Romans & histoires We Can't Be Friends

Kung hindi ako papayag, malulubog kami sa utang at ang pinaka-malala pa ay baka tuluyang mawala saamin ang nag-iisang pinagkukunan ng pera ng mga magulang ko. Kung peperma ako ngayon parang hindi naman ako ikinasal dahil hindi naman kami titira ni Rowan sa iisang bahay. We can still go on with our lives without bothering each other. Wala naman akong alam na sasabihin sa kanya. Wala din naman akong alam na sasabihin niya saakin dahil hindi naman kami nag-uusap. Kung nagkikita man kami sa mga pagtitipon ay hindi naman kami nagpapansinan. His circle of friends is different from mine. Hindi nila malalaman na ikinasal kami kong walang magsasabi saamin.

"So you don't have a right to say what I should do, saka na kapag nagkabalikan na kayo--" "Wala na kami, but that doesn't mean I'll be erased from his life. We're friends, so I still have the right to say those things. I'm just trying to stop you from hurting him and playing with his feelings at alam mong pwedeng makiealam ang kaibigan sa bandang iyon."

wika niya. “Don’t aim for more friends. Maghangad ka ng kaibigan na kahit iilan ay iyong maintindihan ka at kaya kang suportahan. Hindi mo kailangan ng maraming kaibigan na kung kaharap ka lang nirerespeto.” Na-distract siya nang tumunog ang kaniyang sikmura. Ginutom na naman siya dahil wala siyang maayos na kain.

He said with a smile. A subtle blush crept across her face painting it with a rosy hue. "I-I should only come here if I have an official business concern. Zeke and I are business partners after all." Iniwas niya ang tingin at ibinaling ito sa binta sa gilid niya kung saan tanaw niya ang malawak at mahabang driveway patungo sa mansyon. Nile scoffed lighty, "Why? There's nothing wrong about business partners catching up with each other especially when they're childhood friends." He looked at her teasingly as a smile curved on her lips but still continued to stare outside.

That beautiful smile that was haunting me in my dreams for damn years. "I am mad at you but you are still my bestfriend. And bwisit ka kasi I cannot stay mad at you at the same time. So yeahh, you are forgiven. Pasalamat ka namiss kita and I am choosing to set aside my tampo for now" she raises her right brow after delivering her sentiments. God I find her cute seeing her speaking so conyo. Kusang sumilay ang malawak na ngiti sa labi ko.

Baka siya talaga, ’di ba? Hanggang ngayon din kasi ay hindi ko maiwasang hindi isipin na wala siyang naramdaman sa akin kahit kaunti. Kilala ko siya. Ayaw niyang maging kasintahan ang kaibigan niyang babae. For him, he won’t risk a friendship for a relationship he isn’t sure if it will last forever. Ayaw niya mawala ang magandang pagkakaibigan. “Kath . . .”

Napaglaru-an din pala siya katulad ko. Huminga ako ng malalim at tumayo na, kinuha ko iyong bag ko na nasa katabi ng inuupu-an ko kanina at naglakad na papalabas ng cafeteria. Sa huling pagkakataon ay tinignan ko ulit ng mariin si Chille at ang mga kaibigan nitong tino-tolerate ang kabaliwan ng kaibigan nila. They're not true friends because true friends will not tolerate their wrong doings. A true friends will correct at pigilan ang mga maling gawain.

i can't bear it any longer . Lumihis ako at pasimpleng pinahid ang luha kong tuloyan nang tumulo sa aking pisngi,,dinig kong tinatawag nila ako but l can't just let them see my tears and vulnerability because none of them doesn't know my feelings with my bestfriend, ayaw kong isugal ang friendship namin just because i fell inlove with her.

Why can't it be Why can't it be the two of us Why can't we be lovers Only friends You came along At a wrong place, at a wrong time You came along At a wrong place, at a wrong time Or was it me Why can't it be.

Ang sasaya nila at kompleto pa rin. Sometimes it's hard to keep a friendship dahil darating ang araw na may kanya kanya na kayong priority at gusto. Habang lumalawak ang mundo mo, narerealize mo rin na nagbabago ang gusto mo. Wala akong sama ng loob sa mga kaibigan ko pero 'di na rin ako nakikipag-usap sa kanila.