hope she could maintain that. "Wag mo nalang pilitin ang sarili mong magustuhan, Kuya, ayos lang---"

Mabilis na siyang tumayo at parang hangin na nawala sa harapan ko. I was trying to calm myself,trying convince it that it was just a fvcking dream. That's not real right? That's not real.